Thursday, May 8, 2014 ; 8:40:00 PM {♥}
HONGKONG DISNEY LAND (:
Whole semester of 2013 (:
[JANUARY-FEBRUARY-MARCH-APRIL-MAY-JUNE]
[JULY-AUGUST-SEPTEMBER-OCTOBER-NOVEMBER-DECEMBER]
This is a year when im having my 21st celebration which everyone is having when it reaches. Haha... I went to hongkong for holiday too. The starting to end of 2013 was not a very successful year at all. Many things going upside down, I don't even know how many time I had already cried over and over again. Unexpected thing happening like nobody business. Work not moving smoothly, friends are having obstacles, family having unexpected thing. At the point of moment I really hope it could as faster as possible. Everyday to me is like a torture, everyday I am just waiting for unexpected thing happening. At that point, when I really need most of the moral support. Some even come from both of your. I know I should not have all this thinking but I just cannot stop from thinking at all. I really wondering, this world without your I am no longer perfect because your can give me the happiness and at the same time pulled me down to the bottom of mountain. I spend most of my night crying over silly thing until I am so lost, I even lost guard during work that why thing happen. think back about both of your really make me feel like crying. Finally one day I am really awake, I told myself, life should on regardless with or without your. Your should become a past a memories to me already. Basically there is no point holding into thing that don't work anymore. I am just too tired of having all this in my life. Because your are happy without my presence, why must I be so stupid. Just move on. if I continue this way I am just making myself suffering against it. So, why not forgive & forget, let it go, MOVE ON! When 2013 countdown, I actually made a small wish, I want 2014 turns good, both of your will only become a memories of mine at a part of my heart, and continue your life happily without me. To 1st person:I don't know whether do you turn your love to me into hatred? But it's okay. Have you sit down and think back actually all thing both of us are not to be blame, there's no right no wrong. Because both of us are too selfish against our own pride. If both of us are not so stubborn with it, there is always a stop it. Nevermind it's okay, I mean it! I know where you went and I sincerely hope you could go further more on studies stop hanging around with people who has bad influence. Actually you are a nice person, you looks very fierce from outside but you are a very good person from inside. Thanks you for accompany me a short period of time, being there for me whenever I need you. Everything is enough, time to spend more on yourself. (: To 2nd person: You hold me up when im at the bottom of the mountain & given me the happiness. Then It's you pulled me down to bottom of the mountain again. You make me use so many years to forget about all your wrong. Persuading myself you are not this way. Using many different method to denied it yet still failed. What else I can do? At the point of moment I cant even choose to hate you at all. All I remember was what you done to know before. Your cold shoulder make me give up, I know you are not the one I am finding anymore. That's is not what I want at all. Let go to let myself feel better. But also thanks you to, every decision I made I will think many times. Especially what you done to me. I will remember it for life regarding the good but not the bad anymore. Let everything past, I will continue my future better than now TRUST ME!
Goodbye to my two friend. All the best(:
WELCOME THE ARRIVAL OF 2014 :D
[ JANUARY - FEBRUARY -MARCH ]
CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATION :D
Every year of the CNY we are the same, just that this year got a little bit different. The started of January, small accident happen to my dad. At the point of time, I am so lost I don't even know what to do. Thanks to my best friend, accompany me. Seeing me cry like nobody business, crying in front of people who is walking at the street. Making myself extremely embarrassing but I don't even give a damn. If thing fall on you, you will feel the same too. Trust me.! CNY eve is always steamboat at granny house followed by our own activities. Day 1 after preparation, is visiting tai-po house followed by granny house eat, then wait for the rest then we continue to visit gu-po house. Woah, their son ah! Too big like + handsome haha.! Ya that's the real me, take it or leave it. :/ Lastly to my aunt house visited then go back home! Day 2 go walk walk :D Day 3 rot. Day 4 work.! As usual March I am always having my AL because I am celebrating my birthday. I don't know to use a loud speaker to tell the whole world like some people -.-
Introducing my 2 new good friend in work
[ FIONA & PEIJUN ]
They are someone whom can tolerate my character & nonsense during work. When work without anyone of them together are so boring. Basically is no 'FRIEND' la! Haha! Just being random :D
[ORANGE-FIONA-YALI-PEIJUN]
[SHUXIAN-SEOWCHEIN-ZHENZHEN]
[JOY-LAI-KAY]
Those names in red colour already left our ward. ): Some are in different ward, while some left for studies & there is one going back to china real soon ): The big group are breaking into individual one. They are someone who is nice to work at work. I miss all of them. Thanks god I made them during work. They gave me moral support when my work goes down, I give them laughter when they are tired. :) MissYa :D
[XINYEE-SHUQIN-SHARLOT-XUANHUI-XUEHUAN]
There is no much activities recently because we all are busy. Busy with work & studies. I also want to go back for studies. I told myself I want to upgrade myself to be more strong. Just to add on, I miss all of them. We really seldom meet up, but still whatapps. But I prefer to see their face more than whatapps la. Haha!
4th May 2014 - 7th May 2014
BALI TRIP! I MISS BALI SINCERELY!
*From the day I left Singapore for bali, I had never miss Singapore at all, only think of having fun and relaxing there(: I never miss Singapore food too. Haha. The day I left there I almost burst into tears, because I don't want to come back at all. I swear.!*
[ XINYEE - ALINA - IVAN- MEILI ]
BALI here we coming.! My Second trip with them again! I look like a light bulb! Haha!
Day 1. Our flight was delayed due to some problem I guess! When we reach there already like 1730. Supposedly we should reach at 1300 haix. When we reach head to hotel! Our hotel named is Amadea. Woah, the view over there is like shiok lo! GREAT (: After checked in : food hunting :D Because we are damn hungry. Haha! Day 2. So many event on. We visited many places. Morning activities is kinda of boring but lunch program is damn nice! We went temple, & my battery flat there -.- We need to respect them so we have to wear sarong. So many fun there :D followed by coffee tasting. the coffee tasting got a lot lo! Followed by volcano view. Our there is damn cooling damn fun. The view there is some place you should not missed out :) Then harvest of the rice. Then dinner at beach! Seafood was so night. Suppose meili want to see the sunset but we could not reach there in time because of the jam over there. At the van is full of our laughter from the moment we step into the van basically. haha! I almost got hit by the chair. -.- Could your imagine the whole journey the tourist take photo keep on ' WHAT'! We just laugh non stop. But he is a very nice tourist :D Then we went back hotel & sleeping soundly like a pig. Day 3. Korkor they all went water activities while me & gugu went for massage + manicure + pedicure! While the massage was damn damn funny! When the person say, please stripe off everything, I immediately look at my gugu with the reaction of WHAT? Damn funny la. After we completed everything, we head back to the hotel & sleep while waiting for korkor to come back. Then we took our lunch damn late. haha! Overall the massage is damn nice damn shiok :D At night we went to eat pork rib. Basically I ate pig from the day I reach there. Im so sorry to those halal people ): Damn delicious. Luckily meili manage to do her pedicure. haha. While both of us headed back to hotel. At middle of the night I told gugu I'm hungry haha! I ate korkor cup noodles heehee. Day 4. We are already preparing to go back to Singapore ): I don't like at all. But breakfast was awesome la. haha. The coffee there is very nice :D After that we headed by hotel and pack our final stuff then we left the hotel already. Check out ): All of us are damn sad. Because we are leaving Bali heading back to Singapore ): When I am in the plane, it took off, I told goodbye to bali. Seriously I am really having fun over there. SO MUCH FUN!!!!! Memorable! :D
Last photo before I end my post here (:
[ ADI - XINYEE - ALINA - MEILI - IVAN - AKA]
Thanks you all of your for a awesome trip! Thanks to our two red tourist! One so talkative while the other one is so silence. Only laugh when we joke around. Thanks you for making a successful trip for us :D So much fun with your around! Thanks you for your care when we are under your :D Because Bali we are not familiar.
I decided to post here because im bored! I Just came back from BALI don't know what to do. So decided to clear some rubbish. And UPDATED (: My successful bali trip! AWESOME :D
There is something had already meaningless to hold
onto it. Why must choose to let go, maybe better.
But does not mean I forgotten everything even
though I got STM! Haha!
