Sunday, November 28, 2010 ; 2:07:00 AM {♥}
yummy yummy steamboat(:
we look like pig, eating non-stop(:
quakquak, please dont shy shy(:
8 cans of drink we had :D omg!
when the time we leave the shop(: time files when we're together
goodbye, time for home.
26 november 2010:D
congrats to us, we have completed our 10 weeks attachment at rh! time dont files as fast as i though. i misses my previous group bud not you. 3 more weeks to go and is time for me to work like zombie(: i miss those day we had in swensen, mr. dennis and ivy): i hope we can work together. i know mr.d have forgotten us bud ivy dont(: haha. let's talk about my outing:D
i meet banana and xialiu for megamind 3D, wow shiok man(: i never regret watching it because it is wil my friend(: after the moive we went down to novena for steamboat with quak. yes, what i wish had come true. our outing. i really misses your like nobody business. we are just like so kuku gossiping BUD i love it(: because it is with your. we start the steamboat with sun and finished it with moon & star. haha. then walk back to inter then train back. why i only can be so happy and no stress with your bud i feel thousand of stress when i am in attachment. maybe i should go interact more haha. nonsense. anw thanks for all those encouragement bud i still think that i'm so weak. why am i suppose to be sad and so over the word she said? i feel so .... nevermind. after 3 weeks i know i will be fine(: erm, our next outing will be next month. kinda of long man. haha.
i misses ahbi! my dearest love(: dont act cute please(:
it have been a long time i never see my dearest and i am so lucky to see him today(: m i suppose to say that i'm heng? haha. i really missing him so much, i think the last time i saw him should be i cant even remember. lmao. bibi i miss you(: then after that went work(: work was just so prefect and nice with moutain and siaojie:P bud not the siaocloud! haha. dont know where the cloud fly to le? mia liao haha. YEAH, christmas coming:D hope i will think last and have a good christmas:D next year will be better(: tomorrow will be better(: peace^^
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS NOT LOVE BUD YOUR =D
i choose this and i will take up all the consquences. no matter how tough it is,
i only plan to have your beside me. dont pretend with me when you're a jerk.
friendship is more as important as relationship(: there's no FOREVER in dictionary
i just love the way i'm insane with all my next of kins(: your are not replace-able^^
Thursday, November 18, 2010 ; 1:18:00 AM {♥}
MR DENNIS LAST DAY AT TEC):
i know i gonna miss you whenever i'm working. hope everything goes well at your mall. jiayou dennis. remember this. no matter what kind of problem you going through is to control and never give up. give up will might make a person regret and regret is the stupidest thing you will have. HAHA. 不管有多舍不得你，有一天我也会走的。我只会记得美好的回忆。
Finally someone came back to SINGAPORE. omg, i misses the single person for 3 days. now she is back i dont need to miss her le. bud anyway, i still wanted to thanks this person whom walk thru up and down with me no matter how tough it is. times, i maybe annoying bud i'm just caring(: yeah few more weeks and i will settle down my attachment le. i swear this is the most worst attachment i went through, too many up and down i faces everyday that will make me so disappointed and so shag. every tears i shed make me stronger in this attachment. i been telling myself to trust myself in order for me to move on. many thing is different compare that. the hospital also wanted to be part time there bud i'm fine with that is just that i miss working with my fellow moron at the other side. i have started to learn fountain and everything look and sound so tough for me. every step i take is like pabo lo. even scooping ice-cream. haha bud i'm willing to learnt(: yesterday during work something happened and it make kristen look so shag too. you shedding for someone whom you dont worth it what for. you told me everything will have an answer to solve it so why make your life more tougher. one ear in one ear out. everyday must have positive mindset to work on. so many people birthday is coming especially some BHB people. chirstmas coming toos! i wish for more better life which will make me more happier like UP little boy. yesterday i work i told jinshan this: at time i saw you i think you're cute BUD at time i saw you i think that you re wicked and cruel. HAHA. she almost laugh like nobody business HAHA! some advise to someone who is very close to me: why make your life so tough to walk through. this is your fate to know him and end up with this ending because the god wanna to you to know better guy. dont like me always living in the past because how much pain you going thru no one will know and understand why you does this. live for yourself not others, he left you is his regret because you're someone great(: dont make yourself to think about him anymore. life going on with unpredictable problem. maybe relationship for you now is not suitable. why not wait till you have settle down first then talk about it. hope this sentence would help you : ask you to give up and letting go of him bud deep in your heart i know you still love him. maybe letting go is the best way for you and him to grow. what is in the future is something you dont know. become a friend is more better than becoming a couple. friend is forever bud love for us at this age is not forever. my friend jiayou(:
LOVE THE WAY I'M INSANE WITH YOUR:D
CLOUD, MOUNTAIN, DARLING & LASTLY MY BELOVED X-FAMILY(:
Saturday, November 6, 2010 ; 2:05:00 AM {♥}
bunch of morons down the streets:D
mountain, stars, clouds and ivy down the streets(:
IVY, WE MISSES YOU(:
times files, october ended and november have arrive(: long way to finish the last lap of attachment. quite sick recently due to stomach sneeze ahchoo~ and my poor gastric burpburp): haix. currently under medication argh! DR say is GE! ): nevermind. tot to have a good rest bud i dont tend to take MC. i disobey my dr and went attachment the next day bcos fever have already gone down(: funny thing happened during the date with a bunch of morons which made me forever cannot forget. i really laugh my ass off the day. thanks to mr blue(: haha! sorry being so rude and fierce! heehee. i'm really shy man. bud anyway i make it to ask him for thing! cloud going to genting soon): i'm gonna be alone): so hope that she can faster can come at least i would be so alone. just want to treasure time before she goes genting(:
sometimes, something, someone dont be so freak in doing thing. you would not make people like you more instead making people to dislike you more. how you treat someone, the god will take you for retribution. I asked myself, what is my first impression towards it? i'm trying to defend that it is not you bud i followed my heart. My heart told me that you're the one. i dont know how to explain it bud i really hope that the person was not you. for now i gave up, because i dont know how to make friend with two sided faces. i would not bring myself to hate you and regret knowing you at least i know how different people look like? for those who made ivy leave i'm sad to tell you, you make me more dislike you instead of more like you! from the day ivy join us is part of our family and yet i dont get why? dont tell me from a to z excuses because all this are just excuses! all this are just excuses to hide your wrong. i dont think you know what is guilty. what you've done wrong you should face the consqences. dont push the limit of us to the max, because you will never know what is the next step of ours. ivy, i misses you so much so much! when is your off we shall date again(:
GOODNEWS(:
i let go and give up totally
your name, your past history no longer
made me heartpain(: and i'm going on
my life with more laughter and smile like UP:D
my new life and new entry of data(:
ILOVEYOU;MYBESTFRIEND:D
