What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.

Sunday, April 26, 2009 ; 9:25:00 PM {♥}


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINJA TURTLE(:
HAZELDAZE(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TWINS(:
AHQIN;BANANA(:
AHYEE;AHQIN(:
26 APRIL 2009(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINJA TURTLE:D
morning i was half an hour late:( i swear i dont wanna this bud sad i really does overslept siia! i was so tiring recently siia! busy with swensen's & attachment! so scare that i might fall a sick in anytime; any moments siia:( once i am sick i got to replace siia! come on i am so tiring! erm, once i was late i got no choice to prepare everything done less than ten minutes time siia! then i cab down to work! wahh i was so rush siia! then i was kena scolding siia! bud nevermind then carry on with my work till finally is 12 noon le! my mind totally shut liao lo! is so auto lo! meet ahqin at pasla malan to walk walk for food cos i are very hungry then train-ed down to yishun to gather with banana and ahgong!(: then gave ahqin a suprise(: then she was so shock and touch-ed(: i am so happy cos i spend yesterday to do this and that and i am so tired for this week, like i say i am so breathless siia:( i really cannot stand siia:( i am so sleepy lo! kns! then after celebrate, one more suprise coming up(: she was so shock also and i trick-ed her siia! she damn cute lo! then cake smashing! wahh, so disgusting for some niia! after that go back ahgong house for mahjong, gosh i really cannot stand lehhx then after that went to swensens for some reason i am doing it(: then have ice-cream and now i am so full that i wanna sleep! sleeping is always my dream!(: cos i haven nnort been having enough sleep siia:( sometimes think back, i think i really have to say QUIT cos i am really very tired and stress siia:( okay i should have enough of today and i am so restless lehhx!
-yesterday
working 7 to 3! i was so tired and yet nnort late and i was so quiet that everyone was so shock that what really happen siia! even inside de chef ask me!:( honesty, once i am tired i will kept my mouth shut cos tired of speaking and tired of smiling! i know how a person feel when they are so tired to smile! i drop plates siia! cos i was so tired and i bang into a chair then everything fall and breaks! wahh, it was so shocking right bud your never know what is the consquences behind right it? i was so quiet until i saw ahwei! he is the only asshole make nonsense with me siia(: i was so happy that i was like kns end up ahzhu was so piss-ed off siia! kns lo! then scold ar scold ar! keep ask me do this and that wahh so kns lo! bud no choice this is mine job i should say then after that ahwei blow up balloons i kena mahhx, have to go down to give balloons and i saw a bunch of monkey bastard which is without brain de! no brain jiu dont talk so many vulgarities cos normally i dont speak to brainless people like them^^ come on i so naughty what for go talk to your and waste my time! wahh so many kids come and take balloons siia(: so happy lehhx(: then come back then punch off then go off bud before go off, ahwei got something wanna tell me! end up i almost kick his butt(: cos the joke is damn funny de lo! haha(: then went off to northpoint and buy ahqin de thing then run here run there! i was really breathless! time can dont be so tight up mahhx? i am so breathless siia:( please make thing simple for me dont give me so many stress siia! soon nnort later i will scream anyone off and QUIT everything and rot at home! still thinking to QUIT cos i really cannot take it anymore! too many thing to cope lehhx:( then went home late siia! then do the video till i wanna vomit siia! dowan update lehhx!(: my eyes dropping! god blesses me that my attachment will be fine(: for now everything is just nice(: i love my group like how the way they love me(: i treasure them how the way they treasure! thanks guys for the jokes around! imissyours:(
why there so many thing for me? do euu know i am so breathless! i am so stress! i hope i will do any silly thing bud nnort dozes that is lame for me(: i am so stress up! what is my finally decision? i dont know! once i give up everything will be gone! say relax; say quit is look and sounds easy bud how about me? i am breatheless right now siia:( the more i think the more i am going to be damn breatheless siia:( later is pt save me nnort i save pt siia:( anyway, path is a pick i jiu wun complain lahhx! bud i really very breatheless honestly!:(

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Saturday, April 18, 2009 ; 10:51:00 PM {♥}


once our heart beat together; we always does(:
cos we share every
single thing together(:
finally is satureday and tmr is sunday! gosh going nearer and nearer and i going back to attachment le:(:? i dunno which reaction i should give right now! okay,let's talk abit about yesterday(:
-friday(:
erm, finally end one week de attachment lehhx(: good(: i almost cried out at my ward when i saw something bud i did control! i think i put too much emotions inside lehhx! okay, i nnort going to put so much emotions in and i going to put more nursing care inside! i was so busy eh! dunno lehhx! maybe cos 7 people niia! then went 2nd break i more busy siia! wahh running the whole ward like mad! haha(: bud is a good experiences and made me have signature(: thanks to karesa(: she is damn willing to teach me(: i damn happy lahhx she is willing to teach! i was so forgetful after taking temperature cos i forget to put the thing back! haha(: bud the relative see i very gan chiong! damn funny de! erm, have to buck up more for my malay or nnort i have problem communicating with malay patients(: erm, teacher collect our reflection and yet i got no books to write! haha(: cos she told us before to put on a different book then i never heard dao(: heehee(: erm, anyway, my changing of shifts is approve by teacher FINALLY and a big YEAH(: i am so happy! cos i have so problem to change shifts:( bud i made it! reach home before 10 and i was so hyper! kns lahhx(: then at night did nnort do much thing bud just thinking to sleep(: cos can rest(: yeah(: congrats to all my ex 4Ts people who went back beatty and take award de(: i am so proud of you(: congrats to AHGONG AND AHKEE(:
-satureday(:
morning my dad wake me up and say: is already 1pm le(is a fake time to wake me up dont believe(:), euu are late for attachment lehhx still dowan wake up i was like! papa, today bo attachment! i wanna sleep le! then papa say: then only monday to friday ar? i say yuppiies! bye!(: cos i really very exhausted! then dunno at what time a call woke me up and then i cannot sleep back lehhx! i nag my sister before she went off the room! oh yuppiies, i was dreaming of something and my sister phone rang broke it! i was :(! cos the sentences is nnort complete yet lehhx! then nevermind! anyway, i only know i dream of ahzhu calling me! okay i climb up and open my door my phone rang and is ahzhu! i was so shiok lahhx! then okay, i pick up
ahzhu: still sleeping ar?
me: half bahhx bud just wake up!
ahzhu: i got something want ask euu!
me: euu call me got no good thing only work niia!
then she start to laugh like mad!
ahzhu: then how's your attachment? busy mahhx? can cope mahhx?
me: stress ar! nnort busy still can cope some(:!
ahzhu: then euu help me work can?
me: okay! when and what time?
ahzhu: okay thanks(:
after discussion(:
ahzhu:then sat will be 7 to 3 then sun 7 to 12!(:
me: okay(: then sarena de how?
ahzhu: i help euu change all away le(:
me: okay!
hung the phone and i was like half dead! wahh! then go computer room and disturb my sister! then play psp then bestie call-ed me and jio me out bud sad later going ahma house so cannot meet her! bud next time i will meet her(: when i am free niia! cos mon to fri attachment! sat & sun working! bud i will jiayou(: once i cannot cope i will give up my working first cos it is going to be tiring lehhx! i wanna jiayous(: then at dunno what time, bus-ed 232 down to ahma house! then i wanna give this warning to this people even though euu are always my kin and euu are having the same blood as me right now!
HELLO, who gave euu this rights to scold ahma when euu, yourself agree that your mum is a thief! euu dare jiu say in front all of us lahhx! dont be a coward somemore euu are a guy lehhx! dont piss-ed me off that i will hate euu deep down in my heart! euu got the heart de mahhx? dont be freaking coward lahhx! dare to say dont dare to come ahma hus and apologise! why scare i smack euu up ar? come lahhx! dare to speak dare to admit lehhx! dont say ahma only treat us good lahhx! i dont need any of your family concern and care lahhx! even though your mother takecare of me when i am small! bud if euu dont know the whole thing! shut up and dont say anything lahhx! that day ahma was ill lehhx, euu never even ask and euu scold ahma from the back and euu still need ahma to go your house and ask? euu got the freaking heart mahhx? bo then shutup! i will repeat again! dare say in front of us! me ar, nana ar, ahmei ar, ahboy ar or any adults lahhx! dont dare then shutup cos euu are nnort fit to have the same blood as me lahhx! dont think ahma good to bully lahhx! cos euu are a NA students(no offence to all my NA students/ friends)? i warn euu dare come my blog see this big! i dare to post up jiu dont scare let anyone scold lahhx! euu will be the one who kena scold first before me! cos euu whole family are BU XIAO ZI! ni dao BU XIAO ZI shi shen meh ma? i look down on euu! ahma dote euu so much and now i think ahma wasted! euu though aham everything wun tell me is it? i ask ahma i jiu know liao lahhx! if euu dare to call people down euu jiu coward! dont everything follow ahboy lahhx! euu though euu are as clever as ahboy? dont kns lehhx! ahboy is more clever than euu and ahboy got the heart unlike euu! freaking coward!
argh, make me so piss-ed off and disappoint-ed:( angry angry! dont know why i so xia sway to have same blood with euu! make me really so xia sway:( then i was so quiet today as well! my ahma though something happen! haha(: after that dinner with nana and three little kids then go buy newspaper then me and nana keep at there laugh non-stop siia! after dinner i look hyper until i keep make nana laugh non-stop! she say is my fault make her laugh! haha(: idoit! lmao! then went home! wahh, today de weather very hot siia! haha(: for next week more time is more pack:( time ie really running low for me right now:( i wanna more time siia! please more time! let me able to handle myself(:
erm, my attachment and working rooster(:
monday and wednesday, i will be working 1 to 9!(:
tuesday, thuresday and friday, i will be working 7 to 3(:
satureday, i will be working 7 to 3(:
sunday, i will be working 7 to 12(:
*call and text me on the right time so your wun be struggling why i am nnort replying(:
oh yuppiies to my poor ahxiang, takecare more as weather is getting more and more worst! i pity euu tonight have to book in bud anyway, labour day coming(: so tolerate some more then rang me up for audition(: haha(: okay i going off to bath as well! the weather burning me! i am going to die when my bill come! haha(: my dad is going to kill me siia! he is going to threaten that he will cut off my line! haha(: and i going to find stupid excuses again! bud my brain is blank! anyway, i dowan use line siia! very stress! haha(: erm, hope next week i will nnort be so stress up cos i can be fainting in any seconds and mintues siia! haha(: i am learning to be non-stress(: haha(: cos ahxiang teaches me a loads(: maybe only euu, his idoit will teach me loads(: thanks really(: okay, JASMINE birthday coming so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE(: dont be disappoint-ed(: everyone got hard time(:
will i fall in love euu again?

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ; 9:25:00 PM {♥}


the sun looking very bright;
the sun will not rise from the other side means i got to jiayou more(:
13APRIL2009
okay, is the first day of attachment! i was struggling my ass off the night before! erm, thinking what will happen in attachment, what i have to do, why and where to get those thing? erm, i sound so sad cos i dont know what to do at all! it was totally kns de lo! nevermind! morning i reach there still early then minmin they all saw me and ask me in to the kopitam! then starting with all my briefing(: like working right? lmao! continue continue! was like learning more about hospital! never really doing handwork siia! then is start-ed from the early morning and starting end-ed 4 or plus cannot really remember! okay, then went home! was totally tiring cos of the talk bahhx! i think even though i had enough sleep! haha(: the moments i step in the ward, i was like! uhuh? okay, serious i dont know what to do at all siia! imagine euu was me and the moments euu step into the ward what is your feeling? then i was so tiring! i was stress for tmr! cos tmr everything start-ed all at wards:( think and think! is time to think am i suitable to be a nurse? at night meet laonuren then go buy thing then ask her go take bursary before she forgotten! then go home!
handsome? he is nnort my STEAD! please be aware!
(share a conversation later with your(:)
about today, morning reach early and i was reading my storybook outside the wards and i was shock when staff nurse suddenly ask where are euu sitting here! i was like uhuh? who talking siia? then after that some of the clinical classmates late! i was like i dont know what to do! okay i really exhausted today siia! serious! okay! talk more talk more! the moments the door open-ed: walk in to the ward gosh! my heart was like gosh, i never tried before all this siia:( i dont even know what to do at all! okay then slowly slowly pick up then talk then communicate! okay i know two or three friend today(: erm, baoyin ar, nurul ar and nora aini ar! erm, all so clever and willing to teach me as well! most of the will be baoyin cos i doing bathing with her! okay, we are so afraid when the staff nurse ask us to do! i swear! then me, minmin and jasmine cubical one! minmin and jasmine went for first break then i went for second break! erm, break with baoyin! erm, was fun! by the way, break we are nnort hungry bud is just that we are thirsty! end up was so diaox lahhx! okay then nevermind! we took about half hour to 35 mintues break niia! then jiu go back lehhx! at 12 went for so call-ed de short briefing! is just the reflection we done today ar and how we going to cope ar, what's are reaction when stepping in ar! all this jiu correct lehhx! then after that jiu go back listen report again! cos like cher say report is really important siia to us and as well to the patient(: now i understand that, when the smile they gave us, is the best present and reward we got! cos we did a good job(: erm, then after report help staff nurse!(: okay, i was a damn clumsy in the way i help out lahhx! this is what i will say! i am sad and happy! sad cos i am nnort able to do a laods of thing, happy cos they gave me that smile(: is really look pretty on patitents(: then after school ,went home then meet laonuren again! then at swensen downstairs de circle sit then sarena come down! dots! she say i look like ah lian i was like? uhuh? okay nevermind! cos i crack a joke! she say swensen got smoker all outside niia mahhx! then i say i always big smoker siia! then she say euu smoke what cig? i say SINGAPORE CIG(: cos singaporean smoking end up my cig came from them! lmao! okay then went up find cj and kristen de! then kristen go off lehhx!(: erm, the moments i saw cj i go disturb then went i disturb i saw a idoit smilling from inside i know who liao jiu that dont care then pei cj go smoke! HELLO, NOT I SMOKE lahhx! idoit! then jiu go up then talk to that idiot! erm, nnort bad at least i saw that idoit starting to smile! NO LONGER GHOST! come on like i say: come on haogpengyou xiao(:(good friend smile) what really customer like is how the way we smile!(: see euu smile got customer right? okay i am talking rubbish!(: nevermind! then i jiu told that idoit something(: blahblahblah! before telling that idoit i go tell cj first then her reaction make me laugh like hell siia! then i confirm go share around de(: then talk to the idoit aloads then cos of those call i almost slap people! kns! okay, that day, i ask that idoit, die my mario how siia! then idoit say i teach euu a faster way, starting that day i dont get his joke! till today i get liao! idoit say euu go press "ALT-F4" WAHH, clever mahhx end up my mario replay! kns! then i you ask idoit again then the idoit say again, this time round i say back! kns lo! stupid idoit! disiaosiao! smack your butt siia! haha(: then he keep at there laugh lo! KNS~ really smack euu lo! if euu say nan nu shou shou bu qing wo jiu hui shuo wo cong bu ba ni dang nan sheng er shi nu sheng(euu, girl i, boy siia so euu cannot touch me then i will say i never treat euu as BOY before bud is GIRL)! HAHA(: you are my sister! lmao!(: then after that go home! reach home kor help me do thing! then got one aunt come take dont know what survery okay then i take lo! cos kor going out before he go out he disturb me mahhx! then me and him damn close de lo! then
i say: euu wait i got go ahma house euu die! haha(: okay lahhx, reach ah ma house give me a call!(: bye(:
the aunty say: WAH, HE LOOK SIBEI YAN DAO(very handsome)
the aunty say: your boyfriend look very YANDAO siia(: euu look lucky to had him this bf!
i was like uhuh? then i wanna reply she dont let me reply back! kns lahhx! i was euu idoit ar! me and him grow up together de lehhx of course will be close lahhx! okay, please make clear, he got stead de okay his stead look pretty(: oh yes, pretty(: dont believe ask me for his stead blog if i happy give euu lo! nnort happy dont give lo! they are so sweet(: haha(: erm, then take a stupid long survery till i at there yawn i say, dont give me chinese de version cos i dont know! okay quite throw face, a chinese dont like reading chinese! okay idoit! this is what i will say siia(: if your asking why he really look my bf cos we are over close! for those who know my story jiu will understand(: i and nana also very close de(: trust me(:! i dowan update lehhx! damn tired tmr working 7-3 then thur and fri will be 1-9! wahh night shift i scare scare siia! nnort that time is i cannot cope! okay i damn tired and yet i haven start writting my reflection and start reading! cher tmr ask i confirm die siia! kns! haha(: shyt(toilet aloads), haven cut nails! haha(: erm going to cut now! haha(:
smile and smile and smile(:
like i remind euu! smile is the
best to show to the customer
and the staff working with euu(:

Sunday, April 12, 2009 ; 9:46:00 PM {♥}


HAHA(: my partner(: HAHA(: ahxiang(:
CLUB DANCE WITH AHXIANG(:
i never imagine he never divorce with mine e other audition account(:
erm, yesterday audition with ahxiang! was a fun time with him before he book in today(: ahahs(: erm, i keep dc out from audition from the start end up pekcek then we talk in msn! haha(: he still so concern about me! damn funny de! the way we talk still the same even though the past we had bad times bud still the same thanks! i never regret being a couple with euu ones(: istilloveyou as my friend cos euu love to be mine pair of listening ear! woohoos thanks a loads! ahxiang(: haha(: okay, he really still treating me very nice! still very concern me! HAHA(: damn funny! erm, yesterday audition he keep train my 8keys cos i cannot then he keep wanna train me until he dowan go sleep! then keep disturb me! haha(: erm, he still the same he will say dont sleep so late not good for me(: he always do this! haha(: he always remind me what to do! erm, finally i pick up the advise he gave me! i does appreciate(: thanks(: now i know what i going to do and i know how the way to handle and i know maybe i really irratting euu! yuppiies, maybe this make euu the way euu hate me! yuppiies la, nnort hate me bud just that euu dislike me!(: bud nevermind! just cheer up!(: that's will be the way! i will be going MIA at work so guys dont miss me! haha(: i am getting more and more bhb! i also kena say by ahxiang i am getting more bhb!:P he always disturb me! anyway, thanks fr the disturb and euu make me smile more!(: haha(: okay, talk about today, lalalas(: i was rotting at home and i recieved a message and i realise the person is getting more and more bhb liao lo! KNS~ haix, why being so coward? anyway, dont care then after that meet ahzhu & laonuren go out! erm, talk a loads(: then after that go home, laonuren came my house and rot! she watching zhong ji san guo! erm, i was watching superstar as well! HAHA(: okay, aijia and jared went in finally two! my sister is getting crazy siia! my sister at there say die ar die ar! cos she like both of them! haha(: okay, anyway, holiday de hours ending soon lehhx! haha(: erm, tmr attachment lehhx! i so worry siia! scare tmr cannot wake up scare tmr de attachment! i scare until my eyes look very watery siia! i dont have confidence right now cos i scare i will do badly! hope i will nnort waste my effort!:( come on, i got to jiayou YEAH? nnort only i have to jiayou, AHGONG and JN0901A-G de classmates all have to jiayou(: heehee(: i was scare! i like shivering right now ma! KNS~ ma de! slap myself to wake up! erm, i will be missing for days cos i have to respect my patients(: so i will nnort be blog what i have done! respect them and respect me:) i now very scare siia! :( jiayou;jiayou! must have confidence(: jiayous(: lalalas(: i going to miss ahgong cos i will nnort be seeing her for two weeks:( i going to miss her! as well as i going to miss my twins; my mama and banana and besties(: besties all the best tmr(: jiayous(: anything give me a call(: need any of my help call anyone of us! we will help tried our best to euu!(: jiayous(: okay, dowan blog lehhx i wanna go sleep lehhx bud seem like i cannot sleep siia! :( tmr going to see my classmates(: YEAH~ new friend tmr(: HAHA(: hope they will nnort scare of me:) haha(: goodnights(: going to offline lehhx! HAHA(:

Saturday, April 11, 2009 ; 9:52:00 PM {♥}


THIS IS WHAT I CALL-ED AS X-FAMILY MEMORIES(:
11APRIL2009
working as usual start-ed(: but this time round i am working from 7 to 12! erm, is mine first time i tried working so early! like what i think was right, i almost cannot wake up siia! erm, wake up at 530! shioking time when all my family members sleeping like a oinks oinks(: after bath jiu play psp as is still early(: after playing step out my house!(: on the way to mrt station,guess who i saw during this time! is banana(: haha(: she pei me chit-chat awhile(: then i train-ed down to inter! erm, i was way far too early liao cos sarena haven come! kns! so me and guofeng sitting outside and wait for her! i was like i really wanna sleep lehhx! erm, after she reach, start-ing to open everything liao(: erm, yesterday night de frigde never close hao hao end up BANG, mango dressing spoilt! it was so kns lahhx! even some of the tartar sauce spolit as well! i was thinking! why is the frigde like that de! kns end up i know why liao! yesterday night de setter closing never done hao hao! dots siia! then jiu prepare this and that then go wash cloths! wahh, siian, i should say! cos no customer! end up sarena see i like quite free she jiu teach me how to do waffle mix(: mine first try, dont know the waffle mix come out nice mahhx! haha(: hope so, any people doing fountain tried the waffle can tag me cos i need comments(: it was quite fun doing the mix! cos i only know stir and stir and stir! haha(: cos the rest of the step i all forgotten bud heehee, i got read down(: lalalas(: then after that customer slowly came in(: then when in and out fountain for drinks bud nnort for me! haha(: then after that cy came lehhx! lalalas(: finally got people help out more! i was so glad YEAH! then after that went back at 12! erm, was fun working opening! even tot washing cloths is tough cos i never do housework de(: after that end up jiu go home lehhx! i bus-ed home! erm, on the bus keep thinking something else bud nevermind! i dowan elaborate(: then went home and sleep cos my eyes tired! then wake up jiu go meet ahzhu & laonuren for so call-ed lunch(: then jiu go back swensen again cos laonuren wanna eat i/c!(: then after taht went popular to buy thing then meet besties(: erm, chit-chat with her and start to share thing in between!(: then aracde then i saw dennis! i was like huh? he say until very loud, eh euu so late stil dowan go home? i was like erm, still early! he say me "yao xiu"(hokkien) then i say him yao xiu as well! what the hell(: then dowan care her! erm, went racing at aracde was fun(: haha(: after that jiu went home lehhx! haha(: erm, i have been long time nort been seeing her liao siia! erm, sad is i never take photos(: i look so lazy(: erm, nnort posting the rest of the day liao cos someone is waiting at audition for me(: cos i jio the people de or nnort you wanna kena scolding by that person:P no lahhx, kidding, that person wun bear to scold me cos i look so friendly(: lmao! more and more BHB lehhx! anyway, i going to give up cos after too many thinking and advise maybe i really need a break just before i start my attachment(:
to two peoples i share with:
thanks aloads to listen to how the way i nag and nag; complain and complain! i know this is the path i choose for myself that is no way to blame! maybe it really hurt see-ing a laughter person end up like this! i never imagine before and i dont dare to imagine either! euu and me have tried hard to find ways lehhx bud seems like nothing changing bud only hope is her(: if no her i dont even know how to handle(: thanks! dont worry, i will still be happy and cheerful whom i am right now cos slowly the scar will be dissolve(: this scar is more deeper than the past bud at least i learnt not to be so close with boys again! cos the closer euu are, euu cannot imagine one day euu will fall in love with that guy and when that time euu thinking to let go is always going to be tough! no matter how tough this small little path is, as long as euu stay strong there is nothing euu will be regretted and weixiong told me: regret is the most stupidest thing euu have and got to do(: as long as we are friends this will be my best hope(: cos i know how the way euu treat me(: euu also, dont think so much lehhx(: as long as euu need me this haopengyou; come on give me a call or ask me out or msn me! as long as i am free or nnort i jiu will entertain euu de(: i just wanna euu to be back like that past(: cos i really misses your smile! dont be so upset and always thining and make people nnort around at your surrounding(:
tears made me wake up a loads
thinking make me look more awake
being cheerful make me look stronger(:
too many thing happening and i have to
grow up and think more i am getting older

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ; 9:11:00 PM {♥}


four talented one'2008 rocks
xuanhui;xinyee;mstan;xuehuan;shuqin
x-family(:
ahxuan;ahyee;ahgong;ahqin(:

blogging more about what i been doing for the past few days(:
03APRIL2009(:
this is the day i went to buy BBQ food with ahqin and banana(: HAHAHAHA(: continue with work! i was like damn heng which get to work that day! cos i was off! i remember! HAHAHA(: anyway, i have quite a long of fun cos i was like so busy and yet to entertain my twins limshuqin! that's my cute twins(: HAHAHA(: okay, banana & ahqin really came and invite me siia! so TOUCHED! but they did something damn funny and thorw face there! but anyway nevermind(: then i remeber a loads of people came and ask me! the one who is wearing orange your sister ar? i was like huh? who siia! end up remember is ahqin! then i say nnort my sister is my twins! HAHAHA(: she is really damn cute! HAHAHA(: being with her was fun as well cos she is ahgong de tu di! HAHAHA(: fun and thanks for visiting me(: HAHAH(:
04APRIL2009(:
4ts BBQ day(: finally or i should say i finally can see all my talented de classmates? HAHAH(: erm, morning, banana gave me a morning call! wahh, that was shocking cos i keep remind myself to wake up early end up was ma de! haha(: wake up late then meet banana to train-ed down YISHUN to find ahgong! HEEHEE(: then went sembawang to do ezlink end up was like kena cheat lahhx! wahh! so no choice! went to pasir ris then do! HAHAH(: after that meet ahqin at pasir ris(: HAHAH(:then do lehhx jiu walk there! HEEHEE(: walk wrong side! LALALA! a bit cute right us! YEAH this is US(: we are the 4CUTEINSANE HAHAHA(: i am getting more and more BHB! heehee(: later ahxiang scold me! HAHAAH(: erm, after that reach there, got a loads of things to buy! end up was so piss-ed off! anyway, i will still show our WITHOUT ANY BOYS WE STILL CAN CARRY okay! BASTARD! made my mood spoilt! WAHH! slap ar slap ar! HAHAHAH(: after that went to buy thing and came back! then eat ar eat! GOSH! then is our turn to cook! HEEHEE(: take photo before we went home! HAHAH(: erm, is a nice BBQ but ahgong and me feel the same! dont really feel like going off! this is the first BBQ i had this kind of feeling! GOSH! how long i have nnort been seeing your? MISS4T joke): haix! okay, continue! while x-family was on the way out! we walk pass the dark dark place and we was saying UNBORN de story! WAHH! shocking thing came past! wahh, scary! when we was saying BONG; guess what snake is beside mama and is just in front of ME! OMGH! wahh really scary! kns! then we grab each other and run off! SCARY! then call bao and feng nnort to walk there! wahh scary part! then bus-ed home! HAHAH(: when we alight at yishun, we came down the bus then i crack a s damn stupid de thing! passerby will confirm laugh your HEAD off! cos i was so boring that i went to entertain a PIGU de AHGONG! and this is what's the conversation came out! ARGH~
XIALIU: "A" for what?
ME: A stand for APPLE(:
she say i siiao! blahblahblah(forgotten(:)
ME: "C" stand for CHILDISH like you!
XIALIU: no "C" stand for CUTE LIKE ME!
cannot stand her! i became more boring and go entertain back again
ME: "Z" stand for ZEBRA!
XIALIU: like you which is wearing BLACK&WHITE now
she HAHAAHAH(: then i got nothing to say
XIALIU: "C" for common sense like me
ME: i nno common sense
XIALIU: you LOC
ME:what is that?
XIALIU: LAG OF COMMON SENSE
okay, i really almost faint-ed talking to this CHILDISH ahgong! HAHAHAHAH(: okay then after that went to buy MAC for SUPPER! even tot i am full but yet reach home hungry! HAHAH(: i reach home by 12 and my dad was in the toilet! KNS~ dont care! SWEETEEYOREHOME(: heehee(:
something to REBAC:(i know euu wun see but still(:)
i and euu may nnort be so close bud i miss euu! euu look my elder sister in swensen and taught me too many thing lehhx! i am proud to work with euu bud i am sad to see euu leave this outlet! cos i will nnort see your smile anyway i really like the smile euu cos euu gave me a bright day(: even time i know i going to see your smile i know is brighten even tot i remember when thing happen, when i am sad; euu will accompany me to be sad! i appreciate eu us my LAOJIE(: like someone who is my LAOGE!(: anyway, remember to miss every single ONE(: we does love euu!
06APRIL2009(:
erm, went back SCHOOL! sick of SIMEI is really running too big for me! BUD i love my class adviser there(: come on SMILE(: this is what we get from euu(: THANKS(: erm, i really fainting off! heehee(: morning meet ahqin end up this twins late! after that we bus-ed down to SIMEI! HEEHEE(: was playing all the way long! end up reach school, cher say come tmr! i was like SHOCK and STUN! cos we came so far bud nevermind(: then meet mama and banana to go back beatty for soemthing! HEEHEE(: then was raining so i went back to umbrella cos my house near SCHOOl! heehee(: okay, from the lift down i was damn piss-ed off! WAHH nnort my fault and yet i was blame to be UNREASONABLE? KNS~ the lift nnort euu are the one is owning! GOSH! tell me if the lift euu own! i wun sit the LIFT wahh, okay, your should be curious what is happening, i shall share and passerby your can comment(s)!
i came out from lift and i saw my neighbour carry heavy thing so i help to press the lift then the SIAOUNCLE just nice came when the door close! so i apologise and say SORRY(: then the SIAOUNCLE say blahblahblah! say sorry got use? then jiu start to scold me and start to shout siia! i was like HELLO, YOU ARE SO UNREASONABLE RIGHT NOW? i got apologise lehhx! when i dont think i own euu a apologise siia! KNS~ ma de! so i very angry cos the SIAOUNCLE what what what! like i wanna FIGHT like that! euu call-ed 999 i also nnort scare ask everyone come i also nnort scare cos i nnort even scare when i got WITNESS okay! go call-ed 99 i will also hack care! BASTARD~ okay end of teh story! then when i reach to meet x-famiy i start-ed complain to them as well! wahh damn ARGH! i am nnort scolding it! as i am so cute de girl! i am starting to get BHB lehhx! HAHAHAH(: then go beatty say mstan and mschong so we went in together then i saw little red riding nose! HAHAHA(: some of your know who! HAHAHA(: then jiu done hao jiu go off lehhx! then went mac to have lunch cos we are hungry again even we ate at school! HEEHEE(: erm, after that chit-chat! HAHAH(: went home for MARIO and AUDITION! cos i wa damn BORING! HAHAH(:
07APRIL2009(:
okay; this is the day which i only sleep for 3/4 hours niia! which i really hate a loads siia! i was rreally piss-ed off with all this! i was damn pekcek with that! HAHAH(: then went back school again and yet cher was sick! aiyo, i went school lehhx! end up haix went home! anyway, CHER get well!(: then no choice train back home! HEEHEE(: bud before i went home train-ed down to YISHUN and meet ahqin for SWENSEN! wahh, 1 FOR 1 will only end on 30/31 JUNE! i was like HUH? cos i dowan work 1 FOR 1 bud recently never work i suddenly miss all my FRIENDS there! missyour): anyway, nevermind! i can go visit them(: HEEHEE(: then after that i train-ed home! then SLEEP; YEAH, my hobbies(: LOVES MY HOBBIES(: i was like hugging my EEYORE and fall asleep! GOSH then ahqin and ahkee call-ed me! i never wake up then ahqin so clever call-ed my house! YEERE, dont need sleep lehhx! so train-ed down to YISHUN again with ahkee and bananan! HAHAHA(: then MAHJONG after three of us eat! i was like so sleepy! i remember! cos i cannot stand anymore! i will only say maybe i see euu will be more BETTER? should i say that okay nevermind! then switch place with banana and let her play cos i really drop dead! i cannot stand plan to go home at 6 but end up 6plus cos i fall asleep at ahgong house! GOSH! heehee(: then after that train back! my twins and ahkee and banana are keep disturb ar! end up wanna sleep keep heard their voice smack ahkee and ahqin cos they both keep disturb then the bananan ar, like stone there let them disturb! end up i wake up and screw both of them! HAHAHA(: then reach braddell i really cannot stand anymore! want-ed to wait euu online end up i cannot make it lehhx! so ASS, i went to sleep liao! HAHAHAH(:
08APRIL2009(:
x-family event was cancel today cos i plan to rot plus we forgotten to bookbadminton court! dont be sad! end back school for the last day:DDD finally cos i really dying in any seconds! wahh, so many people in the morning at train almost faint-ed off haix! nevermind! then reach school, we seem to be so early YEAH! then after practice went bedok to find her POLYCLINIC! HEY, we are so clever YEAH! HAHAHA(: we can fine the CLINIC so easily! WAHH, we are damn happy then went walk around! then the weather is really too heaty so end up train-ed home! HEEHEE(: reach home, MARIO 1st then AUDITION! okay, mine audition i dont plan to level up cos i am damn LAZY! haha(: went in audition i was like laughing my ass off! my friend ar keep disturb me! i was like asshole! then after that meet laonuren to fix her MP4! erm, i will choice nnort to fix cos with warrently still 30bucks i will say might as well buy a new de! HEEHEE(: then i went to have something light end up was too full! train-ed back down to sembawang and meet ahgong to aracde! at train i fall asleep again! please let it faster finished cos i really very tiring siia! this few days! dont make me so pekcek! at train sleep until ahgong message me! HEEHEE! then i was like where i am lehhx! end i still know! HAHAH(: then she say she hungry i am as well! HEEHEE(: then play ar play ar! then go see clothes for her ANNUAL AWARD! HEEHEE! then go buy my thing then EEYORE-SWEET-EEYORE(: okay; tmr i can be like a LITTLE PIG(: HAHAH(: tmr no 1 FOR 1 cos good friday EVE! i feel working lehhx! cos i very boring! HAHA(: go MARIO AND AUDITION AGAIN! over-bored! HAHAHA(: school reopening SOON! MY PREFECT HOLIDAY ending):
I AM GLAD TO SEE THE WAY YOU SMILE AGAIN(:
COS ILOVETHWAYYOUSMILE! JIAYOU; I WILL SAY:D

Thursday, April 2, 2009 ; 9:41:00 PM {♥}


AHGONG;AHQIN;AHYEE;AHKEE:DDDD
what are we doing? huh?

01APRIL2009(:
HAPPY APRIL FOOL TO WHOLE SINGAPORE:D
firstly, thanks ahqonq listen to so many thinq i start to spam then let me complain a loads of thinq! okay; back! as for morninq, went bank then meet laonuren for lunch at swensen! then talk talk! then finally meet dao wo de x-family lehhx! by riqht is want-ed to went with x-family but somethinq held up so never qo! okay; meet them jiu qo sembawanq! play ar play ar! then somethinq damn funny happen! follow-ed by we went to have snackers but i never eat cos i very full! then after snacker, heehee; we doinq somethinq that lookinq and sound interestinq! we went around callinq people then prank them! bodah siia! most funny de is PAPA and THAMPIG and WEEJIANG de! erm, for nnort fun de is MSTAN! to my SWEETIES(: so sorry to FOOL euu when euu are in the cinema! haha(: a bit weird siia! haha(: then at niqht i realise result out so i went to take a look and i qo disturb amenda and retarded! heehee but i think only amenda is fooled by me! as for the other wanna i dont know!

02APRIL2009(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIHONG;LAOPA!(:
qosh; i did nnort sleep well for yesterday niqht aqain! okay; for toniqht maybe will be a tirinq niqht but will be a awakinq niqht! morninq was nnort in a bad mood! as somethinq does happen! should nnort said more about morninq! erm, aqain workinq for the one for one lunch aqain! smile! come on! then after workinq went moive with chenjie, rebac, amenda and laonuren! train down PS walk to the cathay then buy tickets for UNBORN! okay! set, come on people readinq my bloq qo see UNBORN! is nnort qoinq to be reqret-ed! trust me! i can qive full stars(: is damn nice! after menda join us, we went in! heehee(: the show start nnort lonq which qot all the scary part, menda and rebac dont dare to look! wahh, damn ass sittinq with menda but is fun! she somehow screaminq siia! then after moive went hawker then walk walk then i went home first! i really nnort feel better or what siia! i scare burst out! cos i been thinkinq old question! now still thinkinq! or i should say: hello, at least we are friend riqht? can voice out let me know or euu need a pair of listeninq ear i can euu know! i hate myself to see euu like that! do euu know euu pull everyone mood down! okay forqet it! i really dunno what to do! all i will say FORGET it!
i am willinq to be your pair of listeninq ear
tellinq me is not hard; but lettinq me to see
this is hurt! i dont know what you thinkinq! D:

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We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)


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What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(: GoodBye friend.! All the best(:

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