Take a deep breathe, actually i dont feel i am alone because i am having your all by myself(:
Hmmm.... It's has been so long i never blog, i am not busy bud too addicted with my own thing(: Life still goes on pretty well even though at times, it will still flash back. Been having a lots of fun with them which all those photos are prove and they are my witness. Look back the times i really cant remember where we really done and we went. Too many days we have been going out hahah(: Bud the most fun day was celebrating banana's birthday(: It was a great celebration even thought she was the most poor thing have to drink and eat up all those funny thing haha. I really did pity her bud no choice this is the surprise the had. i can do anything de wor. The surprise was not very success la. haha. bud we did our best. I remember that day i went home very late, because the whole thing end very late. I thought my dad will be very angry and lock the door because when i came up, there was no light and i started to be scare le. End up i think he know i was with them so he just ignore and went to sleep. haix. That was very luckily(: I only can remember recently we went prawn-ing, that day my mood was so sux because i dont know hahah. 3hrs of prawning we had total 18 prawns(: wow so happy. Actually i very heng lo, from the beginning dont have one. bud slowly have le(: then had mac for dinner then home sweet home(: Wonderful day(: Yesterday was Father Day, did not manage to celebrate with my papa due to working that day bud i brought cake back(: Was a busy day at work, i was jam till i wanna cried le. kuku~ bud i never cried. Got one of the day i work 7-3, i was like mentally & physically tired till i cant express out till i cried sia. Every night i cant sleep well keep on thinking haha~ that why i am so tired.
朋友,有好多是我好想再对你说。
All this have not been bothering me anymore, bud at
times i will still think that way because overall i cant even
keep those promises we had and i lost a good friend):
At home i feel so stuffy, open the close and step out i can breathe.
This breathe makes me thinks about you, how awesome your care is,
how incredible your concerns show Bud now all this had vanish. No one
did it bud we put it in our hands, and crash it. No turn back, no U-turn, no STOP!
Think back, i am quite so childish to fight with you because ....... There's nothing can
say anymore BUD wishing you better & better & better(: I put everything deep in my heart.
I'm trying to hold back bud i realise both of us cant because of the words 'PRIDE'.
In my heart, there's two person i lost officially is you and him.