Thursday, November 18, 2010 ; 1:18:00 AM {♥}
MR DENNIS LAST DAY AT TEC):
i know i gonna miss you whenever i'm working. hope everything goes well at your mall. jiayou dennis. remember this. no matter what kind of problem you going through is to control and never give up. give up will might make a person regret and regret is the stupidest thing you will have. HAHA. 不管有多舍不得你,有一天我也会走的。我只会记得美好的回忆。

Finally someone came back to SINGAPORE. omg, i misses the single person for 3 days. now she is back i dont need to miss her le. bud anyway, i still wanted to thanks this person whom walk thru up and down with me no matter how tough it is. times, i maybe annoying bud i'm just caring(: yeah few more weeks and i will settle down my attachment le. i swear this is the most worst attachment i went through, too many up and down i faces everyday that will make me so disappointed and so shag. every tears i shed make me stronger in this attachment. i been telling myself to trust myself in order for me to move on. many thing is different compare that. the hospital also wanted to be part time there bud i'm fine with that is just that i miss working with my fellow moron at the other side. i have started to learn fountain and everything look and sound so tough for me. every step i take is like pabo lo. even scooping ice-cream. haha bud i'm willing to learnt(: yesterday during work something happened and it make kristen look so shag too. you shedding for someone whom you dont worth it what for. you told me everything will have an answer to solve it so why make your life more tougher. one ear in one ear out. everyday must have positive mindset to work on. so many people birthday is coming especially some BHB people. chirstmas coming toos! i wish for more better life which will make me more happier like UP little boy. yesterday i work i told jinshan this: at time i saw you i think you're cute BUD at time i saw you i think that you re wicked and cruel. HAHA. she almost laugh like nobody business HAHA! some advise to someone who is very close to me: why make your life so tough to walk through. this is your fate to know him and end up with this ending because the god wanna to you to know better guy. dont like me always living in the past because how much pain you going thru no one will know and understand why you does this. live for yourself not others, he left you is his regret because you're someone great(: dont make yourself to think about him anymore. life going on with unpredictable problem. maybe relationship for you now is not suitable. why not wait till you have settle down first then talk about it. hope this sentence would help you : ask you to give up and letting go of him bud deep in your heart i know you still love him. maybe letting go is the best way for you and him to grow. what is in the future is something you dont know. become a friend is more better than becoming a couple. friend is forever bud love for us at this age is not forever. my friend jiayou(:
LOVE THE WAY I'M INSANE WITH YOUR:D
CLOUD, MOUNTAIN, DARLING & LASTLY MY BELOVED X-FAMILY(: