Sunday, April 18, 2010 ; 1:54:00 AM {♥}
It started with SUN and ended with RAIN. [:
one month holiday ended, one week attachment started and ended toos(:
during one month i learn to reflect on many thing. i think is a newspaper articles wake me up. haha. how to let go is learnt to how to forgive. not to be so calculative on how much memories your spend, how much love you waste on, how he/she betray you BUD is to forgive his/her sins is the greater mission you had made(: SMILE. during one week attachment at ttsh was BORED. bcos is a neuro ward, have to be careful in everything you does and everything you gave bud i did quite a loads skills. to me i'm happy bud for other i dont know at all lahhx. haha. and finally is sat bud i'm not happy because i'm super TIRED and i still have to work. morning meet xiaomei at yishun to buy shoes, OMG and she brought a so expensive shoes. i never expect man. It cost her 119/109. i cannot remember bud is so expensive. end up we see is new arrival. kanasai. then at her house rot awhile:D then went work. GOSH i'm almost late. after i ask sister where i work i sent vulgarities to her. haha. she almost killed me. haha. kanasai. today work with fire siia OMG lo. shyt my head upside down.
i was working with her (new staff), she already work for more than one week inside and yet she DONT KNOW. you have been here for so long, why could you take 4 dish out at one times huh? i dont care how many days you work please use your brain to think. everyone is asking me to endure you lo. how am i going to do? i keep ask myself to control control control; endure, endure & lastly endure. and finally my fire explose. idoit siia. everyone told me this: EH ATTITUDE SIIA. i was like i know how your feel because i feel this way UNDERSTAND. sometimes it made me feel like killing people. end up i was so angry i dowan go in and help i outside run service. because of her i have to do cashier tomorrow. GND~ once forbia forever there is forbia. end work, i wait for xiaojie and train home with kristen, D, xiaojie :D me and D very noisy ar. especially D haha. so noisy play song so loud. HAHA. he is going to comment already. actually dowan update de end up becuase of D, i updated. xiaomei jiayou, one week more to do! I 100% KNOW YOU CAN MADE IT:D CASHIER I HATE YOU! haha.
One months holiday ended, one week nightmares, the next following two weeks belong to mother and babies. Is their visit. I'm coming with fear.
I dont wish because of you,
i got myself into problem.
You are mad, insane dont drag me in.
I told myself i wash my hand off you
Because i know it just a misunderstanding FEEL
