What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.

Sunday, April 25, 2010 ; 10:32:00 PM {♥}


Second week of attachment have ended and everything dont goes so smooth. Many obstacles i cannot endure, overcome and it made me feel so irritating. My KKH posting was just nice and i MISS BOBO! HAHA. bud is already over(: i have enjoy it. Thanks. tomorrow going baby ward. OMG, i'm so scared): because they are so small.

Saturday,
morning meet up my xiaomei then went work. Work was not success. Seriously made me pissed off. I told myself to endure, endure, endure, endure and endure. End up I'M SORRY, i cannot take it already i started off with attitude. there was a crowd then i was inside settle with new staff. then i though she will be well and smooth inside bud end up it seem to be the other way man. i dont know how many times i told her to throw the paper after all the food have been sent out end up she never even throw. i keep on said and said then end up my face turn black. then kitchen said something that made me pissed off. I admit that I'M FAT AND FREAKING FAT bud why can't you keep the comments to yourself please. i swear no one told me that POD have change then when i told the order then i key it under POD. then i ask kitchen the POD is it mash pot then they say dont have, of course my duty is to change in order to prevent order is wrong. then kitchen say to the other one this: eh, not POD is mash pot, the FATTY GIRL say de. @#$%^&*@#$%^&* WANT PEOPLE TO RESPECT YOU THEN YOU GOT TO RESPECT PEOPLE. sometimes keep the comments to yourself. PLEASE. i'm so busy already i got no time for joke and fun. PLEASE BE MORE PROFESSIONAL LA. then after that i just keep quiet then continue to work. until we end work i just kept quiet. sometimes, i really dont understand why your treat me like that. YOU ARE HUMAN SO DOES ME. YOU WANT PEOPLE TO RESPECT YOU, RESPECT PEOPLE. after work me and cj went home together before that we went to the night market bud end up it close already. home sweet home with all the anger and shower it with water. argh~

Sunday, 10 to 4 stupid time.
i'm dishwasher auntie. haha. i cut myself during washing. kanasai. i never know that the knife is so sharp. gosh. from start work kena said till end work. i cant stand anymore. dishwasher have to come out and top up this and that while only one person huh? shyt lo i dont get honesty. then i was jam with washing the plates because customer came in non stop. argh. around3 plus going 4 while me and cj talking, kitchen staff said this: pretty lady, can dont puut the plates there mahhx i cooking staff food lehhx. then i just ignore because is yesterday that pabo. shyt your butt man. sometimes i'm also learning how to control my temper, my attitude. haix.! on the way back i saw him. haha he is so handsome. i'm insane haha.
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO AHQIN IN ADVANCE(:

Sunday, April 18, 2010 ; 1:54:00 AM {♥}


It started with SUN and ended with RAIN. [:

one month holiday ended, one week attachment started and ended toos(:
during one month i learn to reflect on many thing. i think is a newspaper articles wake me up. haha. how to let go is learnt to how to forgive. not to be so calculative on how much memories your spend, how much love you waste on, how he/she betray you BUD is to forgive his/her sins is the greater mission you had made(: SMILE. during one week attachment at ttsh was BORED. bcos is a neuro ward, have to be careful in everything you does and everything you gave bud i did quite a loads skills. to me i'm happy bud for other i dont know at all lahhx. haha. and finally is sat bud i'm not happy because i'm super TIRED and i still have to work. morning meet xiaomei at yishun to buy shoes, OMG and she brought a so expensive shoes. i never expect man. It cost her 119/109. i cannot remember bud is so expensive. end up we see is new arrival. kanasai. then at her house rot awhile:D then went work. GOSH i'm almost late. after i ask sister where i work i sent vulgarities to her. haha. she almost killed me. haha. kanasai. today work with fire siia OMG lo. shyt my head upside down.
i was working with her (new staff), she already work for more than one week inside and yet she DONT KNOW. you have been here for so long, why could you take 4 dish out at one times huh? i dont care how many days you work please use your brain to think. everyone is asking me to endure you lo. how am i going to do? i keep ask myself to control control control; endure, endure & lastly endure. and finally my fire explose. idoit siia. everyone told me this: EH ATTITUDE SIIA. i was like i know how your feel because i feel this way UNDERSTAND. sometimes it made me feel like killing people. end up i was so angry i dowan go in and help i outside run service. because of her i have to do cashier tomorrow. GND~ once forbia forever there is forbia. end work, i wait for xiaojie and train home with kristen, D, xiaojie :D me and D very noisy ar. especially D haha. so noisy play song so loud. HAHA. he is going to comment already. actually dowan update de end up becuase of D, i updated. xiaomei jiayou, one week more to do! I 100% KNOW YOU CAN MADE IT:D CASHIER I HATE YOU! haha.

One months holiday ended, one week nightmares, the next following two weeks belong to mother and babies. Is their visit. I'm coming with fear.

I dont wish because of you,
i got myself into problem.
You are mad, insane dont drag me in.
I told myself i wash my hand off you
Because i know it just a misunderstanding FEEL

Saturday, April 3, 2010 ; 2:27:00 AM {♥}


HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOL(:
work + work + work and lastly work. finish work and went back to get prepare for x-family(:
happy and excited bud was irritated by something[:
After so much hard work, so much sweat everything is out(:
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This two is the final design of it(:

Meet my next to kin around 4. Gather everyone to train down to yishun followed meet up xiaomei. Was fooled by her, that idoit wear jersey; short pants and slipper. kanasai. Followed by Seoul Gardern for dinner. Yummy, super hungry! Total bills was $154++ bud i think reasonable because 30 bucks per human head. haha! We ordered Tom Yam and Kim Chi steamboat! Cool man. nice(: After eating, we walk around north point and get my thing for ahbi tomorrow followed by back xiaomei house. On the way home, xiaomei and quak wanted to buy something from NTUC so we went back first. Haven even started mahjong was called down to buy somethings. So we went down to buy. Then on the way back ermei stomachache, so we sat down downstairs awhile then we went up. While walking back, i was staring out for star and moon tonight bud who knows, heavy footsteps and cake was on my face. gosh! It made my face turn into a ghost man! I was totally not aware of it. GOSH! Followed by, we went in for a clean up then MAHJONG TIME! Chit-chatting while playing mahjong. Was so fun! I extremely love the present that next to kin gave me. MAHJONG SECTION till around 9 + because xiaomei need to bath. We continue till sudden xiaomei so called dash into the room with a cake and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!


Eating cake time then ermei got something on so she went back home first. After she left, we still continue with out mahjong till aorund 1130 + then we train back home. Before we left xiaomei house we took so photo and we went on to train home and we are lucky to took the last train. So lucky!



Thanks for hard work and sweats on me. This path was not lonely because i everywhere i walk i saw your beside me encouraging me, approach me and consult me. Wonderful things cannot be brough with money, cash even credit card. Bud still the same:
Sometimes, someone who are nice are not meant to be buy with cash, credit card or even debit card or even master/ vista card bud all this thing are meant to be treasure and appreciated. Wonderful memories with your together, fun, full of nonsense and your are the one who is holding on the credits. And it will remain the same in my heart. Without YOU, YOU & YOU is nothing to me right now because i'm only treasuring those i should spend on. It is time for me to step down for MRCHEN. You leave down a meaningful memories for me even though you left, you still stand the same place, holding the same key in my heart. There is nothing you can change because once there a scar, it wun be dissolve till i found someone whom look similiar to you and made the same silly answer i would let go. Treasure and Cherish every single fellow friends and next to kin because you would know when there are leaving. Dont wait till they leave, while you started to regret. It's too late friends!

Only Me:D

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Official insane(:
Most important do not touch my nextofkin(: More info, you dont need to know. Judge me not by the cover page of my book, but deep true my heart(:

Next To Kin (:

X-FAMILY(:


♥사랑해요

We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)


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AGNES.N
MEILI.O
XINTING.T
Thanks to: guaranteeheartz(:

Goodbye.!

SISTERSHIP(:

♥내가 미안 친구

What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(: GoodBye friend.! All the best(:

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