Friday, October 9, 2009 ; 12:48:00 AM {♥}
07102009(:
is a wednesday(: by left is going down to sayang house for hari raya. hmm... thinking weird why i would went there right bcos i missed the hari raya celebration! i asked my dad what i should bring along. dad response was huh? i tot hari raya was over? i did not replied back and i walk off. bcos i dont know why. so by center, went out with sister. train-ed down to inter to pay my bill first bcos i am having a tight week. bcos i have to pay a loads of thing have to by this buy that gosh. i told myself save save save bud end up i spent and spent! ohmygosh i told myself! after that train-ed down city hall, i though i saw someone who look very familiar bud end up look closer i realise that i am so stupid to see wrong people. kanasai. aiyoosyoos! then finally met sister so went carl's for lunch at around 3plus then go arcade. i dont know did i complete the mission me and euu made down bud it's okay bcos is past. just smile and it will past very easily? rubbish; nonsense. haha(: play till hand pain siia. then parapara for awhile then went round wakling then train-ed back inter go laodifang talk talk(: talk a lots of thing. sometimes, i think that i am STUPID and seriously i am. then homesweethome early bcos tmr working. phone along with little boy. there is nothing i wun say bud dont sad(:
08102009(:
SORORITY ROW(:
morning woke up go prepare to work a loads of thing happen and i did not even go and care till i cannot stand i said back. bud nevermind is already over liao. just smile and let it go and pretend nothing happen and continue work again. was fooling around with mama and ziana until both of them cannot stand me. was really kns la. haha. amenda going back malaysia tonight and i think swensen will be gone in any moments let's bet. when amenda is back a loads of complain haha. so i should say i am used to it liao(: then after work go watch sorority with sister at the cathay. starting of the show was boring bcos a loads of talking lahhx. then after that middle going e end was damn nice lahhx. ohmygosh(: i saw till i jump here jump there sia. haha. the couple beside me turn and look at me i was so paiseh lahhx. bud i realise i only enjoy it during the last week of my holliday. TT soon it is ending. then train-ed back to laodifang and this time round cherie was there as well(: erm, talk with her also. her friend was so lonely. haha. then homesweethome(:
i expect euu to say i listen.
i dont expect euu listen i say.
i dowan to argue with euu bcos
im not in wrong at all. see this or
not i dont care bcos i no longer said
imissyou-iloveyou-or i am going to care bcos euu hurt me
now i let go euu bcos i found someone better, euu better
remember what you told me when we broke out no one is
wrong in this relationship bcos is already 2YEARS. i dont
expect the feeling will be back bcos maybe euu or me had
already started to change. euu no longer as concern as a
friend towards me or either a stranger friend. tankaixiang(: