♥What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.
Monday, October 12, 2009 ; 10:15:00 PM {♥}
last day of holiday went to watch haeundae the deadly tsunami. yeah this song is nice siia(: never regret. wah during 3 week sholiday i went in and out the cinema for quite a time man. haha(: meet xiaodi at bishan then meet sister then go buy ticket and walk around then went in watch. that xiaodi ar, like uncle siia, dont let sister sit beside me end up sister and me keep complaining that boring haha bcos i use to talk in the cinema haha. finished show at 6plus then go dinner then after that go old place then talk till xiaodi went back home. then i home sweet home(:
today is the first day of the attachment. okay i should not say is too boring bud i am not used to new place and new environment bahhx. haix. bud nevermind(: got my group with a nice and good clinical instructor and mdm tham(: sound very good. i hope my group will success and complete all the skills(: CI went through a loads of thing with us and guide us well. erm, times i dont know to say is my group heng or what siia(: one big good news: heu finally i am with euu(: never believe all this will happen(: guess who? is my sayang. this time round i got istiqah and jasmine(: everyone must jiayou(: sleepy lehhx wanted to sleep liao
dont say goodbye untill i said so
Friday, October 9, 2009 ; 12:48:00 AM {♥}
07102009(:
is a wednesday(: by left is going down to sayang house for hari raya. hmm... thinking weird why i would went there right bcos i missed the hari raya celebration! i asked my dad what i should bring along. dad response was huh? i tot hari raya was over? i did not replied back and i walk off. bcos i dont know why. so by center, went out with sister. train-ed down to inter to pay my bill first bcos i am having a tight week. bcos i have to pay a loads of thing have to by this buy that gosh. i told myself save save save bud end up i spent and spent! ohmygosh i told myself! after that train-ed down city hall, i though i saw someone who look very familiar bud end up look closer i realise that i am so stupid to see wrong people. kanasai. aiyoosyoos! then finally met sister so went carl's for lunch at around 3plus then go arcade. i dont know did i complete the mission me and euu made down bud it's okay bcos is past. just smile and it will past very easily? rubbish; nonsense. haha(: play till hand pain siia. then parapara for awhile then went round wakling then train-ed back inter go laodifang talk talk(: talk a lots of thing. sometimes, i think that i am STUPID and seriously i am. then homesweethome early bcos tmr working. phone along with little boy. there is nothing i wun say bud dont sad(:
08102009(:
SORORITY ROW(:
morning woke up go prepare to work a loads of thing happen and i did not even go and care till i cannot stand i said back. bud nevermind is already over liao. just smile and let it go and pretend nothing happen and continue work again. was fooling around with mama and ziana until both of them cannot stand me. was really kns la. haha. amenda going back malaysia tonight and i think swensen will be gone in any moments let's bet. when amenda is back a loads of complain haha. so i should say i am used to it liao(: then after work go watch sorority with sister at the cathay. starting of the show was boring bcos a loads of talking lahhx. then after that middle going e end was damn nice lahhx. ohmygosh(: i saw till i jump here jump there sia. haha. the couple beside me turn and look at me i was so paiseh lahhx. bud i realise i only enjoy it during the last week of my holliday. TT soon it is ending. then train-ed back to laodifang and this time round cherie was there as well(: erm, talk with her also. her friend was so lonely. haha. then homesweethome(:
i expect euu to say i listen.
i dont expect euu listen i say.
i dowan to argue with euu bcos
im not in wrong at all. see this or
not i dont care bcos i no longer said
imissyou-iloveyou-or i am going to care bcos euu hurt me
now i let go euu bcos i found someone better, euu better
remember what you told me when we broke out no one is
wrong in this relationship bcos is already 2YEARS. i dont
expect the feeling will be back bcos maybe euu or me had
already started to change. euu no longer as concern as a
friend towards me or either a stranger friend. tankaixiang(:
Thursday, October 1, 2009 ; 11:58:00 PM {♥}
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xialiu & ahqin
funny faces(:
sisters(:
winnie the pooh. hey i done my part(:
30 SEPTEMBER 2009(:
i was working again obviously 11-3 then followed by 6-11 sound so weird bud is a long story i dowan to be so long wind-ed(: my hair was specially tied by juvena bcos i was so lazy if your saw me my hair is messy and not neat and funny. xiaodi came round and disturb(: times xiaodi is cute bud is act cute:P haha(: then throw rubbish took photo(: count stock day! then pack food home train-ed back with kristen. she damn funny. what is the train duration? i replied 5 min. then she walk slowly to top up her card. she damn bo liao! if i saw 2 min she willl be rushing me hahah(: then home sweet home!
01OCTOBER2009(:
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY TO EVERYONE(:
morning wake up internet, bath, prepare to meet x-family outing(: without banana): then after that bus-ed down with cow then wait for ahgong and ahqin. then go eat then bus-ed down to east coast. then rent bic for ride then take photo. then have fun. ride back bcos of raining. bic somehow spoilt fix halfway through irraiting. thenreturn bic. go mac eat and talk like nobody business. bused back i slept and i saw the picture i was snap! then go find sister and song then talk and buy present and prepare for tomorrow. then home sweet home! all the best to people who are taking EOY for tomorrow and good lucks(: tomorrow working aiseh):
i expected to be more bud the fact
is already stated out it could not be
change. did i really work hard ah? TT
just a disapointment. loves i made your
so disapointed; forgive my nonsense):
i wun said unless euu
Labels: disappointment=speechless=moody
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♥사랑해요
We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)
Dont stop the chit-chatting
Goodbye.!
♥내가 미안 친구
What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(:
GoodBye friend.! All the best(: