Friday, September 25, 2009 ; 11:30:00 PM {♥}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY(:
this year got bit different bcos whole family is so sick of cake so bo bian buy a smaller cake bcos mama said dont buy too expensive de. so i told mama that on daddy lunar birthday i will make it very big(: haha(: she laugh at me so silly. then when i bring the cake out dad say aiyo dowan lahhx then i say must. daddy very funny lo, people will made wish ith with eyes close and wun tell out the birthday wish bud my daddy make wish facing me and told me can slowly bcos the candles haven melt. eeyer, i was so touched that he made wish on me. bud i am so scare i will disappointed euu. even thought for this half a year i tried my best to listen in class to pay attention in class try to get the best bud i hope everything wun change(: daddy iloveyou(: then rush to work. then mood was damn laomao dont talk about it. then after that end work meet xiaodi. xiaodi act cute bring a bag along! haha:P then at downstair talk with sister also(: nice of her listening to me screaming over somethings(: maybe i should thanks her a loads. i have been honesty to her. i told her what i hide from her(: i am is my wrong to hide from her bud now i say sorry to her. then after that eat. then talk and talk. heehee(: yesterday went to see ahbi(: i misses ahbi bud ahbi sleeping when i reach. actually plan to go wake him up de bud aunt say dont disturb ahbi. is so hard to make him sleep so i never go disturb lehhx! i heard the bell sound tot ahbi wake up liao end up is ahbi's mama! haix. bud before i left, i take a look at ahbi, the way he sleep so cute(: haha(: ilovehim more and more(: i think ahbi grow up will be more handsome(: laughs* i took ahbi's dolls to play hahah(:
Monday, September 21, 2009 ; 11:22:00 PM {♥}
210909(:
PHOBIA2(:
wow, this show not bad. overall there is 5 stories. today went working. 10 to 3. there is mis-communication between that table customer. anyway, dont care anymore it was so bastard lo! kanasai. today was so boring. bud heng got xiaojie, jinshan, kristen, mama and sebest. heehee can play. so long no see sebest, he still e same so lame haha(: then after that go out with song and sister train-ed down PS watch 5:22 show. then after that watch finished train-ed back inter and have dinner with sister. sometimes i felt so useless towards something. i realise i am slack of helping you): i wanted to know you more; help you more.
200909(:
HAPPY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO my sayang and all my attachment groupmates(:
i was working 7 to 3. aiyoos, i was not late bud i am far early and i forgotten to punch my card. eeyer, untill menda tell me that! i was like omg. i dont even know. fountain got so many thing to open and so angry with dennis. he like purposely de siia. know i open fountain everything also dowan top up lo. somemore last night was not busy at all lahhx. it was damning ass. aiyoos. end at 3 go eat with xiaojie, menda and song and sister. keep on disturb xiaojie siia(: heehee(: reach home tc of xinting bcos parents going wedding end up have to tc her. everything i done by myself then we did not turn the whole family upstair down bud very concern each other. somehow suprise oh. heehee(: 190909-i forgotten(:
180909(:(
last day of attachment. finally one week of attachment have ended and i am going to have 3 weeks vacation. bud i will only say my vacation will not be fun bcos is filled with working. i wanted to be same group with sayang): even last day i was not same group with her. see how miserable i am): i hope my 9 weeks attachment will be with her bud it seem to be so hard): anyway nevermind. this one week maybe short and maybe be long to some of us bud i will only say i am disappointed with my character and even attitude at attachment and seriously i hate it): been tagging along with siling and kelly(: siling damn cute de lo she very kns de(: HAHAHA(: bud she damn nice(:
to sayang:
thanks sayang for helping me so much. thanks for being at myside when my mood went up and down. i really does appreciate how much euu done for me and i hope to be same group with euu again and i wanted to be your parnter again and again and forever and dont change bcos there is no one to be compare to(:
there is so much thing i wanted to tell euu
there is so much of nonsense i wanted to say
i wanted to know you more; wanted to be at you
side more; wanted to open my heart wider for you
to talk; i wanted to know euu more. whether to give
me chance to know euu more? Y/N?
Monday, September 14, 2009 ; 11:14:00 PM {♥}
come on first day of attachment and suddenly i am so tired liao omg. cannot imagine i am so weak siia only stand for 8 hours keep complaining omg i am so weak damn weak siia. kns damning ass): suddenly felt so weak. erm, today was late by dont know how many minutes. sounds sad because we waited for each other omg. bud anyway, kena scolding also very happy this is how i feel i dont know other. bcos aiya, dont know how to express my feeling out. today first day cannot do thing so easy bcos got miss the report taking time. bud still work de not bad is just that i am so rot. once again i am different group from my previous group and my previous previous group. honesty i miss working sayang exspecially bcos she know the reason. i really misses her so much lo omg. then sad i never break with her. i hope tmr can break fast with all my malay friends. i want to eat with them. yeah fasting month ending soon and i can start sharing good times with all my malay friends(: then end work liao jiu pei sayang go makan. then after that talk and talk. seriously got a loads to talk to her and our topic got no ending de. then sister said she failed her exam. then i never care this siao de lo. she really mad de siia. today pei her after my attachment end up saw ahbec and xiaowei. omg. then talk talk. then home sweet home. HAHAHAHA. tmr someone bringing me to eat the best chicken rice at novena. and this person must be crazy de HAHAHAH. morning so nice of xiaodi message me and say dont be late aunty yeere i very old meh? HAHAHA. bud still thanks him for messaging me lahhx(: so nice of him(: haha. yeah tmr same shift with sayang, even tot we are different ward lahhx bud i hope to go same break with her(: haha. i hope my break is at 7pm bcos they breaking fast.
sayang,
no matter what when euu need me just rang me up or even text me up i will not forget euu de. saya is always willing to pick up any call that is from euu. aiya anything euu think euu are stress up with rang me up. even tot i am shyting i will still answer your call(:
i regret i liar to u that day,bud everything is too
late. it is really too late to apologies right now.
once someone told me, hey is already the past
stop holding on it so tight or not it will snap like
a rubber band anytime. past is just a memories
for reflection and kept in your heart and make it
silence.
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