What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.

Sunday, June 21, 2009 ; 8:53:00 PM {♥}


just a group photo(:
naughty ahbi
what's ahbi doing o.O?
ahbi cannot throw lahhx aiyoos!

HAPPY FATHER DAY TO ALL FATHER(:
erm, is very busy recently i swear there is nothing i can elaborate lehhx omg lehhx! yawn! erm, attachment was as usual bud there is really too many conflicts here and there! i really regret in what i done bud times cannot turn back cos what is past already past liao lehhx omg! forget it, it's only left 5 more days to go and i will say bye to them bud i wanna to contact with my sayang and my previous groups(: lovesya! erm, back to 5A was so still okay bud i am more and more stupid and clumsy liao lo idoit i have mysef being so clumsy siia! maybe at 11D too much lehhx end up im more and more clumsy idoit! stupid me siia! haix! time is really getting me more and more tight siia! wahh, wo de maar! haix): haix! monday, tuesday & wednesday was from 1 to 9 than thur and fri was 7 to 3(: finally i am so happy that i got back 7 to 3 de time! so thur after attachment jiu go meet caiyun! then meet caiyun go eat lunch then go ahwei cos ahwei nnort working that day! so went to buy father day present then walk walk around inter and joke around! is been a long time i have nnort been see-ing him! haha(: then go eat dinner with him at meiyan shop! erm, e food there nnort bad(: haha! then cab home! i did something that is so throw face HAHAHAHAH(: people with me that night cannot tag about e throw face thing i will kill e person! hahahaha(: home sweet home and rest! satureday, working morning 7 to 12! wah, yawning non-stop! opening with kristen was fun! ahhaha(: then afternoon bus-ed down to my aunt house to have a early father day celebration! shyt, i am so tired i swear my head off then plan to sleep bud ahbi keep disturb him end up i cannot really sleep siia! omg, bud after that i sleep lehhx cos i took e medicine is so drowny for me then ahzhu call-ed me and complain about huanhuan cos 1st day setter runner was i teach de then end up she everyday dont know now so pekcek bud nevermind! then after eating watch tv then go down buy newspaper then chitchat with caiyun then reach home at 1230! yawn, after that eat medicine go sleep again liao lehhx omg! like a pig siia! i give the present to my dad first before i go and sleep hahah yawn yawn! erm, so sleepy!
sunday; HAPPY FATHER DAY^^
today woking 10-3! wahh, so tiring siia cos of e medicine that made me so drowny! cos i dont even have enough sleep at all! yawn yawn! wahh, setter with zack fainting in any seconds! then after that, ahwei came like siiao de mahhx! haha(: then after that no customer ahzhu let me go off 230! yeah! then meet caiyun for lunch as well as ahzhu! then after eating jiu go off lehhx! waiting for ahwei to let me see the photo album! then tell me story! kind of miss him bud this stupid ahwei hor irraiting siia! hahah(: then after that home sweet home lehhx! so tiring today! monday, tuesday and wednesday working 7 to 3 then thureday and friday 1 to 9 OMG and last day i am working 1 to 9 eh! wodemao siia! OMG lo! slap your butt! hahaha(: erm, nights i wanna sleep lehhx yawning liao lehhx! taken so many medicine today! aiyoos! ahwei takecares(: even though today is your last day! heehee(: remember to miss us hahah(:

Saturday, June 13, 2009 ; 11:57:00 PM {♥}


this is the only photo which i like e most and i love e most
this group is always full of fun and jokes around! and it is nnort going to replace even though we changes our group and we went to different group(: as long as we are one big family forever we are(: and this is the truth(:
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is already e last day at 11D, kind of missing all e staff there bud there is nothing i can do! cos soon not later my attachment also ending soon lehhx:( kind of happy and sad! sad cos i will be leaving, happy cos i wanna more rest! is really not easy to work at attachment then weekend at outlet! wahh, is really sian bud no choice! erm, got own brieft-ing and i am a kind of sad and i think i am shedding tears inside my heart! i dont know am i right to say change in between our groups:( when dayat ask me i am fine bud after the changes i am a kind of sad! cos is a separate with my sayang! sayang is e best partner which i always be with and suddenly change i am kind of sad!:( anyway, sayang no matter what we must keep in contact siia(: erm, thanks to all the 11D staffs and patients(: haha(: erm, after that home sweet home then go back work! my mood was so happy till chenjie ask me: euu got in love lehhx ar? i was like huh? no lahhx, euu think too much lehhx! then teach new-comer till i wanna puke lehhx! he very gan chiong until i almost gone gila siia! damn! then home sweet hom with huanhuan! was chit-chatting with huanhuan!(: nice girl she is(: so idoit remind me of my bio was not even done yet!
to sayang:
sayang, thanks for those days when euu are beside me, letting me to pour up and down towards euu and accompany me when i am down! thanks for all kind of concern and keep on cheering me up when i am down! sayang, even tot now we are separated bud if anything still can text me and share with me! sayang, dont worry i will miss euu! and euu also must miss me(:
to my previous groups:
eh, thanks for all the fun your share and play-ed with me! joke around and disturbing each other(: eh, even though we have conflicts, we never really say out bud all this we already over-come it so, even though we are separated bud our heart still line up in s row(: thanks(:
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erm, i am so tired right now! gosh! yawning! erm, woke up at 1308! my sister wake me up by dragging me and pulling me! kns siia de sister! so i woke up and done finished my thing, bring her down to pack lunch up! i was like regretting buying the carrot cake cos e auntie so bad lo, i ask for 3bucks de carrot cake she fried up look like 250bucks de lo! some-more i am sharing with my mum de lehhx! then they bully me! kns lo! then nevermind! rot at home awhile with a bit of bio then go work lehhx! yawn! then reach there got briefing! i am inside teaching huanhuan! wah, huanhuan is more easy to teach then e ytd de! really more easy! even tot huanhuan is slow bud at least she is better! heehee(: then help huanhuan out in closing so i end up ten instead of 9 then continue to help huanhuan till closing at 11! yawn, was already very sleepy liao lehhx! so after that went dinner with caiyun! have mac then i got e cups then i forget to takeaway siia! kns lo! then bus-ed home! i was thinking something! erm, afternoon i backside itch walk back e path which we argue and fight! tears like rolling again bud i told myself, tengxinyee wakeup, wakeup! then nothing happen! even sarena ask me, am i fine? for those people who are concern about what happen that day and i never say de i am really sorry! especially ahwei, i am so sorry ar! i know euu wanna to know bud i keep stop euu! i am so sorry! bud maybe euu wannna to know i will tell euu i swear!(: home sweet home at 1145! yawn, tmr working 7 to 12 siia! now i still haven sleep yet! plus i am really fainting liao lo! aiyoos!

Monday, June 8, 2009 ; 10:30:00 PM {♥}







FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANANA(:
-banana, finally euu have already turn seventeen so thing that euu have to do go ahead and thing euu dont have to do dont go ahead and do cos euu will be harming yourself and dont be so gong again!(: hope euu will like what everyone done-d for euu! and enjoy all the memories(: lastly; happy 17 birthday(:
let's talk about 070609(:
is a sunday and i am working 7 to 12 and it was so busy! i never going to imagine is so tiring! early in e morning niia! bud i will only hope e sales is very good(: erm, then after that thinking that it wun be busy bud end up is more busy again then i dont even know e raymond came! and i never stuck in my shirt! i was huh? when i saw him! is was damn funny lo! then at 11plus came in 20pax of people so only me and ahwei cos the rest haven come! i was so hot that i re-tie my hair like granny! gila le? haha(: then i go off at around 1 and i am rushing for time! heehee(: then bath meet banana first! then train-ed down yishun meet ahqin and xialiu(: for lunch was KFC(: and we treat banana cos we always bully banana, ask her treat us now is her advance birthday so we treat her(: after that ahqin and xialiu go first while me and banana walk the whole level first then slowly go back! so when we reach xialiu hus, i ask her look downstairs see who can found both of them first so she did(: then after that, a tap on banana shoulder and the cake was onto her face! erm, i nice shioking day for banana(: ask banana to eat up everything then we start our mahjong(: it was so fun(: after that banana when to cut her hair! so after cutting something happen and is my FAULT to let this fellow run off, is my FAULT fro scolding this fellow! is my FAULT! i dowan all this to happen i will only say: i am such a failure friends! come on, i dont think i am suitable to be someone close to euu! like euu say i dont understand euu at all! nevermind! and thanks banana and ahqin(: i wanna thanks xialiu e most! thanks for e concern euu gave me when i am crying! thanks for your, when i am upset is your around, when i am shedding is only your! when i hope to gather is only your bud times passes very fast! will be last contact no one knows bud as long as out friendship last is your who brough all this to me(: after leaving ahqin and banana, i went up outlet! i swear i never talk to anyone bud only caiyun! i was crying all e way long! thanks ar for all e concern your guys gave bud what is inside my heart is so hard to forget with only one day time! i hope e rest for my days i wun be putting a fake smile cos is so hard to communicate it euu know?
let's talk about today, 080609(:
okay, ouch, i swear my eyes hurts the most which i never have before de! then morning went to attachment i was so restless and sleepy siia! so end up, i have to concentrate! so thanks to xinhui, shiyun and the rest of people trying to make me laugh! and someone ask me 1+1=?, i say 2, 2+2=?, i say 4! dont get the thing right? i will explain, one friend plus one friend = two friends! euu are sad cos euu and your friend de friendship become like that bud this is nnort what euu wanna! so dont mind to lost this and go find other closer friend! ask your friend out for a coffee and seat down and solve the problem! i always see euu smile bud today i never see euu smile i feel so upset, i will also try my best to let euu smile more and dont think that again! the moments i heard i was like so sad i almost burst out bud still i really thanks euu for telling me so much and so much! then sayang they all come lehhx! i went to talk to sayang a loads, like thousand years never saw each other like mahhx! haha(: thansk sayang for listening me to complain ar, nag ar! then after that end at 3, so went out! train-ed down yishun again! so have swensen! then chit chat a loads then go meet caiyun then eat again! wahh, so full liao lo! almost burst ar! erm, i am so tired liao siia! my eyes still hurts ouch! i swear i dowan this to happen again lo! yawn yawn i am so tired(: i anna go zzz lehhx(: heng tmr is afternoon shift or nnort i will die siia:( haha(:
this is for euu
aku tk benci tpi aku nk kau baek2 saje(i dont hate euu bud want euu to be fine)

Friday, June 5, 2009 ; 11:47:00 PM {♥}


SAYANG;SAYANG

i dont know how to continue e song lehhx! sayang never teach me! e really first photo taken with sayang, some-more i am so un-glam! cramps!(: erm, recently obstacles have been up and down for me and times is so hard to over-come it when your are the closest to me bud what can i do? when i really need your, i know who will turn up bud times is too much to request bud anyway thing is already solve so what for go think too much? so smile is the best medicine for me and everyone! someone told me this(: erm, back to my one weeks gila attachment(: why i put it as gila cos i am really going gila in any moments! dots(: erm, patients in and out, obstacles in and out! too much is too much! sayang teaches me(: haha(:
monday:
morning shift, from 7 to 3(: so happy, since like is been a long time i never take morning shift lehhx(: so happy being to work morning cos serious morning got thing to do niia! e rest was like happy rotting yeah? erm, afternoon went to meet ahzhu and caiyun for lunch and talk talk awhile(: e moments i walk in outlet, go disturb ahwei first is always my first tasks(: come on, this is the fact, that euu cannot run de(: erm, then e sebest ar, really cannot tahan him! shyt him off siia! then ahzhu, chenjie, caiyun, sebest and me went to eat(: then was so pekcek, the money throw here throw there, wahh! then cannot tahan i scold-ed the person bud nnort scold lehhx! please(: then follow-ed by fondue then walk walk then dont know what time home sweet home(:
tuesday:
morning shift, as usual 7 to 3(: erm, i was so gila siia! i keep jump up and down like mad! got debrief, wahh is really so fun(: disturb here and there! then meet mama and twin(: so happy to see them! i misses them and every single of e x-family members! i really misses your! when can we go outing like cycling again? guys; i misses your:( i wanna e time to be back at secondary when we always go down for mahjong:( i misses all this:( so sad whenever talk about this! then met both of them at inter mac then go aracde then go hub mac again! then wait ahwei joke around first then go bishan for mama file then go watch aliens VS monsters or monster VS aliens! cannot really remember! after the show went to makan first! i cannot even finished my meal! then caiyun came to find us then she brought a dolphins for me!(: hellos, e dolphin is cute(: omg! i am really gila! faint! then hoem sweet home(:
wednesday:
morning shift, like usual i am working 7 to 3 again(: i was so restless i never going to bluff anyone! i never even care to bother till sayang say: are euu fine? i replied yeah! i dont know how to express out my emotions! then after that i was doing something with teacher helping me! i swear i dowan this to happen anymore! at that moments i really feel like to breakdown inside the room with teacher nagging bud i control and roll-ed back e water! then teacher talk to me! after that i am better lehhx! then at night working 630 to closing! yawn! at 5 i meet xialiu at ttsh for dinner! and our dinner was only ice-kacang and fruit, this thing made me so full! wahh! shiok ar? haha(: then after that rush back to work! erm, yeah! then rush back to work! erm, finally my mood turn better cos of so idoit people(: who keep entertaining me! sometimes, hiding emotions was really so hard cos my sayang are all clever! OMG! haha(: then after closing went home sweet home(:
thuresday:
afternoon shift! boring ar! bud something really funny! Istiqah eat durian ice-kacang during break then when she go up she keep go disturb after people by saying HELLO! then e smell will come out siia! damn funny lo, the mouth is really full of durian smell! what the hell lo! i keep laughing non-stop then sayang also keep come and disturb! haha(: then after that home sweet home!
friday:
afternoon shift! finally is already friday lehhx! wahh i been waiting this for long cos i am very tired lehhx! nothing to do siia! erm, then after that break with sayang and jasmine! before we break i was so busy that i was so irrated! wahh! then after that okay lehhx! OMG! then home sweet home(: i am yawning now! i wanna sleep siia:( so sad! hey guys, i wun be joining your on sunday(: so please go and enjoy yourself(:
sometimes, the best smile was from euu
bud how long can i see it from euu? are
euu willing to smile for e whole life?
AKU GILA~ HAHAHA(:

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♥사랑해요

We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)


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♥내가 미안 친구

What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(: GoodBye friend.! All the best(:

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