Monday, May 11, 2009 ; 9:44:00 PM {♥}
HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO EVERY MOTHER(: 
a rose for euu and i hope our relationship grow stronger! i hope euu grew healthy and stronger!10MAY2009(:
suprisingly, i was celebrating mother day yesterday as i was working today! yeah, working! so still wish the whole wide world mother(s) a HAPPY MOTHER DAY(: especially to all my fellow friends and my closest(: yesterday brought nana and ahma down to swensen for mother day treat and the bill came out to be $90plus! by right is going to give suprise to my aunt bud was crash bcos when i was on the way up after buying newspaper i saw her! i was like huh, why euu so early come back? she was like blahblahblah! was funny carrying the flower while taking train cos i caught everyone single fellow people attentions! i was like erm, can your stop looking at me! is nnort from my boyfriend or admire! cos it is for mother day!(: i was resting at home for yesterday and i was so happy cos i dont have to work and i have to see people running around at swensen! haha(: let's talk about today! actual day(: was very busy in swensen! i was running like a mad woman whom just came out from mental hospital ohmygosh de! from 12 to 4 i was inside doing settle! i was screaming the paper to stop coming in! haha(: suddenly so cramps siia! haha(: even kristen ask me: xinyee why euu look so panic? i say, i nnort use to have two person inside ar, usually one people inside niia! she so oh! i was playing inside with all my friends! damn funny! got someone backside itch keep disturb me mahhx! keep scare me lo! kns lo! i almost smack and kick his butt off siia! really cannot stand siia! then 4 to 5 i was in station one! wahh, i almost killed someone siia! the moments i step in i have to do is wash all stations cloths instead the previous station one I/C! wahh, yao si wor! then after that start cleaning the table and clear as i go! my flu haven okay then dennis say: i also never scold euu why euu cried? i was like huh? siiao, i never even care to reply at all! dont try to filrt in front of me cos to your stead maybe got use bud for me, i dont think so lahhx! ps hor and i dont entertain people like euu! a but lmao! then at 5 i was having break! i was like finally break(: i was so hungry! then we order caesar salad with breaded fish to eat! hungry! then i forget to pay sarena back money, next time go back i must return back! after back to station one! was so busy till i went off! too many thing happen lehhx! was fun during mother day(: was so tired and i was yawning all the way long(: reach home, eat first then go bath! after bathing went sleeping lehhx! shiok lehhx(:
11MAY2009(:
wake up very early lo and i slept so late yesterday night! still many thinking inside my brain! i ask myself once and once again till my head burst and i realise, last night i dont know how to drop my tears lo! i trying my best to squeeze out bud cannot come out lo! anyway, last night emotion i put too much lehhx! a bit siia! and i am so sorry to xialiu ahgong, i was nagging to her that night over my thing! she was so willing to listen(: thanks a load! sometimes, i really dont know how and what to do, euu never failed to listen to my nagging! then early in the morning, besties called me then talk awhile i jiu wake up lehhx! then bring my mother and sister down to swensen to eat one for one lunch(: today was so busy siia! wahh, is been a long time i haven nnort been see-ing long queue! haha(: the reason i bring my mother down is cos yesterday was mother day and et i haven treat her anything that's why i am paying it back today for mum(: heehee(: i was so damn it today at there gosh! if dislike me, tell me cos euu dont have to act so scaristic with me! do euu think i am giving such a damn? come on, like i say, when i am wearing uniform i respect euu and me and everyone bud when i take down my uniform i can do anything! even saying euu! do euu think euu look more cuter than her? come on, i dont even think euu are suitable to call-ed me ahzhu! sometimes different people calling me ahzhu the sound is more cuter and more nicer come on, dont insult it lo! omg! come on, i can just write a feedback form for euu lo! dont play a game with me and please dont force me to do thing i dont like at all! er, the bill come out was $45++(: i think is just nice! cos i know the result will come out like that(: after eating when down to meet xialiu(: erm, plan to go sewbawang first bud end up we go northpoint first(: then after that northpoint we went to see something first(: heehee(: after that, go sewbawang, end up see dao those xiaomeimei jiu never play lehhx! so siian lo! then we went back northpoint again(: haha(: then buy sushi and bubble tea then go back cc! i met a new friend, her name is tiffany(i think wrong spelling)!(: then is ada introduce de(: ada look like someone de(: haha(: then after that rot there then home sweet home! on the way, i was so freak up cos i call ahzhu to ask thing then finally i was so piss-ed off i switch off my phone! i was wahh laoo, come on be fair to me! why i cannot be off for the next few weeks? why, your always nnort enough people? why your always call me down to work? does i look like a robot to your? wahh piang oi, i nnort human lahhx? why i sick last week the reason is all in between! come on, your made me sick and your are nnort the one who is paying my medicine! one doc i waste 40 bucks! come on, i have to work how long then can earn dao 40 bucks lehhx! how many hours i have to stand? why? if i am wrong to off till my holiday start tell me i will know how and what to do! euu keep spam my inbox dont feel irritated? euu dont bud i does! your message are free does nnort mean everyone does! even we does i dowan waste my message lahhx! can be a bit more sense mahhx? at train i keep think lo! then reach home got a small tiff with my bloody sister! that wanna hopeless de lahhx! then rot at home! then till dinner i am alive! lmao lo! i am so bored! haha(: i dont know what i am thinking now!
i went out to the street to find this good friend and yet i lost my way and realise when i trying to walk out the path i met lots of danger and i found this good friend everything look so late and i realise euu are no longer the one who i am searching and euu are no longer the one of my good friend! i trying my best to do everything and i realise, everything is too late right now! i cannot find and search anymore! i shout out to the surrounding and hope i can find back the souls, bud come on this is a real world there is no soul floating around! i cried and cried till one day i gave up cos i waste a loads of tears and instead to get back the soul! i hope all this is just a dream bud i realise everything cant'! when i think i cannot tahan, is time for me to fight i will go ahead cos i now it is worth bud what will happen the end no one know!
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