Friday, May 1, 2009 ; 11:30:00 PM {♥}
AHYEE;AHQIN;AHKEE(:many thing that is happening recently! some affect me badly some dont affect me really(: like the mexico flu! nnort long jiu will become dog flu ar; cat flu ar! aiya, this is nnort under our control(: my attachment was cancel for next week(: was half happy and half nnort(: dont know why! bud i just ended my bedok polyclinic attachment! dont really bear to leave there siia! was so fun there lo! even though everyday is 8 to 4! bud is still fun!(: everyday after school, got people call-ed me out! even though i am halfdead(: recenlty i went out with ahkee;ahqin and one more person(: thanks to all the nonsense the person made(: haha(: that day, me; ahkee & ahqin went to inter to walk then i say i wanna go up do rooster de thing then we went up and eat! then i kena say by sarena mahhx, i tot euu say euu tired why still come up! i was like this place also nnort euu open de! bud end up dont care and i walk out liao! before we left i remember we did something very throw face lo! i was laughing my whole house dropping in any seconds! ahkee and ahqin keep ask me take the sword siia! is for kids and they go take siia! i was laughing all the way long! then walk ahqin home then we bus-ed back! erm, at polyclinic was really nnort so stress(: so fun! on one day we went up outlet to do something!(: then talk and talk with ahzhu! then we decided that after mother day i will stop myself to work until my attachment finished!(: erm, during my free day next week i will be working(: nnort cos i need money cos i am very tired over those thing which is happening right now! if euu know dont say out! i really need time to think and think! erm yesterday working night, i was like playing through out with ahzhu!(: when i was taking order i suddenly blank out like the whol world blackout siia! i dont know what is happening! then end up chit-chat with xialiu, then i told chenjie my boyfriend(: haha(: then she like shocked! she say euu bring come let me see then i will really know is this your boyfriend! i was so playful yesterday siia! erm, thanks ahwei for helping me to work for today(: thanks a loads! wahh, time passes so fast today siia! i was rotting all day till i bring my sister out to buy something then went up outlet again! cos i wanna to discuss the rooster again! wahh, poor ahzhu keep listen i nag ar nag! damn funny de! then i you go disturb eveyone(: after that went off lehhx! then daddy drive me and sister home! can save money lehhx(: come on, i am just kidding(: erm, ahxiang was like so lmao lo! kns de siia him! erm, i think my phone going to spoilt lehhx! OMG lo! slap myself! wahh, i was like so guaix lo! i stop all my online games! cos i very tired! haha(: erm, i tomorrow and sunday working! erm, the time is just nice for me(: erm, mother day coming soon lehhx!
one night of thinking, i realise i am a failure bud i really did my best! how much i done my best i know i cannot make it! i already think out the best way lehhx! everyone got the responsible to takecare themselves! why i have to think so much and yet i am getting my nerves off! one night of screwing and screwing time, i think is enough lehhx! dont ask me why! i never force anyone! for now i am speechless! dont ask me why! times, tears dropping in my heart! this really hurt more! bud i cannot choice! let everything slowly become the past! really is too many thing happening lehhx; i dont know which thing to think of and worry about! so i will just let go!
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