Saturday, May 30, 2009 ; 11:56:00 PM {♥}
wahh, recently was so busy! busy dao i wanna faint lehhx!
how's attachment for me was just nice. slowly i put down the stress that your gave and start-ed to think a loads! even though sometimes thing really happened bud i will only say, dont think euu are so good when euu are just looking like a newbaby to me! come on, dont spread your fake happiness into our painfulness cos euu dont fit to do this! chey, im nnort going to care anymore. dont stick to me when i dont even need euu idoit! erm, friday end attachment at 3 then on the way to bubble tea shop and guess who i saw? ohmygosh! i saw guoshiqi, besties and my twins(: ohmygosh-ing hell, i misses my twins and the cow siia! is been a long time i have nnort seeing both of them siia! really is ohmygosh! haha(: then chit chat awhile jiu catch up my sister! as she is waiting for me! erm, then after that at around 1730 train-ed down to work! yawn! yesterday was doing settler runner and i bomb off the station! kns! erm, i am so sad when my card went missing lo! whatthehell! my whole month pay siia! kns lo! i was so piss-ed off that i never really talk siia! everyone asking whether am i feeling okay! i was like hellos, shut up dont talk to me! then twins and besties came to visit me!(: i told twins everything siia! she was very worry and she keep console me(: such a nice & good twins right? haha(: later she bhb siia! heehee(: erm, after that ahwei call-ed and find me bud still i am so sorry that my mood was nnort good that's why dowan pick up the phone and second reason cos i am busy! cos i one person running the place! then after that so many customer siia! wahh, i almost faint-ed off and i saw someone really almost made me faint! and she is my nursing teacher; MDM LAM! wodetian ar! BINGO, this is my reaction! tian ar! then after that i done my closing very late! OMG! thinking will be fine bud end work more die! laonuren was like hellos, euu okay bo? euu nnort tired or what? then i never say anything cos i am really dont know how to explain myself! okay then home sweet home then talk to twins awhile again! erm, then sleep! yawn! for today, wake up at 1plus! and i am still yawning! wahh laoo, kns lo! shyt, i done a bad dream! it was so scary lo! idoit! then at 1620 go take train! thinking that i will be late bud end up i reach there was nnort late(: heehee(: then after that got briefing and i was fool-ing while ahzhu is giving brief-ing! wahaha! i think she cannot even stand me! then after that i was at station one then also fooling around! after ahwei reach, he keep disturb me! irrating fellow! haha(: he will smack me! haha(: after that, teach yanghuan a bit abit! then end work at 2125! and finally my card is back! i was like almost cried out when i know my card gone missing! bud nevermind! lalala(: waiting for me to cried in front of euu again? ahsong? haha(: ahsong, hoping to see me cried again(: lmao lo irrating! i was so piss-ed off with the table i almost when to jump building! come on, wodemaar! erm, then problems solve! back to normal(: then i at outlet waiting for papa to drive me home(: so happy! at outlet play ar play! heehee(: swensen's having new people and some of my oldbabies leaving! OMG~ without one idoit i will faint cos i need the idoit to entertain me lo!
thanks for all the fun euu gave; thanks for all the thing euu gave; thanks for all the noisy euu made; thanks for all the irrating euu made; thanks for loads and loads! i am waiting for the everything euu made! cos i am so into euu cos euu are the only one i can disturb and have fun(:
i want the time to stop for the moments and dont go away!
i wun say goodbye unless euu say goodbye to me!
Sunday, May 24, 2009 ; 1:12:00 PM {♥}
erm, i am back heehee^^
happy to see me back?
erm, rotting all the way and MIA-ing from blog as attachment is bursting me off come on, i sill got 5 more weeks to hang on till i go back school lehhx and i am changing teacher again! meaning i wun be able to see ms doris lim lehhx! kind of upset even thopught she always give a loads of stress to me and my groupmats bud this is the process of growing up siia! come on, i have to be hanging on till my 5 weeks of attachment end and i got a loads more skills haven sign yet! ohmygosh!:( i am so afraid that i am nnort able to complete all my skills siia! is nnort easy to sign the skills siiia as too much question have to be ask siia! ohmygosh HAHAH! erm, for the past few days, what i done all forgottten bud only recently de(: heehee(: erm, met some friends like ahqin, besties, ahwei, xialiu, and more as i cannot remember anymore^^ i am always having a serious stm come on dont blame me siia(: hahah(:
recently, what i brought was a lappy! this is theonly thing i got and i have to pay money with my daddy when my sister is using it for FOC? erm, kind of unfair bud i know that this world is always unfair HAHAHAH! i look like a idoit siia! lalalas! erm, i miss all my x-family siia is been a long time we have nnort been meeting each other:( even though me and xialiu is at the same hospital BUD time is all nnort the same de siia! so ass! oh yeah, i dont have to pay my bill myself cos my billl only $40.10! daddy say is over by 5bucks(: and yeah i dont need to pay! HAHAHAH(: this is the very first time i dont have to pay my own bill myself siia^^ OH YEAH~ DADDY;ILOVEYOU^^ erm, i am rotting cos i am still nnort used to use my lappy cos got different in using desktop! bud i love using desktop than lappy!(: haha! erm, as for friday, i was working 1 to 9 when all my friend go home at 3 yucks! i also wanna go back home at 3 bud sad i cannot siia! morning meet sayang to have her lunch as she haven nnort eaten yet! haha(: chit chatting all the way long and at ward i was so heng to be in the same cubic with her! haha(: so happy cos she guide me along! erm, sad is i always cannot go break with my sayang! then break talk to ahwei, this idoit! wait euu come on i will smack euu! haha(: then end attachment i went to down swensen! heehee(: then chit chat! talk ar talk ar! then end up reach home quite late liao lo! for other is nnort lahhx(: haha(: to cow, so sorry ar cos too late liao then end up forget call your! so sorry! then online till 2plus and talking to him! never wave back retard! euu look more like a retarded=P heehee(:
as for sat! wake up at 915? i guess to watch my xiaodingdang^^ o.O eight head monster! HAHAH(: the xiaodingdang was so cool lahhx! hahah(: yes i am childish! hahah(: after that i forget i am meeting someone! and i am late what the hell and i am so sorry that i made euu wait even though i keep disturb euu! haha(: then went swensen for breakfast at 1015? i guess? cos i cannot remember siia! then after that talk ar talk ar! then dont know what time! then nana called me! she say she miss me instead of euu! BLEAH! i think euu should be speechless lehhx! haha(: see i am so clever YEAH? haha(: then saw her friend, she was also cute and i misunderstood that her friend brother is her stead nana was like jiejie! then i say okay so ps ar! HAHAH! then bring her to her father first before i went off(: then home sweet home! HEEHEE~! then at 1620 i go out my house and rush to work cos i am working at 1700! haha! reach there just nice! saw sherman! i long time bo see him liao siia! haha(: i dont even get a chance to see him school siia! so sad! haha(: then i am working at station 2 i thinking work till 10 niia maybe i will be at station one bud sarena put me 2 so no choice! at 8 was quite busy that i skip 8pm! when i see the time is already 9 and sherman is going home! yucks, kick his butt bodah! hahah(: then end work go eat with caiyun then home sweet home!
for today i am rotting bud later rushing biology! ohmygosh! haha(: fainting!
this is only meant for AHZHU & ZHANGWEI(: 朋友们,一路顺风! 早点回来! TAKECARE MORE^^
this is only for you! only euu will get what i mean!
does saying sorry so hard then forget it dont say ever since euu cannot! then what for go bother so much lehhx? if euu are nnort key to say then forget it lahhx! does the pride will made euu success? come on, this is a realisic world nnort barbie doll world lehhx! dont euu think euu have to wake up? do euu really think that euu are cos of pride to do anything? wake up wake up wake up! cannot make it de thing dont make it anymore!
for my groupmate:(i wun say the name out bud everyone know who am i saying)
euu got something dont have BUT we also got something euu dont have! please stop acting proud with me cos euu look like a small peanut to me! when i am wearing my uniform i wun do anything bud when i take out please dont force me do i dont like de thing and euu confirm will regret siia! remember what i said cos dont make yourself regret in every action euu do!
Thursday, May 14, 2009 ; 10:57:00 PM {♥}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANGXIANGYUN(: 
THE FLOWER LOOK SWEET(: 
REFLECTION WE TOOK
SHE HATE MY FACE IN THIS PHOTO BUT I LIKE IT(: 14 MAY 2009(:
turn back to 14MAY1992; today is my DEAREST BESTIES BIRTHDAY! so HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY(: and to my taugehs GOHXINYAN; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOs(:
13/05/09
woke up by a call-ed by besties(: so meet her at dont know what time then we process to do atm card then after that had mac as our lunch at braddell mac(: then process to town(: while we was waiting for train and tata, she took photo and there is a aunty beside smiling! i dont know why! then train-ed down to town! wahh, so boring! we was shopping around and i am yawning! ohmygosh! i cannot find what i wanna to buy at all! really kns siia! then we rot there! till someone approach us and ask what religions! wahh, that was damn yucks for my life bodah! wahh, i really cannot stand siia! god will only be inside the person who believe in god lahhx bud sad to say i am nnort! that lady called elaine and i was so sway to kena her! kns! forcing me to church! bud if take compare i like city harvest church! there is too much fun too much memories too much friends there! after that we go inside wisma at 1659hrs! i still remember lehhx! haha(: then after that done we train back down inter and i meet a nice idoit for help! after helping, the nice idoit went to meet people(: haha(: thanks a loads nice idoit! i went to draw money then while on the way back to pizza hut we saw sarena then besties suggest me to run end up sarena still saw me! i have to liar back to her! then after that, we and besties go eat pizza hut for dinner(: and this besties say, for this ten years, this is the first time we had our dinner together! i almost smack her butt off(: after pizza, i went home to get something(: wahh, when we was on the way to swensen, i saw the nice idoit with friends then i shiok and i jump up and walk the other way, then besties scream! damn funny, the nice idoit ask me why! and i know the nice idiot friend turn and look at her! she was damn funny! we went up for the one for one sundae(: there is too much suprise there that she almost cried! lalalas(: was damn fun! the moments i went in, janice; farizah; kristen; shareel and zianna very entertaining(: as for the one for one i treat her de(: as i wun be able to meet her tmr(: after that zianna bring out a firehouse ice-cream and shocked her! then after that janice make the balloons flower that she requested! haha(: janice ask me to seat back then i sit back lo(: haha(: then when her flower came she was shock! haha(: after that i ask her disturb kristen(: then home sweet home! heehee(: i was busy with my things(: and besties told me; she was so happy for today(: heehee(: welcome!
14/05/09
for today i was purposely to rot at home as i haven done finished my thing! i slept at 430am last night! wahh, to rush out the thing! and i haven even done my bio yet and i am returning to attachment in 4 days! ohmygosh! i was so panic suddenly i realise time is nnort enough for me anymore! goshinghell! sad! bud this is the fact! after that, i wake up i haven done a loads of thing! i been walking in and out my house for thousand time! damn funny! afternoon, i went to inter for twice! ohmygosh lo! wahh laoo! i went back to buy something in early afternoon, middle for the afternoon i went down for printing photos and i meet you at inter at late afternoon! wahh, then chit chat then train-ed back with caiyun! we had mac as my breakfast;lunch and dinner together! actually was plan to eat with you bud i was so tired and i am rushing for something! then i was disturb by you all the way long! was damn fun! thanks for all the joke and concern and care euu gave me(: and most important thing is, i will make up my mind and i will know what to do! haha(: was so fun! after that went home! heehee(: after that keep rush the thing after caiyun leave me house! okay, i went down first time is for ribbons, second time is for buying my sister thing third time was my own thing! goshing hell bodah! i went up and down for 6 times! and i break my laziness! kns lo! erm, hope tmr she will like all the thing i have done(: i will only say: thing belongs to euu; no matter how much euu pull again is still belongs to euu! is fate to pull your together, let it be! is fate who pull your away is already the fate! there is nothing euu can fight against fate cos fate is invisble! euu cannot see it at all! is hard to say goodbye, i can stand in your shoes to say! for me; my worst thing is nnort losing anything bud is the one i loved the most cos is your are the one who is only closer to me and i cannot express it out my live without your!
Labels: cos i really dont know how to say LETGO, i hope the time will just stop there for me, i wanna to spend more time with euu, your smile is the best award i had
Monday, May 11, 2009 ; 9:44:00 PM {♥}
HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO EVERY MOTHER(: 
a rose for euu and i hope our relationship grow stronger! i hope euu grew healthy and stronger!10MAY2009(:
suprisingly, i was celebrating mother day yesterday as i was working today! yeah, working! so still wish the whole wide world mother(s) a HAPPY MOTHER DAY(: especially to all my fellow friends and my closest(: yesterday brought nana and ahma down to swensen for mother day treat and the bill came out to be $90plus! by right is going to give suprise to my aunt bud was crash bcos when i was on the way up after buying newspaper i saw her! i was like huh, why euu so early come back? she was like blahblahblah! was funny carrying the flower while taking train cos i caught everyone single fellow people attentions! i was like erm, can your stop looking at me! is nnort from my boyfriend or admire! cos it is for mother day!(: i was resting at home for yesterday and i was so happy cos i dont have to work and i have to see people running around at swensen! haha(: let's talk about today! actual day(: was very busy in swensen! i was running like a mad woman whom just came out from mental hospital ohmygosh de! from 12 to 4 i was inside doing settle! i was screaming the paper to stop coming in! haha(: suddenly so cramps siia! haha(: even kristen ask me: xinyee why euu look so panic? i say, i nnort use to have two person inside ar, usually one people inside niia! she so oh! i was playing inside with all my friends! damn funny! got someone backside itch keep disturb me mahhx! keep scare me lo! kns lo! i almost smack and kick his butt off siia! really cannot stand siia! then 4 to 5 i was in station one! wahh, i almost killed someone siia! the moments i step in i have to do is wash all stations cloths instead the previous station one I/C! wahh, yao si wor! then after that start cleaning the table and clear as i go! my flu haven okay then dennis say: i also never scold euu why euu cried? i was like huh? siiao, i never even care to reply at all! dont try to filrt in front of me cos to your stead maybe got use bud for me, i dont think so lahhx! ps hor and i dont entertain people like euu! a but lmao! then at 5 i was having break! i was like finally break(: i was so hungry! then we order caesar salad with breaded fish to eat! hungry! then i forget to pay sarena back money, next time go back i must return back! after back to station one! was so busy till i went off! too many thing happen lehhx! was fun during mother day(: was so tired and i was yawning all the way long(: reach home, eat first then go bath! after bathing went sleeping lehhx! shiok lehhx(:
11MAY2009(:
wake up very early lo and i slept so late yesterday night! still many thinking inside my brain! i ask myself once and once again till my head burst and i realise, last night i dont know how to drop my tears lo! i trying my best to squeeze out bud cannot come out lo! anyway, last night emotion i put too much lehhx! a bit siia! and i am so sorry to xialiu ahgong, i was nagging to her that night over my thing! she was so willing to listen(: thanks a load! sometimes, i really dont know how and what to do, euu never failed to listen to my nagging! then early in the morning, besties called me then talk awhile i jiu wake up lehhx! then bring my mother and sister down to swensen to eat one for one lunch(: today was so busy siia! wahh, is been a long time i haven nnort been see-ing long queue! haha(: the reason i bring my mother down is cos yesterday was mother day and et i haven treat her anything that's why i am paying it back today for mum(: heehee(: i was so damn it today at there gosh! if dislike me, tell me cos euu dont have to act so scaristic with me! do euu think i am giving such a damn? come on, like i say, when i am wearing uniform i respect euu and me and everyone bud when i take down my uniform i can do anything! even saying euu! do euu think euu look more cuter than her? come on, i dont even think euu are suitable to call-ed me ahzhu! sometimes different people calling me ahzhu the sound is more cuter and more nicer come on, dont insult it lo! omg! come on, i can just write a feedback form for euu lo! dont play a game with me and please dont force me to do thing i dont like at all! er, the bill come out was $45++(: i think is just nice! cos i know the result will come out like that(: after eating when down to meet xialiu(: erm, plan to go sewbawang first bud end up we go northpoint first(: then after that northpoint we went to see something first(: heehee(: after that, go sewbawang, end up see dao those xiaomeimei jiu never play lehhx! so siian lo! then we went back northpoint again(: haha(: then buy sushi and bubble tea then go back cc! i met a new friend, her name is tiffany(i think wrong spelling)!(: then is ada introduce de(: ada look like someone de(: haha(: then after that rot there then home sweet home! on the way, i was so freak up cos i call ahzhu to ask thing then finally i was so piss-ed off i switch off my phone! i was wahh laoo, come on be fair to me! why i cannot be off for the next few weeks? why, your always nnort enough people? why your always call me down to work? does i look like a robot to your? wahh piang oi, i nnort human lahhx? why i sick last week the reason is all in between! come on, your made me sick and your are nnort the one who is paying my medicine! one doc i waste 40 bucks! come on, i have to work how long then can earn dao 40 bucks lehhx! how many hours i have to stand? why? if i am wrong to off till my holiday start tell me i will know how and what to do! euu keep spam my inbox dont feel irritated? euu dont bud i does! your message are free does nnort mean everyone does! even we does i dowan waste my message lahhx! can be a bit more sense mahhx? at train i keep think lo! then reach home got a small tiff with my bloody sister! that wanna hopeless de lahhx! then rot at home! then till dinner i am alive! lmao lo! i am so bored! haha(: i dont know what i am thinking now!
i went out to the street to find this good friend and yet i lost my way and realise when i trying to walk out the path i met lots of danger and i found this good friend everything look so late and i realise euu are no longer the one who i am searching and euu are no longer the one of my good friend! i trying my best to do everything and i realise, everything is too late right now! i cannot find and search anymore! i shout out to the surrounding and hope i can find back the souls, bud come on this is a real world there is no soul floating around! i cried and cried till one day i gave up cos i waste a loads of tears and instead to get back the soul! i hope all this is just a dream bud i realise everything cant'! when i think i cannot tahan, is time for me to fight i will go ahead cos i now it is worth bud what will happen the end no one know!
it is a advice!
Friday, May 8, 2009 ; 11:29:00 PM {♥}
wave back to this cute retarded!today i was late again! come on; i kept overslept i realise! gosh-ing hell:) today miss-ed call was so worst siia! xialiu call-ed me the ten time then i wake up and pick up the phone and say hello! can euu imagine i was so sleepy! ohmy! erm, went back school to hand up my donation card! i was so blur that i dont even know mslim came out the lift! all thanks to xialiu cos she saw it first(: then after hand up to my teacher, go find msjasminetham! hey, i saw ani from B class de(: i was stun when i saw her bcos is have been a long time i haven nnort been see-ing her lehhx! then after that go eat something then train back to yishun! erm, at train we take photos(:
one formal photos; one funny photos(: then after that reach yishun lehhx! go up her house! her sister still sleeping with her shiwu! then after that talk ar slack there till 12 i went down to buy lunch! cos we already hungry lehhx! then i keep disturb xialiu de king-kong & retard! end up she go hide the both of them! so while i was washing my hand i saw the king-kong head liao! bcos king-kong too fat liao! haha(: after that home sweet home cos later i am working at 5pm! i was yawning cos i very tired liao!:O erm, after that reach home, forget my sister say her friend at my house i go open the windows with no sound end up all scream and i almost faint-ed! i was like laughing all the way long siia! then at 4, i went to work lehhx! cos 445 got briefing! then reach there rot awhile niia jiu briefing! i was squating there then ahzhu say i am china people! she confirm siiao de! i was doing station 2! i was very hyper till i end my work cos i used up all my energy lehhx! wahh, yawn! today nothing really happen bud sometimes right, someone got a very thick skins! cannot tahan this kind of people! i know euu are good de take the jug for me! i was like OMG, dont be BHB! i keep go disturb zianna and chenjie and everyone cos i was so boring! that's why use up all my energy! now yawning! :O after work home sweet home! reach home rest awhile jiu play restaurant city lehhx! wahh, more and more friends(: heehee(: so happy! i very tired liao lehhx! i wanna go zzz lehhx! dont know tmr got work mahhx! i going down to find someone with someone(: so happy(: hope i can and i did enjoy(: attachement starting back soon! OMG!
sometimes, i think back what friend really mean and does to me.
now i got the idea of it and i know the meaning of it! friend usually
fight for nothing quarrel bcos of misunderstanding scold each other
for the person to grow up. sometimes, i really thanks those who
went in and out with me! thanks for those day when i need some-
one, your also never failed to be at myside, guiding my through up
and down. teaching me all day long. i cannot imagine one day, your
left me in this world what will i do!
Thursday, May 7, 2009 ; 9:50:00 PM {♥}
awake or dreaming07MAY2009(:
gosh-hell, i overslept man! xialiu call-ed and wake me up! was plan to go back school today to hand up the donation card; log book and the polyclinic paper! end up i only hand up the polyclinic worksheet & logbook niia! cos for the donation card i did nnort even donate dao money hand up mslim dowan accpet so no choice tmr going back again! wahh, is really troublesome cos i remember tmr i am working 5 to 9! bloody hell! morning got to wake up so early for e donation card again! come on shyt lehhx! while i was waiting for the train i also puke off cos too pack liao siia! come on! i cannot go in! then got one auntie say, meimei, are euu going in? i can help euu! i say dont need, is okay! then say say, will euu be late for exam if euu miss this train? i said, it is okay, dont worries(: then the aunties ask where my school is? i said simei, she said wow, so far! for me, i already used to it lehhx! then take bus no 2 down! wahh, i realise APRIL intake de people very haolian siia! me and xialiu cannot stand them! i was thinking heng, i am nnort in the same term as your or nnort i will faint off siia! then go 6 floor find my teacher and xialiu's teacher! i keep smile all e way long end up kena say by teacher! i was what i done wrong siia! really very kns lo! then hack care! then after meet hao teacher, we went down to clementi to visit ahkee, banana and ahqin(: erm, reach there too early then we rot there! firstly we went to find ahkee! then talk talk awhile jiu go find ahqin follow-ed by banana! went to the restaurant eat! wahh, the food there really kns siia! some-more cold cold de! OMG! nnort full at all! then after that me and xailiu train back home first! wah, i was so sleep that i fall asleep lehhx! cos i cannot tahan anymore lehhx! then after yishun i am still sleeping! then suddenly my phone rang i was where am i, who phone rang! wahh i look so pro siia! then press away jiu go back sleep lehhx! i almost miss my stop siia! then i saw braddell, heng the door haven close yet! i was so heng then go do atm card! erm, finally lehhx! dont need always go bank lehhx! so troublesome! kns de lehhx! then jiu go home bath change jiu go out with xialiu again! is been a long time i have nnort been going out with her lehhx! i really does miss the time when i go out with her! i really miss those secondary life where i can see her everyday, play everyday, go her house after school is our mission! i really miss loads siia! where to find this kind of good friend, she will be very thick-skin to say this! haha(: lmao! then go yishun eat first! ada is back to cc lehhx! go eat cai fan first! then chit chat awhile train down to sembawang fro DDR again! my leg numb siia! bud i did a good job siia! haha(: i really did a good job okay! then after DDR train back down to yishun again! for today i went to cut my hair! cut my hair back to bang! erm, i look more like a small kids now! OMG! on e street saw me dont call me xiaomei especially e ahwei! i will kill e person off! i am just kidding! after cutting went up her house rot before going home! haha(: then jiu home sweet home lehhx! sometimes i really dont understand a loads of thing siia! why euu are e only one who kena dote how about me? care for me? concern about me? i dont even think! when your need me your think back to me! anyway, attachment really coming back soon lehhx! i am fainting lehhx! for those who my situation right now will know why i am saying this! oh yuppiies; please dont be a big mouth to say something that euu should nnort! please ask for permission before euu say out! it maybe a good thing to say out to e other bud care a bit for the person euu are saying! nnort everyone attitude are e same! i am the one who maybe nnort be! please be with the fact of me! if euu wanna say something that is related to me please ask permission cos i cannot stand when A tell me that is B tell me de! please be considerate! ASK FOR PERMISSION! i can let this matter go once bud does nnort mean twice! cos i think is my own taiji nnort your taiji! please dont pretend euu know me well when euu dont! cos euu are just a outsider to me! maybe euu are my pengyou now! please be aware! i heard that someone is considering whether to come back swensen to work, my attitude cahnge 360 degress lo! please come! ALAMAK! tmr going back school cannot imagine siia!:( confirm will be my last day going back school lehhx!
Labels: i am a prefect day-dreamer(: i love day-dreaming with a partner(:
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ; 10:45:00 PM {♥}
CARL'S JR(:OMG; my system really fell down and giving me serious problem! gosh! i have nnort been learning how to takecare of myself! okay i will start my topic on sunday! morning i woke up thinking that i still can tahan at work! so i went work at 11! the moments i saw the sun; i was quite dizzy so keep myself walking in the shelter(: then reach swensens' saw jinshan then chit-chat awhile cos i have nnort been seeing her for long long time(: then slowly start work my system starting to fall means i cannot tahan lehhx! i was still struggling till my work end! okay then i call-ed my mum and ask her cook fish porridge for me! i only like FISH PORRIDGE(: then mum, dad and sister rush back from my aunt house and fetch me home! i was so dizzy when i was waiting for them so i went around and walk! my speed was so slow like turtle! gosh! then at NTUC buy fish home for me! then dad was nagging about me! i was like okay, is my fault i dont mind letting them to scold! wow, reach home the moments i sat at the sofa i cannot stand up liao! then slowly do my bio halfway through sleep lehhx! i was so tired! then at about 6plus mom woke me up and ask me to eat porridge first then bath! i say okay! i was so lazy to bath cos i am so sick! then nevermind after eating bath! slowly my voice went softer! wow, so power siia! then no choice! keep rest then about 8plus i take temperature 37.8! i was like shocked! then my mom advise i go down see doctor bud i insist i dowan then dad give order to bring to down so no choice i went down! the moment i reach there the nurse there take my temperature! i was so shock-ed cos it rise up to 38.2! no choice see doc! the doc advise i got a good rest and dont over-work myself! i was OMG! how come he know! then i also never say so much! then while counter call-ed my name, i then realise the doc give the pill all let me sleep like a pig de! gosh! went back home call ahzhu and say i wun be able to work tomorrow! then say okay and rest well(: then i was like okay! then after eating the medicine, i went into my lalala land(: so shiok de lala land i haven been to since a long time! haha(: then monday, i was whole day rotting at home! i wake up eat porridge then sleep again! wake up eat then you sleep! wahh, really cannot stand siia! i was so tired that i cannot even able to lay a hand on my bio research! i was like come on! bud failed! then i rest still! then today! i push myself up to work! cos i think i am really feeling better lehhx! if my dad know he will kill me! anyway no choice! then i work for the 1 FOR 1 lunch again! yuppiies today was a bit tough for me cos i was running the whole swensens like mad woman! cos customer are so blahblahblah! some really make me cannot stand de siia! bud heng i still got ahwei, chenjie they all help me, i really appreciate it! thanks guys! then end work at 3 jiu go meet besties first then go hre go there then at 6plus went home! i was like hafl dead lehhx! cos my system haven nnort really recover bahhx! then i bath lehhx! do bio halfway i you cannot tahan lehhx! gosh! i was so tired then stop my bio lehhx! watch tv!(: tmr working! eh, anyone interested buying mother cake from swensens? haha(: there are two flavour(: SCM & jasmine rashberry(: yawn i am so tired again! cos i just taken my medicine! :O tmr working 12 to 4/5 then thur off! fri: 5 to 9! sat off! sun mother day! erm what present i should give my mother lehhx! thinking in process! erm, any idea! please tag me(:
to those people who are concern:
especially euu, thanks for concern even though from the tone i have been speaking is so ass bud in my deepest heart i know your are concern about it! that's why i never say anything at all! thanks a load=D i know your are always concern about me! i really treasure your loads! even though something cannot be everlasting! bud i know our friendship confirm does(:
i was warn to wash my hand
& brain off cos i dont know what
after thing i can do le! like i always
say i look so speechless to it right nw
Friday, May 1, 2009 ; 11:30:00 PM {♥}
AHYEE;AHQIN;AHKEE(:many thing that is happening recently! some affect me badly some dont affect me really(: like the mexico flu! nnort long jiu will become dog flu ar; cat flu ar! aiya, this is nnort under our control(: my attachment was cancel for next week(: was half happy and half nnort(: dont know why! bud i just ended my bedok polyclinic attachment! dont really bear to leave there siia! was so fun there lo! even though everyday is 8 to 4! bud is still fun!(: everyday after school, got people call-ed me out! even though i am halfdead(: recenlty i went out with ahkee;ahqin and one more person(: thanks to all the nonsense the person made(: haha(: that day, me; ahkee & ahqin went to inter to walk then i say i wanna go up do rooster de thing then we went up and eat! then i kena say by sarena mahhx, i tot euu say euu tired why still come up! i was like this place also nnort euu open de! bud end up dont care and i walk out liao! before we left i remember we did something very throw face lo! i was laughing my whole house dropping in any seconds! ahkee and ahqin keep ask me take the sword siia! is for kids and they go take siia! i was laughing all the way long! then walk ahqin home then we bus-ed back! erm, at polyclinic was really nnort so stress(: so fun! on one day we went up outlet to do something!(: then talk and talk with ahzhu! then we decided that after mother day i will stop myself to work until my attachment finished!(: erm, during my free day next week i will be working(: nnort cos i need money cos i am very tired over those thing which is happening right now! if euu know dont say out! i really need time to think and think! erm yesterday working night, i was like playing through out with ahzhu!(: when i was taking order i suddenly blank out like the whol world blackout siia! i dont know what is happening! then end up chit-chat with xialiu, then i told chenjie my boyfriend(: haha(: then she like shocked! she say euu bring come let me see then i will really know is this your boyfriend! i was so playful yesterday siia! erm, thanks ahwei for helping me to work for today(: thanks a loads! wahh, time passes so fast today siia! i was rotting all day till i bring my sister out to buy something then went up outlet again! cos i wanna to discuss the rooster again! wahh, poor ahzhu keep listen i nag ar nag! damn funny de! then i you go disturb eveyone(: after that went off lehhx! then daddy drive me and sister home! can save money lehhx(: come on, i am just kidding(: erm, ahxiang was like so lmao lo! kns de siia him! erm, i think my phone going to spoilt lehhx! OMG lo! slap myself! wahh, i was like so guaix lo! i stop all my online games! cos i very tired! haha(: erm, i tomorrow and sunday working! erm, the time is just nice for me(: erm, mother day coming soon lehhx!
one night of thinking, i realise i am a failure bud i really did my best! how much i done my best i know i cannot make it! i already think out the best way lehhx! everyone got the responsible to takecare themselves! why i have to think so much and yet i am getting my nerves off! one night of screwing and screwing time, i think is enough lehhx! dont ask me why! i never force anyone! for now i am speechless! dont ask me why! times, tears dropping in my heart! this really hurt more! bud i cannot choice! let everything slowly become the past! really is too many thing happening lehhx; i dont know which thing to think of and worry about! so i will just let go!
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