What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ; 9:25:00 PM {♥}


the sun looking very bright;
the sun will not rise from the other side means i got to jiayou more(:
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okay, is the first day of attachment! i was struggling my ass off the night before! erm, thinking what will happen in attachment, what i have to do, why and where to get those thing? erm, i sound so sad cos i dont know what to do at all! it was totally kns de lo! nevermind! morning i reach there still early then minmin they all saw me and ask me in to the kopitam! then starting with all my briefing(: like working right? lmao! continue continue! was like learning more about hospital! never really doing handwork siia! then is start-ed from the early morning and starting end-ed 4 or plus cannot really remember! okay, then went home! was totally tiring cos of the talk bahhx! i think even though i had enough sleep! haha(: the moments i step in the ward, i was like! uhuh? okay, serious i dont know what to do at all siia! imagine euu was me and the moments euu step into the ward what is your feeling? then i was so tiring! i was stress for tmr! cos tmr everything start-ed all at wards:( think and think! is time to think am i suitable to be a nurse? at night meet laonuren then go buy thing then ask her go take bursary before she forgotten! then go home!
handsome? he is nnort my STEAD! please be aware!
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about today, morning reach early and i was reading my storybook outside the wards and i was shock when staff nurse suddenly ask where are euu sitting here! i was like uhuh? who talking siia? then after that some of the clinical classmates late! i was like i dont know what to do! okay i really exhausted today siia! serious! okay! talk more talk more! the moments the door open-ed: walk in to the ward gosh! my heart was like gosh, i never tried before all this siia:( i dont even know what to do at all! okay then slowly slowly pick up then talk then communicate! okay i know two or three friend today(: erm, baoyin ar, nurul ar and nora aini ar! erm, all so clever and willing to teach me as well! most of the will be baoyin cos i doing bathing with her! okay, we are so afraid when the staff nurse ask us to do! i swear! then me, minmin and jasmine cubical one! minmin and jasmine went for first break then i went for second break! erm, break with baoyin! erm, was fun! by the way, break we are nnort hungry bud is just that we are thirsty! end up was so diaox lahhx! okay then nevermind! we took about half hour to 35 mintues break niia! then jiu go back lehhx! at 12 went for so call-ed de short briefing! is just the reflection we done today ar and how we going to cope ar, what's are reaction when stepping in ar! all this jiu correct lehhx! then after that jiu go back listen report again! cos like cher say report is really important siia to us and as well to the patient(: now i understand that, when the smile they gave us, is the best present and reward we got! cos we did a good job(: erm, then after report help staff nurse!(: okay, i was a damn clumsy in the way i help out lahhx! this is what i will say! i am sad and happy! sad cos i am nnort able to do a laods of thing, happy cos they gave me that smile(: is really look pretty on patitents(: then after school ,went home then meet laonuren again! then at swensen downstairs de circle sit then sarena come down! dots! she say i look like ah lian i was like? uhuh? okay nevermind! cos i crack a joke! she say swensen got smoker all outside niia mahhx! then i say i always big smoker siia! then she say euu smoke what cig? i say SINGAPORE CIG(: cos singaporean smoking end up my cig came from them! lmao! okay then went up find cj and kristen de! then kristen go off lehhx!(: erm, the moments i saw cj i go disturb then went i disturb i saw a idoit smilling from inside i know who liao jiu that dont care then pei cj go smoke! HELLO, NOT I SMOKE lahhx! idoit! then jiu go up then talk to that idiot! erm, nnort bad at least i saw that idoit starting to smile! NO LONGER GHOST! come on like i say: come on haogpengyou xiao(:(good friend smile) what really customer like is how the way we smile!(: see euu smile got customer right? okay i am talking rubbish!(: nevermind! then i jiu told that idoit something(: blahblahblah! before telling that idoit i go tell cj first then her reaction make me laugh like hell siia! then i confirm go share around de(: then talk to the idoit aloads then cos of those call i almost slap people! kns! okay, that day, i ask that idoit, die my mario how siia! then idoit say i teach euu a faster way, starting that day i dont get his joke! till today i get liao! idoit say euu go press "ALT-F4" WAHH, clever mahhx end up my mario replay! kns! then i you ask idoit again then the idoit say again, this time round i say back! kns lo! stupid idoit! disiaosiao! smack your butt siia! haha(: then he keep at there laugh lo! KNS~ really smack euu lo! if euu say nan nu shou shou bu qing wo jiu hui shuo wo cong bu ba ni dang nan sheng er shi nu sheng(euu, girl i, boy siia so euu cannot touch me then i will say i never treat euu as BOY before bud is GIRL)! HAHA(: you are my sister! lmao!(: then after that go home! reach home kor help me do thing! then got one aunt come take dont know what survery okay then i take lo! cos kor going out before he go out he disturb me mahhx! then me and him damn close de lo! then
i say: euu wait i got go ahma house euu die! haha(: okay lahhx, reach ah ma house give me a call!(: bye(:
the aunty say: WAH, HE LOOK SIBEI YAN DAO(very handsome)
the aunty say: your boyfriend look very YANDAO siia(: euu look lucky to had him this bf!
i was like uhuh? then i wanna reply she dont let me reply back! kns lahhx! i was euu idoit ar! me and him grow up together de lehhx of course will be close lahhx! okay, please make clear, he got stead de okay his stead look pretty(: oh yes, pretty(: dont believe ask me for his stead blog if i happy give euu lo! nnort happy dont give lo! they are so sweet(: haha(: erm, then take a stupid long survery till i at there yawn i say, dont give me chinese de version cos i dont know! okay quite throw face, a chinese dont like reading chinese! okay idoit! this is what i will say siia(: if your asking why he really look my bf cos we are over close! for those who know my story jiu will understand(: i and nana also very close de(: trust me(:! i dowan update lehhx! damn tired tmr working 7-3 then thur and fri will be 1-9! wahh night shift i scare scare siia! nnort that time is i cannot cope! okay i damn tired and yet i haven start writting my reflection and start reading! cher tmr ask i confirm die siia! kns! haha(: shyt(toilet aloads), haven cut nails! haha(: erm going to cut now! haha(:
smile and smile and smile(:
like i remind euu! smile is the
best to show to the customer
and the staff working with euu(:

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We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)


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What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(: GoodBye friend.! All the best(:

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