What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.

Saturday, April 18, 2009 ; 10:51:00 PM {♥}


once our heart beat together; we always does(:
cos we share every
single thing together(:
finally is satureday and tmr is sunday! gosh going nearer and nearer and i going back to attachment le:(:? i dunno which reaction i should give right now! okay,let's talk abit about yesterday(:
-friday(:
erm, finally end one week de attachment lehhx(: good(: i almost cried out at my ward when i saw something bud i did control! i think i put too much emotions inside lehhx! okay, i nnort going to put so much emotions in and i going to put more nursing care inside! i was so busy eh! dunno lehhx! maybe cos 7 people niia! then went 2nd break i more busy siia! wahh running the whole ward like mad! haha(: bud is a good experiences and made me have signature(: thanks to karesa(: she is damn willing to teach me(: i damn happy lahhx she is willing to teach! i was so forgetful after taking temperature cos i forget to put the thing back! haha(: bud the relative see i very gan chiong! damn funny de! erm, have to buck up more for my malay or nnort i have problem communicating with malay patients(: erm, teacher collect our reflection and yet i got no books to write! haha(: cos she told us before to put on a different book then i never heard dao(: heehee(: erm, anyway, my changing of shifts is approve by teacher FINALLY and a big YEAH(: i am so happy! cos i have so problem to change shifts:( bud i made it! reach home before 10 and i was so hyper! kns lahhx(: then at night did nnort do much thing bud just thinking to sleep(: cos can rest(: yeah(: congrats to all my ex 4Ts people who went back beatty and take award de(: i am so proud of you(: congrats to AHGONG AND AHKEE(:
-satureday(:
morning my dad wake me up and say: is already 1pm le(is a fake time to wake me up dont believe(:), euu are late for attachment lehhx still dowan wake up i was like! papa, today bo attachment! i wanna sleep le! then papa say: then only monday to friday ar? i say yuppiies! bye!(: cos i really very exhausted! then dunno at what time a call woke me up and then i cannot sleep back lehhx! i nag my sister before she went off the room! oh yuppiies, i was dreaming of something and my sister phone rang broke it! i was :(! cos the sentences is nnort complete yet lehhx! then nevermind! anyway, i only know i dream of ahzhu calling me! okay i climb up and open my door my phone rang and is ahzhu! i was so shiok lahhx! then okay, i pick up
ahzhu: still sleeping ar?
me: half bahhx bud just wake up!
ahzhu: i got something want ask euu!
me: euu call me got no good thing only work niia!
then she start to laugh like mad!
ahzhu: then how's your attachment? busy mahhx? can cope mahhx?
me: stress ar! nnort busy still can cope some(:!
ahzhu: then euu help me work can?
me: okay! when and what time?
ahzhu: okay thanks(:
after discussion(:
ahzhu:then sat will be 7 to 3 then sun 7 to 12!(:
me: okay(: then sarena de how?
ahzhu: i help euu change all away le(:
me: okay!
hung the phone and i was like half dead! wahh! then go computer room and disturb my sister! then play psp then bestie call-ed me and jio me out bud sad later going ahma house so cannot meet her! bud next time i will meet her(: when i am free niia! cos mon to fri attachment! sat & sun working! bud i will jiayou(: once i cannot cope i will give up my working first cos it is going to be tiring lehhx! i wanna jiayous(: then at dunno what time, bus-ed 232 down to ahma house! then i wanna give this warning to this people even though euu are always my kin and euu are having the same blood as me right now!
HELLO, who gave euu this rights to scold ahma when euu, yourself agree that your mum is a thief! euu dare jiu say in front all of us lahhx! dont be a coward somemore euu are a guy lehhx! dont piss-ed me off that i will hate euu deep down in my heart! euu got the heart de mahhx? dont be freaking coward lahhx! dare to say dont dare to come ahma hus and apologise! why scare i smack euu up ar? come lahhx! dare to speak dare to admit lehhx! dont say ahma only treat us good lahhx! i dont need any of your family concern and care lahhx! even though your mother takecare of me when i am small! bud if euu dont know the whole thing! shut up and dont say anything lahhx! that day ahma was ill lehhx, euu never even ask and euu scold ahma from the back and euu still need ahma to go your house and ask? euu got the freaking heart mahhx? bo then shutup! i will repeat again! dare say in front of us! me ar, nana ar, ahmei ar, ahboy ar or any adults lahhx! dont dare then shutup cos euu are nnort fit to have the same blood as me lahhx! dont think ahma good to bully lahhx! cos euu are a NA students(no offence to all my NA students/ friends)? i warn euu dare come my blog see this big! i dare to post up jiu dont scare let anyone scold lahhx! euu will be the one who kena scold first before me! cos euu whole family are BU XIAO ZI! ni dao BU XIAO ZI shi shen meh ma? i look down on euu! ahma dote euu so much and now i think ahma wasted! euu though aham everything wun tell me is it? i ask ahma i jiu know liao lahhx! if euu dare to call people down euu jiu coward! dont everything follow ahboy lahhx! euu though euu are as clever as ahboy? dont kns lehhx! ahboy is more clever than euu and ahboy got the heart unlike euu! freaking coward!
argh, make me so piss-ed off and disappoint-ed:( angry angry! dont know why i so xia sway to have same blood with euu! make me really so xia sway:( then i was so quiet today as well! my ahma though something happen! haha(: after that dinner with nana and three little kids then go buy newspaper then me and nana keep at there laugh non-stop siia! after dinner i look hyper until i keep make nana laugh non-stop! she say is my fault make her laugh! haha(: idoit! lmao! then went home! wahh, today de weather very hot siia! haha(: for next week more time is more pack:( time ie really running low for me right now:( i wanna more time siia! please more time! let me able to handle myself(:
erm, my attachment and working rooster(:
monday and wednesday, i will be working 1 to 9!(:
tuesday, thuresday and friday, i will be working 7 to 3(:
satureday, i will be working 7 to 3(:
sunday, i will be working 7 to 12(:
*call and text me on the right time so your wun be struggling why i am nnort replying(:
oh yuppiies to my poor ahxiang, takecare more as weather is getting more and more worst! i pity euu tonight have to book in bud anyway, labour day coming(: so tolerate some more then rang me up for audition(: haha(: okay i going off to bath as well! the weather burning me! i am going to die when my bill come! haha(: my dad is going to kill me siia! he is going to threaten that he will cut off my line! haha(: and i going to find stupid excuses again! bud my brain is blank! anyway, i dowan use line siia! very stress! haha(: erm, hope next week i will nnort be so stress up cos i can be fainting in any seconds and mintues siia! haha(: i am learning to be non-stress(: haha(: cos ahxiang teaches me a loads(: maybe only euu, his idoit will teach me loads(: thanks really(: okay, JASMINE birthday coming so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE(: dont be disappoint-ed(: everyone got hard time(:
will i fall in love euu again?

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We met one another coincidentally arrange by fate, fate made us to be good friends. So, our life meant to be meaningful having one another around. We aruge, quarrel, make mistake and forgiven by one another. No one is perfect, every mistake we made make us bond more. Therefore, I sincerely thanks all of your being a part of my life. Showering me with love that i had never had. Always lending a pair of hand & shoulder & listening for me. Your turn my negatives into positives, letting me know no matter what happen, i can lose everything but not your. We will continue walk throughout no matter what :)


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What's past could not turn back anymore. Let everything to become memories & mistake at a part of our life. From stranger - friend - sister - friend - stranger. Time to let go, even though is never easy but we still have to. Basically no one to blame, but our pride. We are too selfish losing our pride that's why thing turn out like that. Forgive & forget, move on. There is no such thing as 'without you' or 'without me' life could not move on. As long as we move on, the hatred in it will dissolve & will have peace. Nothing is impossible as long as you move on(: GoodBye friend.! All the best(:

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