Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 10:38:00 PM {♥}
no matter how much money you gave methis x-family cannot be brought by anyone(:
10MARCH2009(:
so much thinqs to HIDE; so much emotions to HIDE; so much tears to be HIDE; so much CONCERN you shown me; so much CONSOLE you qave me; so much ATTENTION you qave me throuqh OBSTACLES; so much SALIVA you waste on me; so much sleepinq time you SCARIFICE for me! how am i qoinq to return you yeah, huanqxialiu? emotions start to fly around and i started to stone aqain! what the shyt sia! oh my qosh hell! anyway, now i am really okay(: all thanks to xuehuan(: still thinkinq "how should i say? am i qoinq to this? will i break down? what kind of reaction will you qave me? what attitude will you shown me?" i already start thinkinq! honesty i hope to ask DOES I LOOK SO INVISIBLE TO YOU? hurtinq for me, only xialiu, laoniu, ahqin, chocolate and mentos know(: nevermind! if i smile everythinq will qo throuqh very fast bud this time round dont seem it siia! i hope i can say everythinq it's over but no way no way! no worries(: today was mine last paper of bioloqy(: i am so happy and i qoinq on a holiday! busy wib workinq next week onwards! so you dont need come find me coz you qot someone to accompany you! dont be so cheap and so scaritice with me(: i like to use scaritice everyone known it siia! i never brinq the questions into my exam hall and i did somethinq damn asshole that huanqxialiu almost killed me! oh my qosh shyt! she is waitinq for me and i was like stone there after my paper! she really wanna kill me lehhx! oh YEAH! tmr qoinq ahqin de school! maybe i qoinq to see the stupid panda fainted off my house! haha(: laoniu come my house to do somethinq! haha(: tmr holiday i only qo back school for injection i maybe lockinq myself up alone and stone here! i dont mind to be borinq but i am always mind to be hurt by you! erm, qood news, i qot my CP briefinq lehhx! i went in to TTSH with all my chinese friend bud sad is i am nnort same qroup with xialiu! yto your, your may think i already so henq lehhx bud why still sad? cos there is too much thinq i wanna tell xialiu and so much thinq to communicate with her! i treat her someone like my own sister i share everythinq to her(: even tot she is straiqht but she is always thinkinq for me haix! nnort same qroup with her! cher maybe be qoinq to seperate us cos too talktive liao! lmao! dont update lehx i wanna qo zzz or nnort xialiu qoinq to kill me if i am LATE! anyway, if i never reply your messaqe or return calls durinq my holiday cos i am CRAZY OVER DJ MAX(: NICE GAME(: LOVES(: mama; ahqin; banana HAPPY STUDYING YEAH? i am on my holiday mood(: