Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ; 10:45:00 PM {♥}
ma de; i never see before this view look so nice before!
i look so baichi recently! hahahahaha(: okay continue continue the story for yesterday and today aqain! okay, yesterday plan to qo out with x-family! i was damn happy! then morninq mum wake me up; bath finally step out the house! okay, train down inter to pay bill lehhx! short queue(: then pei mum until ahmei come finally can qo out(: wahh shiok! then train-ed down to yishun! then reach ahqonq house downstairs, suddenly one call came in! wahh damn shiok de! first and end words with vulqarities! okay; then they reach! i was cant tahan le! then no choice train back home aqain just to fix the stupid computer for ahmei to do "homework"! reach home; the only first thinq is to scream at her! kns! i hate the most! okay; i use 10 minutes to fix the wire and finally e whole computer is back to the same lehhx! i really feel like smack her at the moments but she went to bath so i never do that! then went out aqain! my stomach all filled with fire siia! then qo back meet laonuren as well to do somethinq! then ahqin called me then qo braddell! meet ahqin;ahkee and banana at ahkee's house! then chit chat until 9 qo hm then eat dinner! as for today lehhx! wake up; bath you qo out lehhx! meet cy and cj out to bugis! nothing lehhx!
Sunday, March 29, 2009 ; 11:39:00 PM {♥}
okay, today; yesterday; friday workinq also! i was like damn borinq when i start workinq after my outinq! i should say nothinq really happen but the staffs there saw my hair say very cute! i remember dejun told me somethinq, i very BHB i qo reply siia! there is the conversation:
DEJUN:xinyee your hair hen mei(look nice)
XINYEE: really? nnort hen mei is cute!:P
i look damn bhb
SAND CASTLE:D
KEE;YEE;HUAN;QIN;XUAN[:
THE JOYS WE HAD IS FUN(x
THANKS FOR THE CHOC BUT I SELDOM TAKE CHOC(:come on, today will be a bit borinq! GOSH~ cos i qot nothinq to post siia! morninq woke up so early dont know for what shyt hell siia! haha! then online with my bladder hell eyes close[: my words sound like i dont look okay man! heehee! dont worry i am damn fine! i just that i am playful(: meet qin and kee then train down ahqonq house! buy lunch up cos ahqonq de leq poor thinq siia! is still painful riqht now man! today, went down for MAJONG! heehee! wahh, i never really win dao siia! i remember i win once or twice niia! cant remember siia! heehee(: after MAJONG qo cut my frinqe! qosh i am nnort use to my frinqe riqht now even tot i cut lehhx! haix! walao, i like kena rob siia! cut frinqe for 5bucks? yeere! wanbadan siia! erm, our outinq will be stoppinqq for tmr! cos tmr is a friday niia! have to brinq mei to school tmr! KNS~ at yio chu kanq then qo home rot! a bit diaox siia! arqh! siian! i wanna faint liao mahhx! really KNS siia! mei say my hair weird weird de siia! kind of sad! haha(: but nevermind cos already cut liao lehhx(: unless i take super qlue stick back! heehee! i am just jokinq! erm, nothinq happen today lehhx! i remember i almost fall down when i was qoinq down the stair! i bath hao nnort lonq, qot a quy at my house outside, promotinq ice cream and i did somethinq very stupid lo! my hair was so messy siia! ASSHOLE! so uqly lo! then i qot no time just to entertain him first siia! arqh then went down to buy somethinq that time you saw that quy, that quy still smile back to me maybe cos i am too funny liao siia! KNS~ haha(: someone told me at ns so fun! i almost kill-ed the person off my house! haha(: he saw will kill me more! haha(: but he is damn cute de lo! the way he messaqe me! heehee(: anyway, i was lauqhinq when i saw it! i should share with your next time
PHOTO TAKEN AT EAST COAST(:erm, as today is a deal that x-family outinq will be plan at east coast(: so i will talk less and let photo take my place in talkinq cos i am damn tired liao siia! i swear i never had a so wonderful outinq with x-family(: morninq thanks banana for callinq me(: then wake up and done everythinq i should and before i step out my house i read newspaper! qosh, imaqine i am so quaix siia(: then hope in the train when ahqonq reach! then meet the rest all at bus 31(: haha(: laoniu is late! ohmyqosh! she qoinq to treat us somethinq(: haha(: after she reach we went to had mac for lunch! wahh this few day been havinq mac and mac siia! then bus-ed down to east coast! at bus is filled with x-family noisy! then talk ar talk! then reach east coast went toilet first! wahh, playinq while cyclinq siia! then qo cycle until the end went to play sand then build sand castle! we throw banana down lo! damn siia! then play until we reaslise that is cryinq so we went off lehhx! then cycle bahhx(: i know i fall down but never bleed! i remember ahqonq said: if later we(qin,xuan,kee,huan) fall down, yee euu must come save me first cos i old liao ar bones will break siia! end up sway sway let her said zhonq lo! they all fall down mahhx! i panic siia! dunno who to save first lo! KNS! henq qot people come help me siia! i know the moments i step down the bic i numb liao siia! wahh laoo! we ride for so lonq siia! KNS siia! in between we went to eat and drink cos too thirsty liao! 3 water bottle share amonq 5 person(: haha(: erm total 5 person qo, 5 person fall down 4 person hand and leqs bleed siia! then after that bus home aqain then i qo meet laonuren! plan-ed to ask retarded out bue too sad retarded addicted to the qame! STUPIDEST ASSHOLE! then plan to play audition de i messaqe benzhu end up i almost smack him siia! but i still miss him lo! KNS! qo in also never tell me mahhx! bastard like we are nnort friend siia! KNS!?! kill benzhu kill benzhu! sha sha sha! dowan update lehhx! i damn tirinq liao siia! KNS! cannot stand lehhx! tmr qoinq down for MAJONG! GUYS; dont be late(: SMILE(: pray hard retarded pei her qo see moive siia! haha(: dont forqet or nnort kill euu also no use siia! wahh laoo! zzz NIGHTS!!! fun today(:
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ; 10:41:00 PM {♥}
FIRSTLY; HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBAC(:
erm, qoinq to a bit borinq in my bloq as i did nnort really went out today yeah? haha(: morninq did nnort manaqe to wake up in time cos i swtich off my alarm siia! kns! forgotten i still have to wake up end up or press end up switch off! end up nevermind! wake up very rush dont even have time to slack siia! end up do hao everythinq is already qoinq 11 so no choice step out my shoes lehhx! who knows quess who called me? amenda, cos she scare i cannot wake up! rush to station! then train-ed down! qo work walkinq very rush! kns! end up reach there still early! then see hao everythinq jiu start work liao lehhx! work from 1130 to 330(: durinq the one for one lunch i damn piss off over the customer mahhx! wahh laoo dont kns with me lehhx! euu blind is it? cannot see that we are so busy? wahh laoo asshole! then only after that one for one lunch i should say finally can rest a bit! but cos today is tuesday stock cominq in so help to stack up! erm, thanks alex, chenjie and mother for helpinqq me or nnort i will panic over e food siia!(: i remember kristen said somethinq to me(: the moments i said hello to her, she said i am so qlad and happy to see euu(: i was like smillinq the whole afternoon(: haha(: then top up this and that! then saw someone i dont like came to work! then i dunn even said HELLO to her or what lo! kns! is nnort i anqry or what is i dont think i have to respect her siia! nevermind! dunn ever talk about her spoiltinq mood siia(: then after work ahqin and ahqonq watchinq the moive which i nnort really interested so never join lehhx! so ask laonuren and retarded out toqether(: wahh, i was like almost faint-ed off lahhx! then talk ar talk ar talk non-stop! i was so hyper today niia! see tmr my enerqy all finished siia!(: after that i went up! i scolded retarded! anyway, honesty IHATESMOKER! i think should nnort be any offences bahhx! euu should know me a bit more i dowan euu smoke cos i qot my own reason! ask me why! i will tell euu! anyway, the scoldinq and naqqinq and beatinq are very rash! i am here to say SORRY to retarded(: if really hurt dunn smoke lehhx! nnort qood(: dont stupid YEAH? haha(: after that went home sweet home lehhx! wahh reach home i damn tired siia! i very steady siia! i hold the psp in front of me and sleep! pretendinq that i am playinq but i am nnort(: haha(: anyway, tmr qoinq out lehhx! anythinq called me(: as lonq as i happy jiu picked up your phone diaox(: haha(: kiddinq(: ma de no time qo cut hair siia! yeah! tmr cyclinq(: a qood exercise(: lmao! kiddinq plus jokinq(:
Monday, March 23, 2009 ; 11:25:00 PM {♥}
a friend like your i dont how to say goodbye! if without all kinds ofjokes given by your i dont know this world going to fall lehhx!
every obstacles we went throuqh and i learn something that
which cant be brought by money de is x-family(: LOVES(:
23 MARCH 2009:D
yesterday did nnort sleep well due to somethinq and someone people mahhx! recently i realise nnort studyinq also havinq so serious de eyebaq:( what the mao is this siia! qosh! haha(: never imaqaine i can cos of one friends like you end up so sleepyness! wahh laoo, pay me back my sleepinq hours and my mood(: haha(: i am always kiddinq! dont worry(: wahh complain ar complain ar! everyone missinq me YEAH? i mean missinq my voice(: heehee(: miss my noisy lehhx(: laobenqe said i never qo very quiet mahhx! asshole! i look so noisy to euu! haha(: does i look cute to euu as well? heehee(: a bit nuts! nevermind(: so start smilinq(: and be cheerful for the days(: this is what i always remindinq myself to be(: come on smile and be cheerful(: erm, morninq never plan to wake up so early de bud mama called me and ask me whether qoinq out mahhx! i say dunno cos i dont really qet what she say! after she hanq the phone i re-cap what she told me! then i say oh yuppiies yesterday niqht xialiu qot told me about this siia! so i wake up and bath before i go out meet them! erm, meet banana and mama at mrt station! then train-ed down to yishun for lunch cos none of us taken any meal expect for xialiu! cos her jiejie buy for her! at train, mama and banana played DJ MAX cos i nnort in that qood mood in playinq mahhx! had mac as our lunch! after eatinq went up xialiu's house for MAJONG! wahh, is been a lonq time we have nnort been playinq MAJONG! for me niia lahhx! cos i always went missinq de!(: before start MAJONG we went to take xialiu's eeyore! mama take eeyore GODSON, banana take KINGKONG, i take RETARD cos i brouqht that for xialiu's present! xialiu of course take her couple la, her precious eeyore! then play ar play ar then plan for BBQ(: plan ar plan ar! is time too meet ahqin liao! my twins! so happy to see her toos(: dunno why i am always so eaqer to see my twins(: then train-ed down sembawanq to find ahqin(: after that arcade(: play ar play ar! play DDR damn funny de! then mix and match then qo KFC eat snakers then chit chat(: erm we qot such a qood plan siia(: woohoos(: so happy! erm, we are buyinq shoes aqain!(: toqether(: wakaka(: then after that qo home! erm, i am qoinq a hair cut for frinqe tomorrow!(: i qoinq to have a damn straiqht cut for frinqe! this is the first time i tried out but dunno will it be nice mahhx! haha(: but they say will be cute(: heehee(: then train-ed home! i was like damn exhausted lahhx today! erm tomorrow meetinq x-family aqain(: woohoos cool YEAH! erm i qoinq to list out all the dates that i will nnort be free plus i wanna stop workinq lehhx! i think x-family is more important then money siia!(: that's why i always say x-family cannot be brouqh by money(: hahah(: erm, for those people wanna find call-ed my phone dont call my house(: heehee(: phone will be 24 hours open but dunn ranq me at niqht just to ask me qo toilet pee or nnort i will kill euu! haha(:
*NOTE:4T1's BOYS & GIRLS(:
WE ARE HAVING A CLASS BBQ ON 4 APRIL 2009! PLACE WILL BE COMFIRM AGAIN(: SO ANYTHING JUST CONTACT ANY 4T1 CLASSMATES(: HOPE TO SEE YOUR THERE(:
erm now is my X-FAMILY OUTING(: HAHA(: i am so excited and lookinq damn forward siia!
24 march - ahqin and ahqonq qo watch moive! after that yee and kee join(:
25 march - x-family cyclinq at eastcoast andfly kite(:
26 march - x-family anyone at MAJONG(:
30 march - arcade and qo town for neoprints(:
31 march - x-family qoinq for badminton(:
01 april - only free qirls qo out and buys shoes and arcade(:
24 march - ahqin and ahqonq qo watch moive! after that yee and kee join(:
25 march - x-family cyclinq at eastcoast andfly kite(:
26 march - x-family anyone at MAJONG(:
30 march - arcade and qo town for neoprints(:
31 march - x-family qoinq for badminton(:
01 april - only free qirls qo out and buys shoes and arcade(:
02 april - swimming(:
03 april - changi airport time(:
04 april- class BBQ(:
06 april - simei ite(:
07 april - watchinq moive(:
08 april - badminton(:
09 april - swimming(:
03 april - changi airport time(:
04 april- class BBQ(:
06 april - simei ite(:
07 april - watchinq moive(:
08 april - badminton(:
09 april - swimming(:
10 april - takinq neoprints(:
*anyone searchinq for just called me dont expect i called you cos i qot no time(:
i dont know what and how should i do?
continue to be like this or play hide and seek?
speak out, and i always willinq to be at e side!
voice out, and make a call to me and i say HELLO(:
does my cheerful and voice have briqhten euu up?
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ; 11:35:00 PM {♥}
COMING SOON; I FINALLY WATCH IT!okay, i will just briefly said what i been doinq of this week(: i will only able to off on two days and i really almost fainted off durinq work! i have nnort been sleepinq enouqh! even thouqh i dont think of anythinq! haha(: tuesday, wednesday, thuresday, friday and saturday also workinq siia! wahh, cannot imaqine i am workinq for so many days! only off on monday and sunday! erm, talk about monday first i am rottinq at home cos i woke up too late liao lehhx haha(: people still havinq lesson and i am sleepinq at home! sunday; which is today lehhx(: i also rottinq at my aunt house! what the hell, sometime i dont really qet what my parents wanna siia! i am a qirl that's why i cannot qo out! i think qot no loqic lo! anyway, i very anqry! nevermind is already over lehhx(: erm, all the staffs now should be enjoyinq outside bahhx! nevermind! but yet, GUYS ENJOY(: erm i will start my topic for those workinq days(:
-tuesday(:
i was workinq for the 1 FOR 1 LUNCH and i really almost faint-ed off! wahh laoo! somethinq happen that day also siia! i was like KNS! i dont really own you money siia! dunn think euu are so biq! i can complain and let euu cannot be the position euu are riqht now but i will still say euu can be so KNS to me but i dont have cos i dowan to be like you(: haha(: i am so asshole! nevermind! then meet laonuren if i nnort wronq(: then the rest i cannot remember lehhx(: serious short term memory :(
-wednesday(:
morninq wake up jiu qo disturb people liao cos i workinq at niqht(: erm, so meet laonuren and a retarded come out for lunch then chit-chat(: have loads of fun but cos of somethinq i very quilty:( so i will nnort say out what really happen but can ask me at msn but if i forqotten i am so sorry! then jiu went off to work at 5plus! erm, at swensen more funny lo! everyone was so shiok that i was so quiet lahhx! aiya, i iwll kept quiet when only thinq happen! so everyone came and ask ARE YOU OKAY? what happen! i was like dunn ask lehhx dunn ask lehhx! the moments i step in rebac ar euu okay? what happen to your hair? euu sleep in bus ar? blahblahblah(: oh yuppiies xiaowei came down as well forqotten to say HELLO(: cos mood too down cannot blame me(: then after that menda ask me: euu work 1 day de 1 OR 1 jiu wanna sick liao ar? i say no! then the chef also ask! wahh laoo! i almost qone crazy siia! HAHA(: then kristen also ask! then say somethinq i finally start to smile from the bottom of my heart(: i nnort used to euu so quiet siia! euu dunn look okay so ARE YOU OKAY? wahh, i really almost fainted siia! haha(: then at niqht menda ask me aqain so i explain to her the whole story liao! then she also ask me what to do(: thanks! then before i went off, laonuren called me! and oh yuppiies MICHELLE called me as well, anyway, IM SORRY cos i never return your call cos nnort really in the mood of it(: anyway, we confirm can meet de trust me(: by riqht nnort workinq tmr de plan to qo out but menda ask me back to help out so i qo back and help out(: haha(:
-thuresday
heehee(: workinq morninq(: but this time qot a loads of people help me i was so happy lahhx! yuppiies i remember i work with sherman(: i keep disturb sherman(: sherman shi ge da bendan:P haha(: i work until 330 then sherman work until 3!(: then after doinq my cleaninq i went off lehhx(: qo meet laonuren for moive(: cos tmr i nnort free! then meet the retarded at PS! heehee(: erm, the show is excellent man(: but all the way i keep lauqhinq! we was like so sway lahhx! takinqq too in front de seat! HEADACHE:( then after that watch lehhx jiu qo home cos laonuren meetinq her qodfather! heehee then home sweet home(:
-friday
workinq morninq saw the stupid cat! then he keep disturb me! haha(: then i keep scold him! table 28 a loads of people aqain! which i really hate the most siia! haha(: then after they went off i finally can relax! haha(: i work until 330 went off then jiu continue at niqht cos ziana nnort feel well siia! then i help out(: then do until closinq from 6! haha(: then jiu home sweet home! wahh, after watchinq show i very the best sleep ever siia! cos tmr satureday lehhx(: can relax cos nnort workinq morninq(: heehee(:
-satureday
i did nnort manaqe to wake up early to see my cartoons:( i wanna see de! cos i purposely qo switch the channel the cartoons de! end up overslept never watch! WASTED:( nevermind but i have a qood sleep(: then work at niqht! heehee(: chanqed my time with de jun(: YEAH! X-FAMILY OUTING! LOVES(: finally i misses your siia! is just that i nnort free that why never meet your:( after that jiu home sweet home(: then somethinq happen at niqht! wahh laoo i knowjiu qo sleep early lehhx! haha(: but nevermind(:
i realise e distance is qettinq closer(:
hope e distance will nnort fade away(:
i hope to be always there for you cos (:
a pat towards myself cos i did a good job(:
Sunday, March 15, 2009 ; 11:45:00 PM {♥}
STUPIDNANA;IDOITYEEYEE(:JEALOUS? I CAN TAKE PHOTO WITH HER:P
15MARCH 2009:D
i wil briefly state out what i done for the past few days as i know i will be very forqetful nowadays(: the moments i reach seventeen i realise my STM is more and more seriously siia! qosh! haha(:
-when injection that day:D
erm, morinq wake up meet ahqin and ahqonq qo CLEMENTI for fun(: haha(: bud end up so soryr to ahqin cos i have to help ahqonq to fill in somethinq end up no choice have to qo off! after that train-ed down to CLEMENTI! end up i asshole play DJ max play too much liao then ask ahqonq went up the wronq train! almost kena kill-ed by ahqonq siia! qosh! haha(: then reach there i saw somethinq that really burst my lauqhter out siia! qosh! what the mao! i at there keep lauqh non-stop siia! then call-ed MAMA to prevent we went missinq at her school! qo eat first hunqry siia! cannot tahan! hohoho(: lmao! dots dots! after eatinq went to explore(: then qo find ahqin first followed by banana! wahh, at there slack slack slack followed by qoinq back school for injection! yeere borinqq! thanks ahqonq de dad came to fetch us(: hohoho! then qo school! inject lehhx jiu qo home! ahqonq de dad drove us back aqain! heehee(: then at ahqonq de cab watch monks! let me think of that benzhu! damn funny de e show! lmao! then train home! eveninq went out with x-family and aqain is without banana! then talk talk talk! okay talk hao liao! know what to do liao just speak out(: at niqht on the phone talk like switchinq on the tap water lo! cannot stop de siia! the water but end up CONTROL! qosh! hell bloodyhellshyt! haha(: then at niqht keep think of somethinq before my lalala niqhtdreaminq sleep siia!
-went to ahmei's school that day
by riqht is qoinq out de bud coz my emotions nnort that stable but end up did went out lehhx! poor ahqonq, she sick after her injection so ask her qo see doctor! then doc say she qot 5 diagnoses: flu, couqh, vomittinq, fever & diarrhoea! poor her but also henq her! nnort sick durinq attachment! still waitinq me, myself to sick cos dowan sick at attachment cos lazy to replace siia! that's why hoppinq to qet sick durinq holidays! so i can skip work as well! haha(: i so asshole siia! wahh, the moments i saw my sister de result i really feel like smack her and whipp her up with cane siia! qosh! i cannot believe my sister qot this kind of result? oh my qosh! twoU, three5 and only 1A? omq, stand in my shoes and scold her bahhx! kill her as i wish! end up i very borinq so ask laonuren! end up she wanna sleep liao i honq her up! she almost killed me i know this haha(: then qo dinner toqether! i was like so hunqry end up cos of one RETARDED; i keep at there scold scold scold end up cannot finished siia but i only feel very thirsty! haix! why wanna be so stubborn IDOIT! asshole! ma de! then qo walk walk then qo back home! reach home still early! heehee(: i never reach home late siia bud yet still kena naq! GOSH anyway used to this habit =P
-went to meet thampiq
was nnort that successful as i tot bud nevermind! BESTIES: we have tried our best to stretch out hand out to help euu whether euu wanna help yourself or nnort i dont know but dont qive up easily cos you miqht reqret! but reqrettinq is the STUPIDEST thinq euu have to do! hope the PIGLET let euu think of THAMPIG! anyway, went to bank and draw 4OObucks out! oh my qosh! painful siia! cos i work so hard and yet of my thinq i have to bank off all my money mama lemon! hohoho(: nevermind! dinner with ahqonq(: holiday also keep see-inq her haha(: before went home ask ahqonq to qo bath ar, take medicine before she FORGET! always like that=P then home sweet home aqain!
-went to IT SHOW
stupid IT SHOW, harm i so early wake up! end up i was like halfdead siia! nevermind! erm, dad cannot find place to park end up qo to ms de carpark! heehee(: finally qot space! wahh, went IT SHOW was shiok de lo! everywhere also tio stuck siia! wahh, shiok untill cannot shiok bodah! heehee(: at there brouqh a CPU and a PRINTER! aiseh, finally i buy finished! on the way is what i almost scold vulqarities, wahh tio stuck aqain bud this time is qoinq to be different siia cos i have to carry the printer! GOSH heavy! my hand still cramps now! what the hell! HELLOS, qirls carry printer very weird meh? why keep look look look? GND! dare to bump into me i use printer knock euu back this is my reaction! i was really faintinqq siia! qosh! then qo beach road, eat liao HOME SWEET HOME! reach home start to fix computer! i really wanna die liao siia then end up all my COUSINS nnort free or nnort jiu shi dont know! wtm! then at niqht went work! i was a bit retarded lo! qosh! cannot imaqine bodah! i wanna fainted off siia! i reach there at 6 plus bud by riqht i should start at 6! ahaha(: then endup supper with laonuren:D then qo home! my mind push me to think of somethinq then end up slept at 2! wahh laoo, the next day workinq at 10am! GOSH!
-workinq time
by riqht i only slept for 3 hours de then i keep tell myself 5 mins lahhx, 5 mins lahhx end up more clever 30 mins more until i forgotten what time i start work lo! bastard! then i evry tired liao still have to do thinq i dont like! went work aqain! saw the boss! i was like GOSH! see euu i dont need work liao! my reaction but he like fall in love with SWENSEN'SOUTLET mahhx! stay there till menda lai lo! wahh laoo, KNS! i stress until wanna kill myself liao! then henq qot DEJUN ar, ALEX ar, REBAC ar help me or nnort euu see i sittinq on e floor and start to EMO! haha(: kiddinq nia! cos i dont know how to EMO! haha(: then suddenly come a table for 11person! i was like can stop it mahhx bo? i wanna faint liao siia! i really nnort enouqh sleep liao bodah you PIG is it? haha(: then dejun i faint-ed off siia! SIAO! cos i squat at there! i wanna sleep liao! without dejun help toqther i confirm with be over my dead body siia! hell man! YAWNING now! what siia! then qo lunch iwth laonuren! then she came my house then fix the stupid printer keep kena scoldinq! HELLO? do i really look like engineerinq? CRAZY bodah! euu piq is it? haha(: then scold scold scold until i cannot stand i almost scolded back! then at niqht went temple with dad! GOSH! i slept there without bed! i wanna my bed when the moments i was there! i wanan zzzz liao end up nevermind hackcare just sleep there end up wake up after 15mins! GOSH! then HOMESWEETHOME! sleepy!i wanna qo zzzz such a lonq post! haha(:
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ; 11:40:00 PM {♥}
it's over come on cheers(:11MARCH2009
i voice out! yes, i did voice out! anyway, i will nnort post so much bud there is somethinq i will make it clear here cos i think is IMPORTANT! for the person who know who is it please take note of it cos i am really very tired and damn sickeninq over all this matter! i already voice out! so dont be guilty(: the moral of the story is dont be guilty!
*to the person only:
dont be guilty that this matter pull dao euu continue to do your presentation and do well(: the support is always qiven by me cos i am the one who is always cheerful! somehow bhb eh? nevermind! there is no blame towards euu, everyone is nnort prefect even qod! maybe those words i say is rash bud make over it! come on sia! dont even do somethinq that is silly and dont avoid me cos i will be the one avoidinq first cos i am the who started it off with this alriqht! please dont be so guilty that euu are the one who cause me to voice out, no one is in any blame so remember dont be guitly this is what i am qoinq to say! i still wanna be friends with euu! dont do the way like euu do to someone hor! asshole! your favourite words to scold RETARD! a bit lmao!
*to the person i spoken:
i know you miqht be readinq my bloq toos, dont be guilty that you causes me to voice out! reason i voice out is cos i am sickeninq and seriously very tired liao! i think you also damn shocked over the question i voice out bahhx! wad is done; already been done lehhx! what i already answered i answered; what i should say i said lehhx! taq me dont put name!
*to x-family and loved once:
i am fine dont worry! if my mood affect your i am so sorry! dont meant it and dont blame me! i maybe silence for a moments bud trust me enouqh that my mood will be back in any moments and any times!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 10:38:00 PM {♥}
no matter how much money you gave methis x-family cannot be brought by anyone(:
10MARCH2009(:
so much thinqs to HIDE; so much emotions to HIDE; so much tears to be HIDE; so much CONCERN you shown me; so much CONSOLE you qave me; so much ATTENTION you qave me throuqh OBSTACLES; so much SALIVA you waste on me; so much sleepinq time you SCARIFICE for me! how am i qoinq to return you yeah, huanqxialiu? emotions start to fly around and i started to stone aqain! what the shyt sia! oh my qosh hell! anyway, now i am really okay(: all thanks to xuehuan(: still thinkinq "how should i say? am i qoinq to this? will i break down? what kind of reaction will you qave me? what attitude will you shown me?" i already start thinkinq! honesty i hope to ask DOES I LOOK SO INVISIBLE TO YOU? hurtinq for me, only xialiu, laoniu, ahqin, chocolate and mentos know(: nevermind! if i smile everythinq will qo throuqh very fast bud this time round dont seem it siia! i hope i can say everythinq it's over but no way no way! no worries(: today was mine last paper of bioloqy(: i am so happy and i qoinq on a holiday! busy wib workinq next week onwards! so you dont need come find me coz you qot someone to accompany you! dont be so cheap and so scaritice with me(: i like to use scaritice everyone known it siia! i never brinq the questions into my exam hall and i did somethinq damn asshole that huanqxialiu almost killed me! oh my qosh shyt! she is waitinq for me and i was like stone there after my paper! she really wanna kill me lehhx! oh YEAH! tmr qoinq ahqin de school! maybe i qoinq to see the stupid panda fainted off my house! haha(: laoniu come my house to do somethinq! haha(: tmr holiday i only qo back school for injection i maybe lockinq myself up alone and stone here! i dont mind to be borinq but i am always mind to be hurt by you! erm, qood news, i qot my CP briefinq lehhx! i went in to TTSH with all my chinese friend bud sad is i am nnort same qroup with xialiu! yto your, your may think i already so henq lehhx bud why still sad? cos there is too much thinq i wanna tell xialiu and so much thinq to communicate with her! i treat her someone like my own sister i share everythinq to her(: even tot she is straiqht but she is always thinkinq for me haix! nnort same qroup with her! cher maybe be qoinq to seperate us cos too talktive liao! lmao! dont update lehx i wanna qo zzz or nnort xialiu qoinq to kill me if i am LATE! anyway, if i never reply your messaqe or return calls durinq my holiday cos i am CRAZY OVER DJ MAX(: NICE GAME(: LOVES(: mama; ahqin; banana HAPPY STUDYING YEAH? i am on my holiday mood(:
Friday, March 6, 2009 ; 9:20:00 PM {♥}
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When i fall, your are always at myside supporting me. No matter how tough this path is, your never give up on me! When every i fell and your never ask me to give up and gave me load of couragement. Your never failed to be at myside! Every obstacles, i am facing your never throw me there but yet walk with me! Your made my life interesting(: THANKS X-FAMILY(:
HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY(:
THIS DRINK DONE BY XUEHUAN omgh
BIRTHDAY SMASH I HAD EVERY YEAR(:
THE BAG X-FAMILY GAVE ME(: LOVES(:
NICE? OF COURSE! THANKS GUYS! 
XINYEE;BANANA(:
NINJA TURTLE AND SOCCERBALL(:
HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY(:THIS DRINK DONE BY XUEHUAN omgh
BIRTHDAY SMASH I HAD EVERY YEAR(: 
THE BAG X-FAMILY GAVE ME(: LOVES(: NICE? OF COURSE! THANKS GUYS! YOUR USED UP ALL YOUR TIME TO DO ALL THIS!
THANKS X-FAMILY(:
THANKS(: SOMETHING THAT MONEY CANNOT BE BROUGHT!
THANKS(: SOMETHING THAT MONEY CANNOT BE BROUGHT! 
XINYEE;BANANA(: 
NINJA TURTLE AND SOCCERBALL(:06MARCH2009(:
wahh, i damn tired in e morninq when e moments i woke up! i almost late for my train! omqh! henq, end up i never missed e train! e moments i reach school, we saw a empty seat we sat down then open locker and fall a sleep lehhx i damn tired until i cannot stand! after that minmin reach, i did wake up but i slept back untill dont know what time i fully wake up and went to lesson! nursinqq studies! qoinq to be e last day that i cant see ms lenq aqain till my clinical traininq finished! i qoinq to miss ms lenq! oh my qosh! after that was bio! ma de, see that person i really hope can shut up bud sad that person cannot shut up and keep snore like a piq nonstop! oh my qosh lo! damn it! i really cannot stand today! i keep at there scold her scold her! i still complain to minmin! haha(: she damn funny! okay, qood news i break my record i never sleep in any bio or nursinq studies lesson! oh YEAH! haha(: after school, went home! chanqe le train-ed down yishun! then reach there, we keep talk about psp coz i brinq alonq, i even too laoniu de psp qame! oh yeah! haha(: oh my qosh! what i say later your dare to perform dont perform in front of us coz i will scream your ass off sinqapore! okay, somethinq touchinq cominq out! oh my qosh! laomuniu came in and ask me and qinqtian out! then i tot can start majonq liao lehhx but instead of that they qave me damn biq suprise! oh my qosh! e moments i came out the show me e cake! oh my qosh! touched! then they celebrate with me! oh my qosh! i never tot that they will be doinq this and they planned it for lonq time! thanks, then after celebratinq, here is come the most fun part for them! they qot the chance to smash me! oh my qosh! is was damn disqustinq! if your at the spot, your will kena scare by them! wahh, the bottle i drink until wanna vomit siia! oh my qosh! after everythinq, we went back for psp fiqht! haha(: damn funny de! banana miss that show siia! haha(: after that at 6plus went home!(: qoods news: he finally taken his A level(: oh yeah! he failed one subject lo! wth! i almost smack his butt haha(: he wishes me a belated! haha(: oh yuppiies thanks JASON too(: i almost cannot remember him siia! oh my qosh i tot i saw a qirl! haha(: but end up is him! so sorry, anyway, he wear until too different liao mahhx! aiya, people wanna qo datinq siia! haha(: kiddinq! let him know he qoinq to kill me! haha(:
specially to X-FAMILY:
thanks for today! i know i am a asshole! haha(: but still thanks your! i never expect that your wanna do this for me! everythinq is too sudden lehhx! haha(: i dont know how to express and react off but all i will say i so damn touched even tot that moments is short but for me nothinq with your is short coz without your, everythinq maybe to different! i wun be someone i am riqht now and i maybe be damn damn damn neqatives and over-sensitive! is your raise your de hand out and rescue me away from this! your held out an helpinq hand for me! thanks for the dise too! it remind me of this 4 years! it remind me how we walk throuqh this path with all kinds of obstacles! this 4 years, we came damn hard and everythinq passes by overcominq! your made me shed; happy! your made every my emotions filled with expression and how to be cheerful even every obstacles is cominq non-stoppinq! your are so prefect to me! it's a promises that we will continue it! your teaches me a loads! how to tolerate, treasure, precious, learn pickinq myself up, nnort to qive up too easy and much more! thanks for lendinq all your times with my present! thanks this is the best present i recieve forever! lastly: THANKS X-FAMILY(: LOVES:DDDD
Thursday, March 5, 2009 ; 11:08:00 PM {♥}
CAIYUN;XINYEE(:
XINYEE;MINMIN;XUEHUAN:D
XINYEE;XUEHUAN(:
MINMIN;XINYEE(:05MARCH2009:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;MS TAN;SUTHA'S BROTHER;JIANYANG(:
before i start to bloq about what happen i wanna thanks all my fellow friends and loves once(: if i left your name out euu can punish me or even peel my skins off de(: haha(: so thanks caiyun, xuehuan, shuqin, xuanhui, shiqi, xianqyun, zhanqwei, minmin, dicky, peiyi, apple, sutha, devi, weixionq and michelle! erm, i think i never left out anyone(: morninq i was damn tirinq siia! wahh, first lesson started off with bio aqain and i am nnort sleepinq due to i been sleepinqq too much yesterday(: ahahs(: after that was nursinq studies de theory siia! wahh yawninq halfway! thanks to xialiu, she keep entertain me:D after that break jiu LLA lehhx coz dont' know why no PE! YEAH! i dont like PE! haha(: oh my qosh! haha(: then LLA, cher very early jiu let us leave lehhx! then saw besties(: talk to her awhile jiu when off lehhx! haha(: after that went to meet laonuren and him! then was damn fun de! even tot time is always short but at least i did enjoy(: qo and ate pizzza hut and i think i saw someone who is lookinq damn familiar! i was like damn scare lahhx! i told laonuren! then we left the pizza hut and went tourinq around suntec and inter! borinq! i damn tired siia! yawninq and yet i haven done my work yet! i am waitinq for someone to return and talk to me! i damn sleepy! i feel like qoinq to zzzz! haha(: faster eat faster come back or nnort i killinq euu! haha(: LMAO(:
