♥What's past, let it go! Cherish the future, hold it tight.
Saturday, February 28, 2009 ; 10:35:00 PM {♥}
YUMMY? feel like eating? hohoho:D
27 FEBRUARY 2009:(
today school was fun, ms leng was damn nice to brouqht us nasi lemak!(: aiseh, xialiu feed me! can your imaqine? haha(: i know she qoinq to kill me! haha(: then after NS was BIO! was damn siian and damn sux durinq that lesson! sometime i really hope euu just shut up without any comments at all but i know euu will failed to do that, this is always like that! oh my qosh! anyway, euu think i qivinq a damn for euu, a small xiao qianq niia! idiot! haha(: after that end school! woohoo! train-ed home with xialiu and chocolate! then xialiu and me saw somethinq damn lmao de! the person practinq kissinq siia! wahh, sexy bodah! damn ass lahhx! i keep lauqhinq non-stop! heehee:D after that reach home! talk awhile with dad then my sis reach home! her friend called and asked her back to school! then i pei her! i smart siia! we cab there and cab home toos(: heehee! as i am rushinq time for qoinq out with x-family! then after cab home i was like wth! i was like runninq for competition siia! dots! train down xialiu's house then slack awhile before we qo to sembawanq! it is a place always filled with memories, even for zhutou(: then at 6 plus i went off lehhx! as i qoinq for to hand up the bursary! wahh, the place was so dark and scary lo! walk here walk there! then i almost lost my way! coz i cock eye siia! then home sweet home niia! *i am okay dont worry!*
28 FEBRUARY 2009(:
was workinq and i am quite tired! i went around and ask the new promotion de thinq!(: then ask menda workinq also! then today customer dont seem to be a loads so nevermind! been slackinq a bit! haha(: then qo around the whole place like idoit! then i did a mistake! haix! then qet beaten up before i qo explain to the customer! haha(: but nort really kena beaten up lahhx! haha(: then i explain lehhx the customer very kind(: and they understand! after around dunno how lonq before i walk to station two, the customer talk to me! qirl, if e mistake euu made will causes euu kena sack/ cut down salary tell me, i dont mind payinq the money as usual, please tell me! then i say no this is the mistake i made myself nnort your, is just that i never explain to your before i take your order, so dont worry(: my manager will already left thinq off lehhx dont worry, they will nnort cut down my salary or what:D i smile while i was walkinq away! i think if this happen on other customer, the person will even hackcare and scold me de lo! ma de asshole! then she wait-ed for then qo eat! eat until now still very full siia! nort yet hunqry but is sleepy siia! then qo ahma house! i lonq time no see kor le, i still qo disturb him! heehee(: he must have ronq xin to have me this cousin siia! i am so entertaininq(: then talk to nana a loads of thinq! *nana: dont worry, i know what i am doinq and i still can tolerate! anythinq happen i still can tolerate coz i am XINYEE(: and i am your cousin lehhx(:*
i only can talk smooth without e topic of yours'
even tot i been thinkinq niqhts for you!
i hope i can say;
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ; 10:47:00 PM {♥}
I MISS THOSE 4T's MEMORIES:(
25 FEBRUARY 2009
havinq bio on the first lesson; wahh, shiok siia! wahh, damn tired! the moments the paper was in front of me i start to lauqh lo! idoit! coz what i learn yesterday niqht all came out! shiok plus cool:D this is the first time when i step out the MLT without havinq a qlum at my face. the happily exam i take, even my MCQs is a bit; dots:D haha(: but at least i have tried my best, coz i remeber yesterday niqht i was so stressed up coz thinkinq that second paper going to hard end up i sleep wake up go school is the other story lehhx; A class people seem so happy:D oh YEAH! then after that break, break finished bio but end up qo in the room was MS LENG; my cuties teacher in ITE life:D heehee:D i never do my NS work yet siia! later tmr kena scream! haha:D jasmine was the joke of today ahahs:D cannot imaqine she is damn funny lahhx, she can lauqh non-stop like that de lo! ahahs:D OH YEAH, HOLIDAY COMING:D DAMN HAPPY SIIA!:D I AM WAITING FOR HOLIDAY:D HOPE NO TEACHER ASK WE ALL COME BACK TO WASTE TIME! AHAHS:D lmao, then after that break aqain but we slack in library! ITE library is very noisy de lo! wth! then after that lla. wahh rot non-stop siia! then i was like half dead siia! haha:D then at 3 qo off lehhx! hee! then cab down to beatty for testimonal niia! then the wanton mee de stall close liao! wahh siian lo! i wanna wanton mee de lo! wahh laoo, damn ass! saw, x-family; suhau, brevson and yc(forgotten how to spell his name)! then saw a loads of teacher! first wanna is xialiu de uncle then second wanna i think is turban! then saw a load of teacher! but not tiantian lo! wth! then i saw ms tan very hiqh siia! i lonq time no see her lehhx! then i also forgotten when is her birthday lo! dunno is when but know her horoscope is same with mine:D then after that i went off first coz i meeting one idoit and one retarded for moive! raining so biq then i wanna cab bo cab lo! wth! then end up finally on the cab lehhx! i keep cab down to every place today lo! wth! wahh, i know i cab from simei to beatty is $11.20 and i cab from braddell to PS is $7.80! i know this very clearly. coz i qave that uncle 8 dollar and say dunn need chanqe lehhx! then watch the show! ma de, qot people sleeping in the cinema lo! the idiot and i keep at there say the uncle mahhx! wahh laoo, dunn like the show dunn force yourself to come watch! then after that watch finished qo makan! wahh, i keep make the retarded to lauqh lo! then i jiu say i very funny meh? idioit lo! wtm! then after eating walk awhile jiu qo home lehhx! coz i keep at there disturb people until i lauqh till dowan eat dinner liao! haha:D HOME SWEET HOME! tmr study until 6 wahh, DAMN siia! i qoinq to die but henq in front we suffer but behind we slack till siia!:D i wanna qo zzz i damn tired!
Sunday, February 22, 2009 ; 10:48:00 PM {♥}
IMISSYOURGUYS
22 FEBRUARY 2009
emotions runninq up and downs; mood passing weird and weird! eyes haven close started to be damn tired! i learn somethinq that i think is worth for e reason of it riqht now! like that person jiu must say dont like! how hot e chilli is you have to say nnort hot! how much it qonna be hurt just shut up and say it is nothinq! YOYOCICI! dont ask me what happen when euu dont fit to be! when one day i startinq to iqnore maybe is euu force me to do so! i only can say if one day i pitch euu away dont ask me why coz e reason already started to lies on both of us!
TO THOSE WHO CONCERN ABOUT ME:
i said i wun brinq my emotion to school, work but if i suddenyl breakdown please dont blame me coz i cant stand anymore! i wanna apoloqise to your now! sometime i can control sometime i cant! i am so sorry! i will try my
best to control! so if i suddenly so silence tried not to ask me why coz i think silence is everythinq riqht now!
* dont ask me why coz i will nnort answer, know de ren messaqe me or msn me dont say here:D anyway,
THANKS for your de concern! everytime thinq happen i saw your beside me!:D
; 12:11:00 AM {♥}
COOLRHINO:D THANKS GUYS(: LOVES:D
FUUNY FACES:D XIALIU;QINGTIAN;SOCCERBALL:D
XIALIU;QINGTIAN;ME:D
AHBI LOVES:D
21 FEBRUARY 2009:D
morninq xialiu messaqe woke me up! i didnt notice i slept until so late liao! qosh! havinq extra lesson today! really wanna kill people siia! then bath le, help my dad to pay e fines then train-ed down to yishun! qo eat cai fan! qosh, lonq time never qo northpoint liao siia! wahh! end up i also never eat finished e cai fan! somethinq botherinq me! then after eat hao went up xialiu's house wait her then she qave me e water bottle then jiu qo take 969 to tampine inter then chanqer 31 down to school! borinq!then reach there cher haven reach! some-more she is late by 5 mins! cher say machine jam, i heard until traffic jam then i say cher my backside jam also! then e moments we step in cher start qivinq chocolate i was like huh? i dowan eat chocolate siia coz my house still qot 4 box which i haven not even finished yet! wahh kao de lo! hell lehhx! then after that jiu lesson and break and lesson! 2/3 hours bio on sat! wahh siian! then after that qinqtian come find xialiu! i lonq time no see qinqtian lehhx! i went down to fetch her! after lesson i went back home coz i havinq somethinq at niqht! i was like damn borinq over there! emotion startinq to came down for e sick of a reason! bastard! idiot! then jiu at there do nothinq until i just came back! if next wk still qoinq down please count me out! or nort i like stare there like a idiot! while i should recap what i done recently
-qood news: i just qot back my bio and i score on e average line! i was damn happy! ahahas:D i been meetinq a retard and a idoit recenlty i meet until wanna puke siia! especially for e retard! went for a moive too! my first moive on ITE life! wahh cool man! i was thinkinq that i should nort have time but end up i have:D oh yes! i am so happy siia! at least i can watch a show! but one thinq i felt sad is my OUTING! damn it! stupid CPU! i can dunn need be nurse instead of a engineerinq lo! idiot, a nurse can fix a CPU thinq! i am such a clever qirl at house! haha oh yeah someone's birthday passinq down e road! oh YEAH! but someone is qettinq older! wth! haha:D
for those who are worry for me, i will say:
come guys, i say before riqht i will nnort brinq my own emotions
to school, workinq and everywhere but no confirm! please
understand:D THANKS GUYS:DDD LOVED:DDD
Monday, February 16, 2009 ; 9:44:00 PM {♥}
SWEETS FOR ME;XIALIU;QINGTIAN;LAOMUNIU;LAONUREN;ZHANGWEI:D PLEASE TAKE FROM ME:D
16 FEBRUARY 2009:D
yesterday cant sleep well coz i am worry for laonuren so end up wanna sleep lehhx messaqe ranq wake up and reply her until i cant take it then qo back sleep! morninq keep scold her! she know the answer herself:D ahahs:D then i was like so restless bodah lahhx! then reach school qo eat breakfast as i am hunqry as i never eat for my lunch last niqht and i forqotten why i never took lehhx! ahahs:D then first lesson was BIO! bio; bio; bio; bio and bio! once i went in nursinqq i been hearinqq bio from the start! ahahs:D bio lesson i was halfsleep half wake and end up still need mehmeh wake me up ahahs:D anyway, THANKS MEHMEH:D then after bio was nursinq studies i was like okay okay lahhx even tot i am tired! hahas:D we are dancinq durinq NS! ahahs:D coz we are doinq the body mechainsm if i was nnort wronq coz i already forqotten lehhx! ahahs:D then break, we went cafe two and its finally coz mehmeh will say dowan qo cafe two lahhx! ahahs:D after break was combine lecture for BIO aqain! tian, everytime bio nnort siian ar? ahahas:D then bio i was damn anqry lo! she only will ask us dont copy when she is doinq last mintues thinq de lo! KNS! then after that NS aqain then contact time! i was damn sleepy but yet i cant sleep! wth! then after sch, pei laonuren qo see doc so ask zhanqwei alonq! stupid zhanqwei, euu better become qirl coz like that i jiu dunn need always pei her! ahahas:D later she qoinq to kills me! lmao! ahahs:D then meet her at inter then qo 194 see doc! then qo eat dinner toqther and they both of us sent me home aqain:D coz this is the idea of laonuren! ahahs:D zhanqwei damn funny lo! ahahas:D baichi! LMAO! then home sweet home! then reach home mei qave me sweet and ask me to qive xialiu they all! xialiu de is special coz my sister put a loads of spermint inside! ahahs! coz i told her xialiu like spermint:D idoit; faster add me lahhx! pei me play viwawa! idioit i am so tired siia! ahahs:D
Sunday, February 15, 2009 ; 9:04:00 PM {♥}
PHOTOS(:
14 FEBRUARY 2009:D
HAPPY VALENTINE DAYS:D
morninq woke up and went back to school for phase test? and end up my result seem to be so sad up lahhx! feel like i dunn have the capability to become a nurse! lemon papaya! haha(: nevermind! as lonq as tried my best! ahahs(: erm, after exam bus-ed back inter coz time is still lonq! ahahs(: start sleepinqq all the way until i reach somewhere around kallanq! qosh! i sound tired riqht? hahas(: i dunn even know why i sound so tired! hahas(: after that when home, bath lehhx do awhile thinqq then qo sleep aqain! then menda call-ed and ask me qo work early and help out i say okay i you qo back sleep! zzz until 4:45 mum, wake me up and ask me prepare for work i say orh orh! you qo back sleep aqain! like a piq siia! then after that went train-ed down to swensen at dunno what time then jiu start work lehhx! i was damn tired siia! hahas(: then zhanqwei qave me cookies:D heehee(: THANKS:D then i workinqq station two and bad news is, a loads of people reserved de lo! i clean finished you lai! wth! i was like busyinqq non-stop even i qot somehow no time to break siia! wth! after kristen went off i more busy! i was like cannot stop myself from takinqq order and doinq cleaninq lo! ma de! end up i have to clean two table at one time siia! wth! wah really faintinq siia! shyt, so sway i saw that asshole came to swensen to eat lo! but henq nnort sittinq at my station coz i dunno what will i do to that person siia! hell lo! then end up caiyun anqry untill wanna kill him back siia! what the hell siia! hahas(: share a small conversation that i did, tian ar is admn stupid de lahhx! ahahs:D
i was walkinq to station one to take bill book;
ME: rebac, i come here to take bill book de
REBAC: which table?
ME: table 26!
REBAC: later i help euu qive
ME: dunn need coz i already print out liao!
then rebac qive me the bill book!
ME: rebac, why euu print out all the bill? now still early siia!
REBAC: euu know now what time liao mahhx? even today is valentine day but we dunn work until so late!
ME: huh? then now what time?
LAONUREN: 1030 liao!
ME:huh? i haven start doinq closinq siia! wth!
then i hop back my station! hahas(: then after doinq everythinq at 1120 like that then qo eat the ice-cream n drink manqotanqo:D hahas(: then qo have supper with laonuren! end up wanna to diqest my stomach i walk home after that! hahas(: then reach home zzzz!
15 FEBRUARY 2008:D
today was quite borinq as i dont even know dunn have qo my house so end up i was like eh, why so late liao no one wake me up so i decided to wake up myself then i realise nnort qoinq my aunt house! wth no one told me/ even messaqe and tell me yesterday lo! haix! then nevermind i start doinq my work until my mum say wanna qo inter! i was like huh? siian! then no choice pei my mum qo and went to shop thinqq for me aqain! irrattinqq at times! hahas(: then went up to check my time then saw zhanqwei he damn funny de! keep qo disturb the small kids there! ahahs(: then i sit awhile jiu qo off lehhx! then went to the pouplar to buy thinqq then i did somethinqq very stupid! i was lookinq at my own thinq until i pick up a phone and i went off the place and i FORGOTTEN my herb drink! oh my qosh! i was like baichi lahhx! hahas(: then meet zhanqwei and laonuren qo eat then qo find nana and my ququ! ahahs(: then my ququ say zhanqwei buy heart for laonuren is it? i keep at there lauqh but i did nnort even know they dunno what my ququ said! ahahs(: but the heart is buy de coz i see it very nice! so now i remember why i keep insist to qo up liao coz i wanna qive menda the heart but end up she never work! ahahs(: then after that we went walkinqq and chit-chattinqq all the way but one of us is totally silence and i look so fool in there! ahahs:D then after that zhanqwei and LAONUREN sent me home! ahahas(: coz laonuren insist to do this! wo de ma ar! ahahs:D then after that home sweet home and i qoinq to sleep lehhx! zzzz school tmr and i am qettinq more and more siian especially after recess qoinq to be very sleepy de siia!oh my qosh! JIAYOU for all my fellow loves once:D
Friday, February 13, 2009 ; 9:45:00 PM {♥}
OUTING:D
13 FEBRUARY 2009:D
HUANGXIALIU IS 16 YEARS OLD & 2 MONTHS(:
class finally ended early man, i really faint-ed off durinq lesson nowadays and i have to work my life was like damn ass at time oh my qosh man! haix! no choice! i taken all this! there miqht nnort be any reqret! haha(: someone told me that reqret is the stupidest thinq i have to do in this life! haha(: morninq start lesson with NS, tmr havinq test and i think is a bit stupidest thinq i have! valentine day havinq exam and i am workinq also! one words siian! no freedom! coz i sunday nnort work end up i have to pay back my satureday! tian ar! faint-ed! after NS was bio! the bus-terd bio makinq me qoinq to zzzz wahh laoo! end up i and minmin keep at there chit-chattinq(: haha(: a nice chat! erm, after sch cab down to beatty! stupid i waste $6 for about 20 minutes ride! haha(: money aqain! feel like killinq myself coz i have nnort enouqh money and my birthday is cominq(: borinq! then stay at beatty awhile then qo mac for lunch due to hunqry! oh my qosh! then saw jasmine! she still the same so funny! haha(: after eatinq we went down to buqis for NEOPRINTS:D we take 3 machine but we only shot 2 machine phone niia! haha(: after that we at the neoprint shop take and take and take haha(: then after that we went off for shoppinq! my leq crackinq siia! i have nnort been shoppinq for so lonq liao siia! and with x-family siia! wth! haha(: after shoppinq we bus-ed 851 down to yishun and i was sleepinq at the bus coz i very tired end up reach xialiu's house for majonq! hahas(: woohoo, actually i lonq time bo majonq liao! actually can win de lo! end up was like the xialiu! haha(: then end up i only win once and i lose a loads of time! haha(: then after that pei qo for dinner and i saw liminq de friend! that time at park de then i tell qinqtian, eh that quy look familiar siia! then qinqtian say oh ya, there are liminq de qanq hahas(: i at there lauqh siia! ma de! then after eatinq we train-ed down home! as for qinqtian she qoinq down for a meetinqq if i nnort wronq! then i when to wash the photo until i feel like killinq that auntie wth! i already i wanna A4 de liao then she still help me print somethinq that is more biqqer that i cannot put in my wallet i was like @#$%^&* haha(: then jiu qo home! yawn yawn! tmr workinq with that stupid laonuren and the bastard zhanqwei is workin in the morninq! and YEAH i qoinq to see chenjie! then she will say i lonq time no see euu liao siia! where euu qo? i so miss euu! haha(: she always say this(: zhanqwei all the best for your cookies! GOGOGO(: jiayou! haha(: oh yeah i also qoinq to tried zhanqwei de cookies tmr!(: haha(: hope will be nice! and i pray hard that what i think will nnort happen! or nnort can faint off the house! then i will find all kinds of excuses! haha coz this is me:D dowan update lehhx! mom screaminq me to sleep riqht now siia!
wait for someone who worth your wait
comments & spoken words are everywhere
wait is worth only for people who worth it
memories are only able to be kept but may
nort be able to re-build aqain when your
everythinq occurs that person aqain! amen?
Friday, February 6, 2009 ; 10:26:00 PM {♥}
CUTE GUMMIES:D06FEBRUARY 2009(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIES:DDD LOVES(:is nnort qonna be a lonq post as i am still doinqq some so called homework on bio tian ar! as i will be nnort free on the saturday and sunday!(: erm, morninq went school as usual but i slept at city hall while waitinqq! heehee(: i am very tired at that stupid moments lahhx! i today like walk till where sleep till where siia! haha(: like a piq! morninq, 1st lesson at the stimulation centre and i almost slept durinq ms/mrs lenq de lesson due to i am very exhausted sia haha(: NS learn how to clean your lower part! i really almost slept off when teacher is teachinqq but end up never sleep! after NS was bio and i was huh? i dunn feel like qoinq bio siia! tired then end up my brain is nnort workinq today lo! ma de! end up only copy and try to listen what i can listen in niia! after that ended, we jiu qo have lunch then have TEAM BUILDING! startinq i dunn really feel like qoinq de coz i wanna attend the maths de! ma de! end up haix! forqet it! so i went for the team buildinq! first tasks was damn lahhx! i dunn even know how to complete siia! wahh pianq! after that jiu went on for our activity lehhx! after that jiu play play play lo! my hand and legs are crampinq riqht now and tmr workinq how am i doinq to tolerate siia! ma de! after that went back to hall somethinq unplesant happen! and ms lenq was like damn funny lahhx! haha(: after that went home lehhx! thanks xialiu's daddy came and evern drove me home! thanks(: and let me try the crisps banana! banana, i am eatinqq euu! hahas(: i am damn sleepy riqht now lahhx! haix! reach home was like siian as i rushinqq all my thinqq! my stupid sister went to downloads new msn and harm my whole come laq down siia! now where she is? sleepinqq! and what am i doinq? BIO? ma de! yeah tmr qoinq to see my workinqq friend:D lonq time no see liao! haha(: NIGHTs(:
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 ; 8:50:00 PM {♥}
JN0901A GIRLS:D XINYEE;ZHENBAO;JASMINE;SHIRLEY;MINMIN;KUMARI;XUEHUAN(:
04FEBRUARY2009:D
times passes so fast and now is already february and i have been inside nursinq course for one months lehhx! i have been busyinqq rushinqq out all my bio, bio, bio and bio aqain! a bit sick of bio sometime but if i does pay attention everythinq went round okay for me(: just finished my first class test and i am feelinqq better now! i been qoinq MIA, MIA, MIA for times even nnort to switch on my computer and start to play! to me playinq is no lonqer a hobby to me but studyinqq everyday will make me nuts! for those i have nnort link up, i have just linked your:D hee apoloqise for nnort linkinq your as i am runninq a MIA life! ahahas:D i am so sorry!?! i appear to bloq coz i am very borinq riqht now! ahahas(: oh YES, menda is cominq back lehhx woohoos, i you buy wronq thinq that mum asked me to buy siia! wth! bud this time she never naq me i already very henq liao! but i very sleepy siia! ahahas:D i am so borinqq! ahahas(: okay, test today is nort that hard but i keep careless like the past no chanqes! wtm! ahahs(: that day, hanson and qary came down to our collaqe! lonq time no see them lehhx! they still look the same! dunno when was actually havinqq x-family outinqq but end up coz of banana lesson ended late so did nnort manaqe to meet everyone! me, qinqtian and xialiu when to sembawanq for aracde! heehee(: i am so lousy nowadays lo! wo de ma ar! haha, after that went to eat! after eatinqq, qot lion dance! is damn nice lahhx! coz i remember only qot biq occasion then will qot lion dance to come out take redpacket niia! haha:D then went home lehhx! sun workinq, farhan keep disturb me mahhx! wth, i was like huh? ma de ma de lo! haix! dowan update lehhx i been yawninqq non stop aqain haha(: