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2011-12-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OUR YOUNGEST FRIEND :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS :DDDD

A cup of drink this some sweetheart :D

x'mas present :D Thanks(:

Let's ice skate

This baby is damn adorable.

Hello, that my new friend called Jing Ru :D

It's a long time after i am back :D i know someone like you missing it :P

It's coming to the end of 2011 le, many thing to forgive & forget :D:

This year really not a good years, many thing around made the emotional growth. Tears is shedding like a water fall, heart aching like something prickling. I know no matter how long it have past i only can pretend everything is fine and hoping it's fine too. I hope one day you dont tell me you got in love with it ): How many saliva waste on it is not gonna save it. At times i just wanna to say, i really hope i can make it; pulling myself stronger and get rid of it bud everything seem to be funny or even tough. Work is getting tougher and tougher. I wondering can i past the 6 months? not even 6 months i am suffering le. I hope i can pulled myself over it): i am extremely tired ttm. Mentally & Physically torture it. That kind of stress is something i cannot express out the only thing i can is take a deep breathe and make it thru. You can, why cant I? i must make it, because i am just lack of confidence. JIAYOU! i can make it de :D:

发生的事，不管在想从来也没有办法回到原点了。

不开心的事，不管在努力的笑，心也会不停的痛。

过去的事，不管在努力也会有块石头压住的。

我真的很想从新再来，可是，在不知不觉的时候

不知道是谁变了！

Every step i move back increase the guts of offence.

How wrong/right is this decision?

2011-07-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Class Gathering(:

BEST WORKING PARTNER(:
FADILAH/XINYEE(:

It's us at USS(:

AHHH.... MONSTER. I love this pic ttm because my friend say something funny(:

Wow, they look so tall. hmm... When will i get so tall?

So cute(:

Wishing for a frog prince :P HAHAHAH~

We're the shreak and donkey(:

Dont you think we look so cute with those hats(:

Whees, those animals are awsome(:

Photo taking after the sit of rollar coaster. Almost faint inside. HAHAHA

Cute penguin(:

We're under the smoke. HAHAHAH~

We'are one big family no matter what happened. Your're the one who pulled me
up and teaches me to face the reality. Overall, reality sux, dreamland was awesome(:

WELCOME JULY; KISS-GOODBYE JUNE :P
Times passes fast, cant compare with those past le(:

22|06|2011
SINGAPORE UNIVERSAL STUDIO :D
WAHH! Second time to go in le, not because i am rich enough. This time round is very exciting le, we went to play red and blue. It really drop my heart out onto the floor, is extremely fun bud at the same time scary sia. Imagine 90s just to seat that, OMG! Bud it is really fun la. After the whole day i feel so tired. My friend even say spend 72bucks to cure one day insomnia ^^ HAHAHAHAHA!

25|06|2011
04TALENTED CLASS GATHERING :D
This time round we went to Fish & Co for makan(: At the same time i pity thampig, always have to pay so much for our food. As usual we did not manage to finish up all those food, waste food again. HAHAAHAHAH! That total bill cost nearly $500. That's really too expensive le. So many years down the path, people we grow. Bud still congrats thampig lo, FINALLY getting ROM le! That means we really grow a lot. Remember my secondary school life was extremely more awesome then primary or even in ITE. From not a good class become one of the class that broke the record. All those credit goes to people whom never give up on us(: Most awesome memories with your(:

05|07|2011
SWENSENS' OUTING :D
WAHH! Steamboat :DDDD Having tons & tons of fun :P Bud this time round without CHENJIE): CJ go back china le lo. Haix so boring without her because she also very talkative ^^ Seriously i miss working with her also ): I now thinking one day i leave who she can find beside JINSHAN? Seriously Swensens' close for so many week for renovation le, i already rotten for dont know how many days liao i tell you. I really miss working with JINSHAN, CHENJIE, IVY, FADILAH & MR.D ): When can i work with your again in one big OUTLET! All my brother & sister not bond together? ):

08|07|2011 & 22|07|2011
X-FAMILY MEETING/ OUTING :D
WHEES! Meeting all my beloved ones are the great days(: HEEHEE^^ Chit-chatting, talk non-stop, laugh like nuts! That's what i enjoy in my entire life. Not everyone can find this bunch of good friend that could accompany you up & down when you shed. At times, friend might have so unhappy with each other bud as long you speak out, everything would be different. A real friend is someone who can smile with you and see you cry without telling anyone about it. Seriously i thanks this bunch of friend, without them i might not be so hyper, lesser sensitive & much more cheerful. No one can control the life of it, because you're holding your own life(:

One piece of photo torn into half,

stick it back, it will still have scar,

that the scar to teach how a person could be.

Nothing is perfect; unless you did it yourself.

What had already past stand for past tense,

I am just looking for present tense & future tense :D

Because i trust it(:

THE SUNSET OVER THE OCEAN, IS WHERE I WISH TO GO WITH YOU(:

EVEN IF THE WORLD CHANGES. MY LOVE, I'LL BE WITH YOU FOREVER :D

2011-06-21T00:37:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BANANANA:D

It's us (:

Take a deep breathe, actually i dont feel i am alone because i am having your all by myself(:

Hmmm.... It's has been so long i never blog, i am not busy bud too addicted with my own thing(: Life still goes on pretty well even though at times, it will still flash back. Been having a lots of fun with them which all those photos are prove and they are my witness. Look back the times i really cant remember where we really done and we went. Too many days we have been going out hahah(: Bud the most fun day was celebrating banana's birthday(: It was a great celebration even thought she was the most poor thing have to drink and eat up all those funny thing haha. I really did pity her bud no choice this is the surprise the had. i can do anything de wor. The surprise was not very success la. haha. bud we did our best. I remember that day i went home very late, because the whole thing end very late. I thought my dad will be very angry and lock the door because when i came up, there was no light and i started to be scare le. End up i think he know i was with them so he just ignore and went to sleep. haix. That was very luckily(: I only can remember recently we went prawn-ing, that day my mood was so sux because i dont know hahah. 3hrs of prawning we had total 18 prawns(: wow so happy. Actually i very heng lo, from the beginning dont have one. bud slowly have le(: then had mac for dinner then home sweet home(: Wonderful day(: Yesterday was Father Day, did not manage to celebrate with my papa due to working that day bud i brought cake back(: Was a busy day at work, i was jam till i wanna cried le. kuku~ bud i never cried. Got one of the day i work 7-3, i was like mentally & physically tired till i cant express out till i cried sia. Every night i cant sleep well keep on thinking haha~ that why i am so tired.

朋友，有好多是我好想再对你说。

All this have not been bothering me anymore, bud at

times i will still think that way because overall i cant even

keep those promises we had and i lost a good friend):

At home i feel so stuffy, open the close and step out i can breathe.

This breathe makes me thinks about you, how awesome your care is,

how incredible your concerns show Bud now all this had vanish. No one

did it bud we put it in our hands, and crash it. No turn back, no U-turn, no STOP!

Think back, i am quite so childish to fight with you because ....... There's nothing can

say anymore BUD wishing you better & better & better(: I put everything deep in my heart.

I'm trying to hold back bud i realise both of us cant because of the words 'PRIDE'.

In my heart, there's two person i lost officially is you and him.

2011-06-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINSHAN:D

WELCOME JUNE! GOODBYE MAY :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE BABIES!

So fast 2011 have reaches half a year. It time for to go work lo! I am still lagging and stoning around! HAHAH! Bud i know if one day i leave they will miss ttm :P I am always being so BHB! Seriously i cant remember what is happening on MAY! Not a single thing! I starting to suspect myself to have degenerating illness at this ages! Pigu! OMG! I am falling sick le): Bang the bed sia! HAHAHA~ Must be the virus in outlet is stronger than outside! HAHAH~! i am just being nonsense over myself! :P

31MAY2011 :D

Advance celebration with our ms jinshan(:

Meet ivy at bishan and do the cake, at the first place we tot we cheated her bud end up she cheat us! KNS ttm! We done the cake wanted to give her suprise because she said she is waiting us at coffee bean end up she went to the mrt station when we called her she just appear there! Seriously kuku ttm lo i tell you! Then we went to mac and sit down and have the cake(: then went for movies^^ KUNGFU PANDA :D Whees! One show that i am craving for long. Yes! After the show we went Swensens' for dinner(: Nice food & good imagination BUD got this bloody b!tch spoil the ending of my day! Dont talk about her! ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!! Had the yogurt, that was the first time trying this! I swear next time i go other outlet i will try this again:D yummy yummy(: then went back to inter then go outlet disturb(: then we sit awhile, go buy koi(: And buy hot milk tea for chenjie(: then after that home sweet home(: When the clock reaches 12midnight(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY JINSHAN :D

03JUNE2011 :D

Start work at 9 slept at almost 4! Would your wanna to give me sleeping pill, doctors? haha(: After work went out with xuehuan and shuqin(: watch KUNGFU PANDA(: at cine(: Saw something funny too(: watching the same moive with different people have different reaction and even feel(: hahaha(: after watching walk around then had dinner with together bud xialiu did not ate, look at us eat! YummyYummy! YOSHINOYA(: pei xialiu go funan there! then walk walk nothing to walk so go back inter! Slept in the train dont even know xialiu text me hahaha! reach inter walk walk since nothing to do ma! hahah. then had bubble tea again! Such an joker i am lo! then pei shuqin walk back home then i take bus! It's so sway ttm i swear my butt off! In my life this is the first time i bang myself onto it! Damn it la! WL! HAHAHAH~ still can laugh bud in the fact is painful de la! Why am i so careless! KUKU la! then home sweet home!(:

OMG! I am so craving for 10JUNE2011 :D & 11JUNE2011 YEAH!

QIN, QUAK, BANANAN & XIALIU - cant wait to see your again(:

Something still stay the same without changing.

Some words are harsh bud deep in it is just tears

In front of it is HATRED; Behind of it is CARE & CONCERN & LOVE

Dont assume thing by hearing, seeing bud you should try to understand it!

2011-05-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

♥One whole shot individual meet up :]

Saturday - meet banana for supper & craps!

Monday - Meet my twins and went for shopping! OMG! i cant believe myself shopping! Which i had the most! And i wasted a lot of money! HAHAH~ such a money waster:X We had lunch at CSM! Had swensens' for dinner & finally home sweet home! Actually beautiful times, memories passes extremely fast! One day meet up is really not enough for me): because greedy:P HAHAHAH!

Tuesday - Meet xialiu to shop for doraemon! OMG! Those doraemon are adorable:] went this shop only got doraemon. Talk about it i will of my friend! HAHAH~ then went CSM to find my twins to get something and walk inside the popular! So embarrassing HAHAHA~ by right we should be paying at qin cashier bud the other colleagues ask us to go her side, then xialiu ask qin for discount then the auntie give me itself! OMG! HAHAHAH~ then went CCK for dinner with quak! wow, the train was like hmmm... so pack cant breathe! Wow, we had pasta mania for dinner(: OMG! Yummy, i had baked rice & pizza(: Pizza is we shared de(: Then accompany quak to bishan while xialiu home sweet home first(: After that home sweet home(:

Overall, i am still very greedy! I am hoping for the next outing. I cant believe it! OMG! Outing please faster come:D HAHAHA~ Actually THANKS GUYS(: Your listen to me when i really need your and i appreciated your(: I dont know how will we turn in the future bud your're the BEST FRIEND i ever had! I never regret knowing everyone of your(: I miss my secondary school life with your(: I miss sleeping in lesson, decorating classroom, sharing one coupons with your! Those are the best memories i will never ever forget! No matter how many obstacles we had! I know we can overcome it, & made everything like a miracle(:

♥26APRIL2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMSHUQIN:D

We had Seoul Garden for dinner & gossiping(: After that photo-taking session:D

♥HAPPY MOTHER DAY(:

How your celebrate than? Brought a cake down to my grandma house and celebrate with all the mothers! AHAHAH~ Love every single one:D

WELCOME MAY;GOODBYE APRIL

Wow, this two months passes great fast! And June is coming! Everything passes like i had a dream or even when i blind my eyes for one day? Everyone should be busy with their stuff, obviously i am too(: Seriously many thing happened! I will only say that when problem are created, those friend by yourside are real. In my heart, i had never forgotten you bud you choice something that really hurts me damn damn hard! I am not saying that you're not my true friend bud since thing had happened and i was the one who speak up first so let it be! I had putted everything down i hope you does it! Your life might be more grateful with many people surrounding! I pray for you and put all those lucks for you! And i will curse those bad omen to get rid of you! -know who you're bud not turn into someone you're not! You're always the real one bud not the fake one(: Let everything blesses on you:D

CRAPS;CRAPS;CRAPS :DDDD

Seriously HAHAHAHA, i realise my brain is degenerating now! -.- sounds stupid because i always young bud even if one day i really degenerating i will only remember the good side of every single one of your(: OMG! sway thing have been happening to me -.- eeee... i curse those sway thing! HAHAHA~ Lost wallet ar, two thunder shocked -.- something FORGET IT(: thing always happening for a some small reason! Every dies when they reaches ages! Awaiting the next outing! And recently i am just over crazy over korean guy again! MUHAHAHAH~ shall update the next time:D

No matter what you do to me or even i did, it over! No one is hoping that it will turn this way!

I hope one day on the road, i could at least say HELLO to you! No one is pin- pointing it,

how it turn out, let it be! I got no request bud just wanna it to be the real you i met,

the very first place! How you changed, the heart of yours' i knew it dont change.

That the real reason why i never give up even till now & that the insecure toos!

It's not the matter had we met, It's the matter of creating the long lasting memories:D

2011-04-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

CHENJIE,JINSHAN,ME,JESSIE,IVY,DENNIS(:

Cute hor? Of course la(:

I'm so in love with PINOCCHIO:D I'm in d-d-d-danger, remember me PINOCCHIO:D

HAHAH~ such an prefect song(: okay life goes on like nobody business for me:D

16 April 2011 :D

Met xialiu to go farrer park to buy something. Reach there we cannot find the place so we decided to take cab some-more is also raining ma. The uncle drive us there when me and her suddenly think that omg are we wasting our money, it is so near only! HAHAH! Forget it! after that we went city square mall(: then i had my lunch at long john sliver(: the followed by we go and find qin(: so heng i saw kor, xialiu go and make fun of him again! omg! make me laugh non-stop. haha. after that went to work then she home sweet home(: One days ends like that!

20 April 2011:D

OMG! i cant believe that i am such a good photographer^^ *laugh*

morning wake up first thing not to bath bud switch on m lappy and download song. Have you ever saw someone so bastard? Meeting all her ddarlings at 12 and she wake up at 11 and still dowan faster wash up? No right? Only me:D Yes! HAHA~ after downloading fx album shower then meet ivy darling at inter(: darling wanna to go see zhumama(: wahh, finally mama promoted become manager. Happy huh? *Clap Clap* After that meet ms jinshan then train-ed down to pasir ris! OMG! such an far journey. Bang the wall. Lucky was with both of them. arbo i think i will doze off! haha. Then meet Mr.D at mac. Thanks MR.D to take the ticket for us:D thanks you so much much! Bud sorry i cant love only can hate you^ i love it! haha. then after that we waited for chenjie and jessie before we went www. OMG! During that time, many thing happen! especially my shirt & pants): If you're not a gentleman then dont walk in front of me, walk far far far away from me PLEASE(: arbo i see you will sway de lo! ARGH! The chili spills on me): pity me PLEASE): then after they reach we took bus there and they started to play and i started to snap photos(: all photos are uploaded bud only for six of us:P wanna to see the photos? ask permission:P HAHHA~ after that around 6 plus they went to shower then at 7 we had out dinner at buffet! starve the food till can die! HAHA~ after eating bus 969 to yishun and trained home. So tired till i sleep inside the bus like a pig! HAHAH~ Such a wonderful day(: home sweet home(: When will be our next outing? I started to miss ivy le):

thing that should reach the end, should have reach.

I'm so struggle till i lost my sleep time, while you don't care.

Maybe put you all the way deep in my heart would be better.

Hide those blame up might be the best way. No matter how it

gonna be, i told myself we were once friend, forever you lay an impt role.

I may not be 24hrs there for you and i know you turn those love into hatreds.

i am just speechless. You will never know how much pain i'm suffering, how much

water i feed my pillows & even my eeyore, how much endless night to think.

Let everything end with a beautiful goodbye.

2011-04-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

ice skating

marina barrage

ice skating

YES! OUTING:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL BABIES & HAPPY APRIL FOOL(:

HAPPY ADVANCE ADVANCE BIRTHDAY SHUQIN(:

31MARCH2011:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHXIONG(: Enjoy your birthday huh! haha(:

work as usual & dogs bark as usual. same old thing happening every single day. at times i know i am FAT! if i dont deserve a name why my parents named me as TENGXINYEE. Come on la, everyone have its own limit of patient. I can be an angel, i also can be devil le. Come on, i always remind myself and everyone in the outlet : we are well - educated person dont need to fight with an uneducated dogs! You're just a dog la. Happy wave the dog tail to let human to get you a drink, not happy bark loudly & bites people. You're just too cheap for me to fight. DOG! Okay i no longer angry. End work at 3(: went home then meet xialiu to do qin cake and buy some ingredients for picnic the next day(: then home sweet home(: at around 915? i started my mission(: muhahaha(: went to find qin at city square mall and successfully cheated her to go mac with me:D bud we ate mos burger instead of mac anyway(: then we gave her the surprise, she was shocked. She was damn cute when she was shocked. haha(: bud at least we had a successful mission(: then we just celebrate at there then chit chat till 12plus then went home(:

01APRIL2011:D

HAPPY APRIL FOOL(: HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY SHUQIN:D

Wake up quite early and cant get back to sleep maybe i am over excited. haha(: it's okay. then went to meet banana, her father was so kind soul to give us otah(: omg! thanks her father very very much(: Then train-ed down to find qin and buy something then train-ed down again with the whole family(: reach marina bay, while walking saw the shuttle bus drive pass. omg, admitting that this shuttle bus is very hard to wait. omg. faint. because we are rushing for time so we took cab. Before we took the cab there was this guy fight a cab with us. idoit was just nice our reaction. So we say that better dont let me saw this person at marine barrage, end up we really saw him. He fight the cab with us is because to see the girlfriend. damn it! haha. We reach there and start eating, then fly kite(: in my life there is some many thing i haven done before and it was always with them(: so this is what i say de memorable(: WOOHOO! Fly kite! We pack up and went off around 4? then cab down to kallang leisure. OMG! Exciting ice skating again. This time round i have successful skate with the pole. haha. If your see the different in the fb photos(: Everyone successfully walk out the first step and skate, when is the second step. Haha. Once again i fall down because quak & xialiu bud only me, dont why this time fall down like no feeling le. Maybe those pain and hurts cannot compare to those hurt and pain which i am suffering nowadays. Everything need to be numb. After we finished two hours, we went to have KFC for dinner followed by home sweet home(: On the way home, those chat was fun. One day passes so fast and i am so sleepy :O haha(: GOODNIGHTS(:

Does i look i am joking?

I can be joking bud some feeling does not.

Would all this turn back the same? YES/NO?

2011-03-11T01:08:00.071+08:00

04032011 - celebration with x-family:D

Present from X-FAMILY too(:

05032011 - celebration with caiyun(: & some present by friends(:

Present from JINSHAN & DENNIS(:

It taste very nice(:

I am back(: I am offically nineteen. OhMyGod! Getting older & older like nobody business.

3rd march: Our MR.D & mountain came down and visit me:) Or i should say they brought some sweet stuff for me? HAHA. Definely they bring sweet stuff for me. Thanks(:

4th march: YES! meeting x-family(: actually if you ask me dont celebrate birthday with them i will die. Because being with them i am so free like a bird even thought times we really had conflicts. Meet quak first and i am late. Then went to kallang for ice skating. OMG, i hate to fall down there. Bloody pigu. haha. I really had fun like mad over there. If life could be like that i love it. As in if no matter how many times we fall down, we still can stand up straight again like nothing happened. After ice skating, we went to snow city. We took cab down and we meet qin there(: Wahh best moments and memories(: The best experiences of going with them no regret(: haha. then we went to eat carl's jr and had a lot of fun(: then they suprise me in a very cute way never forget their cute reaction(: haha. then after that home sweet home(: it's a long way home. haha. then they say they will call us around 1145. so i assume they will call because i am so excited(: dont know why. then they never call so i auto think that they are tired le and busy with studies. then suddenly qin called and chat with me(: haha. then at the moments 12, someone knocked my window very loud. i got shiok-ed. scare me because i am sitting somewhere near the window. scary. then i open the door is banana(: & they are at my house there de carpark(: they did something very touched(: wow. To your, your may not think that success bud to me, your have already done your best. Then they brought mac to my house play monopoly till 230(: then they went home. Have the best memories with them(: then one day have already end(:

5th march: Went out with caiyun then go watch movie then go eat then go swensen then jinshan and chenjie they both so cute they make a firehouse for me very special de le. mai siao siao:P haha. then after that accompany them to eat then home sweet home(: Reach home, facebook-ing(: Thanks for those who wish me(: really appreciated(: haha.

6th march: celebrate with my family at night(: they brought to eat my favourite food(: even thought is just a meal bud i appreciate it from the bottom of heart(: Next time i earn many many money i wanna to bring your go eat expensive thing, live in 5-rm de flats(: ask a maid pei your(: haha. hope all this will be granted:)

对不起，不是我对你没有信心，

而是我累了所以选择了放弃这一段美好事。

我从来就没后悔，从我们认识到现在。

如果，让我再来一次，我不会这么做的。

The boat of mine & your is sinking, i rather to let my boat to sink first. To let the pain minimize to the little. Everyone does make mistake but i am just sick & tired of every single happening round it. Maybe the best way is to forget; dont remember(: I love this storybook to the max:P

2011-03-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

TOTAL FEBRUARY FUN :D

GOSH! It already MARCH?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCH BABIES:D (including myself)

Back to blog. And i know all your miss me. My friend created a nick for me, so next time if your miss me, look into the star and i will always shinning for you:P February seem to be a very upset season for me. It was like so many unhappy thing happening and i dont know why those trouble dont get me off): At that moments of time i am so pissed off and freak. My whole february sux tttm): Bud the only days was not sux is with my next of kins(: Those photos are the days we spend & i really had a lot of fun with them(: YES I LOVE YOU :D 15 feb - x-family was having steamboat at novena there(: sad thing is banana did not manage to join us): bud this time is fun, that time qin never come now is her. It okay anyway. I really enjoy myself(: I cannot imagine we come so far and we are still together(: OhMyGod:D 15 feb, me & huan also taking certificate. HAHAH~ Nothing to post. I will be back once i finished my celebration:P

Grant my wish please. A text wun kill you):

Will i recieve anything from you at that day?

How long our conversation will last, i dont know.

2011-02-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

JIAEN(:

JIALE-AHBI(:

MY UNCLE & ME:D

MY COUSIN & ME(:

IT'S US AGAIN(:

MY SISTER & ME(:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

*all the photos taken are during chinese new year season(:

Now its already FEBRUARY(:

Firstly; HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEBRUARY BABIES(:

Secondly; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIES PEIYI(:

1st February 2011(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS IVY(:

That day i went shopping and brough a present for her(: I work as per usual then had dinner with clouds(: She gave me a bag. It's a transparent bag:D omg, i wanted the bag for so long bud my mum said that it's too transparent ask me dont bring that bag later thief more easy to steal my thing. I will laughted at the answer she gave me(: Thanks cloud for the bag:D

2nd February 2011(:

Having reunion dinner with family & i knew that everyone is doing this(: Nothing much bud just chit-chatting with all my youngest cousin(: It's been long time we have not been talking for much. My grandma so funny that i though she was drunk. She ask me to talk to my cousin(which i dont like), she even said that we are all from the same surname -.- my reaction was like why must i be the first one to talk to. Bud end up i did finish up this mission. Wo de tian, my grandma told so bad stuff too, she ask me if one day she pass away will i cry. At that moments of time i really feel so upset, keep thinking whether i did anything wrong? Bud i did not so i told my aunt, they say is okay because 1st-she is drunk le, 2nd - she just had a fight with grandpa. As usual grandpa will give angbao today(: then went temple, sit there for almost two hours. -.- so hot de place, can your imagine i sleep there and it is not inside the room bud is outside the house. I must be crazy. After that home sweet home & i slept around 2plus(:

3rd February 2011(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

First day of CNY(: Wake up around 9++. Then accompany my sister down to have mac for breakfast. OMG. It have been since like every year we are doing this till i am so sian. Then after not long my mum & daddy gave us angbao(: Then after that we shower and wear new clothes, new shoes, new bags & new colour hair out to my grandma house(: haha. This year we are a bit late. We reach there collect angbao then talk to our cousin followed by wait for my aunt to come down then go to two other places(: haha. take angboa bud i feel that this year new year is so bored i dont know why. at night go back to my aunt house to collect. Then home sweet home(:

4th February 2011(:

Second day of CNY(: can kills me. OMG! i bored till i can go knock the wall -.- i went down to my grandma house stay for one hrs then go temple @ loyang then after that go the other wanna @ si ma lu then go back to aunt house. Collected two angbao(: It was too bored that i sleep inside my cousin room -.- omg ttm! then after that home sweet home.

5th February 2011(:

Third day of CNY(: In the afternoon went down to my aunt house for steamboat(: was a wonderful meal(: haha. Bud also very bored & three days of rest ends. OMG. tomorrow start work le so fast/ so slow? Counting down one month dont come -.- i wanna to stay the life like this. Why next week so chiong -.- i can kills myself. I think i cant breathe after the long hrs of work.

Why human being can liars without blinding the eyes?

Teach me please!

2011-01-31T01:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLOUD(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUAK(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JANUARY BABIES(: &

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO ALL FEBRUARY BABIES(:

CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING(: ANGBAO BABES!

18/1/2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLOUD(:

firstly we went up then went cycling; chitchat; fool around, then went up outlet then go bishan; had long john sliver; by right movie bud no show then shopping there, then go city square mall then howm sweet home to outlet to help out in closing -.- stupid thing. then sherman pei me wait for bus(: haha. then home sweet home(:

eh you, turn nineteen le, there is so many thing out there you should think more clearly before you do every single step. dont use your stubborn to step on people and your attitude to make people dislike you.

21/1/11

meet quak & qin then trained down to ms to meet xialiu & banana for bowling session. miss those time when we are playing bowling. i did something paiseh cannot say here. haha. every single moments we share is the best(: after that we went trained down to 313 there to take neoprints then went to xin wang hondkong cafe for dinner(: because we are very hungry le so no choice just choose and eat HAHAH~ then walk about then home sweet home(: then we all went back to cook our dish and prepare for the suprise later(: i cook fried rice, banana cook sweet and sour pork, xialiu cook soup and qin cook veg(: then we meet up at around 2300hrs. maybe i started to be nervous. haha. then we went to quak house around 23plusplus. then we carry with out mission bud we did not really success haha. then we sing song for her when you found out us. then after that we went into her house and help her continue to celebrate(: then after that home sweet home. then the next day we went to her house for dinner(: had fun too. her mother keep on ask us to eat ar eat ar. haha.

LASTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUAK :DDDDD

yes finished shopping new year clothes(: so happy^^

i would like to thanks one of mynextofkin(:

recently too many thing happened up in one full shot till i cant take it. i just need someone to talk to that's all. thanks for being 24 hrs over there for me listen to me nag about something that dont related to you. everytime after i talk to you i will feel more better and relax. i understand that 希望越大，失望越大。the biggest hope you have, the more sad you are. i have never notice that i have been so emo the past few years. from you i really learnt and understand more thing. at times being is emo is better than being awake, or i should say is rather to pretend you dont know anything then know everything. putting up a fake smile is better than putting a real smile. dont worry i am not thinking negative again bud is just that i dont know. i also understand that : does not mean that you are born to be ugly you are just a maid to other people. If the guys just see your appearance then forget it is not worth it. As long as your heart is pretty no matter how many guys you met there is alway one that will fall in love with you(: i will fight for my everything and i will not flight it off(: thanks so much(:

to some idoit!

请不要等到失去了才知道流眼泪，苦苦哀求你所说的老婆/老公。失去就是失去了，没有办法再让你们从新在来。这个世界是现实的。不管你有多爱着对方，当失去的时候已经太迟了。记得要珍惜生变的爱人。失去了就没有了。

2011-01-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2011 GOODBYE 2010(:

wishes, wishes & lastly wishes(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANUARY BABIES(:

2011 photo gonna start talking(:

WAHH!

from 1st january till 13 january, i definely had a lot of fun thru out.

During the 7-01-11(:

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY MR.DENNIS(:

as usual work goes on. i end work at 9 so i went to buy some present for him(: is a very cute pink bloster.So we ask D to come down to find us(: we end work then went mac for supper. though D will be the one who treat end up kristine treat. bud anyway thanks(: we had fun there and i took the video(: can go to my fb can check out(: bud is only for my friend:P then home sweet home(: all those credits goes to me, jinshan, kristine and lastly chenjie(:

During the 12-01-11(:

me, xiaojun and cloud went to nex mall and walk walk then followed by city square mall. nothing to say:P

During the 13-01-11(:

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO MS CLOUD(:

i meet cloud as usual first at inter to buy something and followed by lunch then go watch moive and catch up with jinshan, chenjie and ivy(: we went to nex mall and shop then went for dinner. chenjie brought some clothes for cloud(: then after that we went to this shop for dinner. omg, i never expect that the bowl is so big. And something not nice, i think the pepper is FOC de ar, put so many kuku to the max. then went swensen for dessert(: and give D suprise. we celebrate cloud advance there toos(: we buy cake for her. then we order banana crumb, brownie & blondie(: all so sweet going fatter because of those thing. omg then dont know why got fries come up end up we cant finished the fries omg. haha. then we slack till ard 10 plus then go off(: home sweet home after that(:

if i have choose to let go, please dont come back

i am so sick of wasting water everytime i think back.

let me find someone whom is better & let me off please):

2010-12-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

neoprints shop

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

NEOPRINTs, which we take.

present for huan birthday(:

act cute(: haha

photo taking(:

X'MAS PRESENT(: from all my NEXT OF KIN(:

quak- heart sweet(:

banana- the big box of frog fan(:

xialiu- instant noodles, chocolate(:

ahqin- gingerbreadman ear piece(:

dicky- eeyore in a container(:

MORONS:D

* Photos are from 17/12, 23/12 and lastly today(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR:D

Firstly, congrats all my fellow nursing cohort finally we graduated(: Yes, i have completed my 2 years nursing course. Thanks to all those teachers who teaches us and guide us:) thanks so much(:

Secondly; I HAD FINALLY GRADUATED:D

17december2010

-was my last day of school and i am so happy(: after school went to meet quak, banana n ahqin. we went to buy xialiu present which is the winne the pooh puzzle(: we had our dinner at aston(: haha. then home sweet home(: was a tiring night yawn yawn.

23 december 2010

midnight 12am, quak n banana came my house to ton to complete the puzzle. Bud we did'nt manage to complete it. omg. then we started to gan chiong. then banana went to quak house to complete. And finally they did it(: haha. then we meet banana and huan @ ps. then qin really got us a shocked ttm. omg. argh! we tot something happened to her omg. then finally we found her. aiyoos. then we go take neoprint followed by going to huan hus for mahjong^^ then we went pasta mania for dinner(: haha. then home sweet home(: we had brownie as well for huan brithday.

today(:

it was'nt a special occasion bud i hope cloud can get into her course(:

2010 is ending and 2011 is coming. what is my wishes for 2011?

i just wish for something simple and i hope everything goes down no longer coming up. i'm whole day at home laughing while watching show and i know me myself got some nerve not right. that why i wrote this is my msn: 'YOU AND ME CHOOSE A DIFFERNT WAY TO PLESANT OURSELVES'. i know your dont get it bud nevermind(: faster wish for something before 2010 have ended(:

u n me dont meant 2 b @ this world,

n i noe i cnt pretend it dont happened,

WHAT COME AROUND GOES AROUND.

my 1st wishes is to never stop contacting with you.

2010-11-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

yummy yummy steamboat(:

we look like pig, eating non-stop(:

quakquak, please dont shy shy(:

8 cans of drink we had :D omg!

when the time we leave the shop(: time files when we're together

goodbye, time for home.

26 november 2010:D

congrats to us, we have completed our 10 weeks attachment at rh! time dont files as fast as i though. i misses my previous group bud not you. 3 more weeks to go and is time for me to work like zombie(: i miss those day we had in swensen, mr. dennis and ivy): i hope we can work together. i know mr.d have forgotten us bud ivy dont(: haha. let's talk about my outing:D

i meet banana and xialiu for megamind 3D, wow shiok man(: i never regret watching it because it is wil my friend(: after the moive we went down to novena for steamboat with quak. yes, what i wish had come true. our outing. i really misses your like nobody business. we are just like so kuku gossiping BUD i love it(: because it is with your. we start the steamboat with sun and finished it with moon & star. haha. then walk back to inter then train back. why i only can be so happy and no stress with your bud i feel thousand of stress when i am in attachment. maybe i should go interact more haha. nonsense. anw thanks for all those encouragement bud i still think that i'm so weak. why am i suppose to be sad and so over the word she said? i feel so .... nevermind. after 3 weeks i know i will be fine(: erm, our next outing will be next month. kinda of long man. haha.

i misses ahbi! my dearest love(: dont act cute please(:

it have been a long time i never see my dearest and i am so lucky to see him today(: m i suppose to say that i'm heng? haha. i really missing him so much, i think the last time i saw him should be i cant even remember. lmao. bibi i miss you(: then after that went work(: work was just so prefect and nice with moutain and siaojie:P bud not the siaocloud! haha. dont know where the cloud fly to le? mia liao haha. YEAH, christmas coming:D hope i will think last and have a good christmas:D next year will be better(: tomorrow will be better(: peace^^

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS NOT LOVE BUD YOUR =D

i choose this and i will take up all the consquences. no matter how tough it is,

i only plan to have your beside me. dont pretend with me when you're a jerk.

friendship is more as important as relationship(: there's no FOREVER in dictionary

i just love the way i'm insane with all my next of kins(: your are not replace-able^^

2010-11-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

MR DENNIS LAST DAY AT TEC):

i know i gonna miss you whenever i'm working. hope everything goes well at your mall. jiayou dennis. remember this. no matter what kind of problem you going through is to control and never give up. give up will might make a person regret and regret is the stupidest thing you will have. HAHA. 不管有多舍不得你，有一天我也会走的。我只会记得美好的回忆。

Finally someone came back to SINGAPORE. omg, i misses the single person for 3 days. now she is back i dont need to miss her le. bud anyway, i still wanted to thanks this person whom walk thru up and down with me no matter how tough it is. times, i maybe annoying bud i'm just caring(: yeah few more weeks and i will settle down my attachment le. i swear this is the most worst attachment i went through, too many up and down i faces everyday that will make me so disappointed and so shag. every tears i shed make me stronger in this attachment. i been telling myself to trust myself in order for me to move on. many thing is different compare that. the hospital also wanted to be part time there bud i'm fine with that is just that i miss working with my fellow moron at the other side. i have started to learn fountain and everything look and sound so tough for me. every step i take is like pabo lo. even scooping ice-cream. haha bud i'm willing to learnt(: yesterday during work something happened and it make kristen look so shag too. you shedding for someone whom you dont worth it what for. you told me everything will have an answer to solve it so why make your life more tougher. one ear in one ear out. everyday must have positive mindset to work on. so many people birthday is coming especially some BHB people. chirstmas coming toos! i wish for more better life which will make me more happier like UP little boy. yesterday i work i told jinshan this: at time i saw you i think you're cute BUD at time i saw you i think that you re wicked and cruel. HAHA. she almost laugh like nobody business HAHA! some advise to someone who is very close to me: why make your life so tough to walk through. this is your fate to know him and end up with this ending because the god wanna to you to know better guy. dont like me always living in the past because how much pain you going thru no one will know and understand why you does this. live for yourself not others, he left you is his regret because you're someone great(: dont make yourself to think about him anymore. life going on with unpredictable problem. maybe relationship for you now is not suitable. why not wait till you have settle down first then talk about it. hope this sentence would help you : ask you to give up and letting go of him bud deep in your heart i know you still love him. maybe letting go is the best way for you and him to grow. what is in the future is something you dont know. become a friend is more better than becoming a couple. friend is forever bud love for us at this age is not forever. my friend jiayou(:

LOVE THE WAY I'M INSANE WITH YOUR:D

CLOUD, MOUNTAIN, DARLING & LASTLY MY BELOVED X-FAMILY(:

2010-11-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

bunch of morons down the streets:D

mountain, stars, clouds and ivy down the streets(:

IVY, WE MISSES YOU(:

times files, october ended and november have arrive(: long way to finish the last lap of attachment. quite sick recently due to stomach sneeze ahchoo~ and my poor gastric burpburp): haix. currently under medication argh! DR say is GE! ): nevermind. tot to have a good rest bud i dont tend to take MC. i disobey my dr and went attachment the next day bcos fever have already gone down(: funny thing happened during the date with a bunch of morons which made me forever cannot forget. i really laugh my ass off the day. thanks to mr blue(: haha! sorry being so rude and fierce! heehee. i'm really shy man. bud anyway i make it to ask him for thing! cloud going to genting soon): i'm gonna be alone): so hope that she can faster can come at least i would be so alone. just want to treasure time before she goes genting(:

sometimes, something, someone dont be so freak in doing thing. you would not make people like you more instead making people to dislike you more. how you treat someone, the god will take you for retribution. I asked myself, what is my first impression towards it? i'm trying to defend that it is not you bud i followed my heart. My heart told me that you're the one. i dont know how to explain it bud i really hope that the person was not you. for now i gave up, because i dont know how to make friend with two sided faces. i would not bring myself to hate you and regret knowing you at least i know how different people look like? for those who made ivy leave i'm sad to tell you, you make me more dislike you instead of more like you! from the day ivy join us is part of our family and yet i dont get why? dont tell me from a to z excuses because all this are just excuses! all this are just excuses to hide your wrong. i dont think you know what is guilty. what you've done wrong you should face the consqences. dont push the limit of us to the max, because you will never know what is the next step of ours. ivy, i misses you so much so much! when is your off we shall date again(:

GOODNEWS(:

i let go and give up totally

your name, your past history no longer

made me heartpain(: and i'm going on

my life with more laughter and smile like UP:D

my new life and new entry of data(:

ILOVEYOU;MYBESTFRIEND:D

2010-10-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Let me keep it short(:
times really flies like nobody business. So fast, my holiday have ended and a brand new attachment at raffles is round the corner and its tomorrow morning. I'm so afraid things will turn bad and i scare conflicts. During this three weeks holidays, many thing have happened and make me be wide minded nowadays. Thanks so pair of trustable ears for me to shower with water and those who pull the root out de people! I'm pretty fine now. Recently i read this book and this book teaches me many many meaningful thing. Cherish and Treasure. Please dont wait till last minutes you go and treasure people. You and me might not have so many times to accompany someone you loved(: like your next of kins. treasure them please:D One more weeks, MR.D leaving. How much i dont bear this person leave, this person have to leave. Dont give-up! I hope i can know my answer on the last day(: Jinshan!! i will text you once i know okay(: all the best to you:D Ms ahyun, dont worry, maybe this time round your sixth sense went upside down or maybe it just a misunderstand(: When you off tell me, i will not forget the meeting for movie. guys dont miss me i will going MIA for a period of time:D

when i started and wanted to tell you johwahhehyo,

i realise all this is just a misunderstanding. I understand(:

who dowan to find a gf which is more positive bud not negative.

Just one-sided love, is hard. When i started to believe in fate you destroy it.

I will rememeber it hard but dont put it in your heart anymore.

Everyone learnt their mistake. Where they fall, stand up from there(:

2010-09-27T03:04:00.000+08:00

YEAH! XINYEE'S BACK! IT'S HOLIDAY TIME:DDDD BEDTIME STORY(:

Times really flies and i'm going to graduate in 3 months time. I really dont know what is the next following step. Dad told me to quit my current job once i go for attachment bud i really cannot bear to left. I got so many fun there with jinshan, chenjie, amenda, juvena, dennis and some kitchen staffs. It is time for me to change a new environment? Anyway "D" leaving. Remember the very first day, seeing him made my day sux bud now is different le. Days by days made us strong in a team haha. Think back we had so many fun, are you bear to leave us? HAHAHA!!!! Memories are made to be kept bud for you, i dont know to keep this or sweep it off. Because you make my days so miserable. Sleep with water at night. Please stop being a coward and hide non stop. You can hide now bud not forever.

[overdue photo]

whees! have a outing with them(: i really misses them bud not xialiu because i see her for 3 months already and yet see her for next 3 months in attachment haha(: MAHJONG session:DDD YES! Our next outing coming soon too. On the 30 september:DDD bu jian bu shan:DDD

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESITIVAL:D

Dad brought us to clarke quake and nejoy the sky! Had so much fun there bud too many people le! Moon was pretty:D nice!

Have been working non-stop. Dont get myself why keep on working non-stop! Maybe i still need to numb it bahhx! Work made me exhausted bud yet fun with my friend there. Good news potato is back bud she seem very different bud just dont know how to explain it. Next week all night): all till closing. Soda until i insane! See norman till i insane! PUI, i dowan to see him! Bud if fews hours i still have bud not the whole shift please. HUA CHI is flower idoit! i just discover today(: LMAO!!!

JINSHAN JIAYOUS:DDD DONT GIVE UP(:

Should full stop le. How much i wanna it,

result will still be the same. Let's shower it

with rain; kiss the rain. One text can bright

up my day i swear bud it would not happen

Stop playing hide and seek with me bcos I CONCERN ABOUT IT):

Years & years waiting i think i should give up le

2010-08-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

goodbye all my classmates for two weeks):

Let's keep this all good memories down(:

Whees! Happy two weeks holiday to all my friends! Now is already august! It is also the fasting month for all my malay friend and ghost fesitival for the chinese. All my fellow guys friends at army please super aware and becareful and dont talk stupid thing like some idoits and moron who only use butt to think! Finally holiday i thought i would be slightly relax on the first week bud it turn out so sux! You will never imagine all kind of shyt time i left with. One moron birthday is coming and i dont know what present to get. Any ideas passerby? Please comment(: i will take your positive comment sincerely^^ On going on project on tuesday and i dont know to say i sway to get freeloader and a smart person ma. Headache bud anyway i just wanna to cooperate with all my groupmates. Sugar jiayou! Me toos!! Curse and bad luck PLEASE get LOST from me! OMG! sickening! argh! Time is so pack i dowan care I WANT OUTING WITH X-FAMILY): i misses them especially banana, qin and quak):

Many thing happened so sudden,

It made so disappointed at times.

I'm not going to give up and let go thing easily.

You teaches me not to regret, i cherish it!

Made the footprint down the path with your someone(:

Moron, we are far and yet close distance.

dont be a idoit and think that the whole world including me dowan you

we are far but We're still friends when you called me!

2010-07-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA RESORT WORLD

School reopened and gosh! Started my second week with CPR stress bud now is over! Good Luck with all my fellow friends:D We can made it, do does you! Project & Exam rushing up, i gonna buck up with my studies(: I'm so stressed up during CPR and made me feel so terrible at all times.

At times, when i started to regret is too late. When i started to grow up i'm very scare you will left me even though i know one day you will died bud i'm still scare because i'm always under the care of your's. I really cant imagine my days without you. Yesterday night was a sleepless night even though i'm tired. I force myself to wake up to look at you because i know i'm concern. For the rest of my life i never forget how acpuncture hurts. The moments needle when in one by one i started to shed even though i tot myself to be strong): eighteen years old daughter dont know how to be strong. I remember i told xh, i enjoy the way you pamper me. I wanted it forever, because i know that only you worth for the 'FOREVER'. The rest of them sleep bud i just cant control myself from shedding. I know it hurt, i told myself if i could take the pain for you i want. I rather pain falls on me bud not you. I always wanted to said sorry mum, i really love you bud i dont know how to express out. No comments unless you are mine next of kin.

Fellow Friends Good Luck for BCLS:D

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I Hope That The Water Would Splash All My Stress Away,

And Made Her To Get Better(: The Pain on Her Made Me Shed):

2010-06-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

(overdue photos)

17 june 2010

out with amenda for the karate kids. It was a very happy gather(: All the best to her at united square and dont miss TEC too much(: Overall the karate kids i rated for 5 stars:) Whees!

21 JUNE 2010!

Went out with xialiu for banana present. Had fun all the way long. Whees happy day:D Eat, Chit-Chat and lastly Laugh all day(: tomorrow i'm working!

She bully me):

My Twins SISTER(: LOOK ALIKE HUH!(: OF COURSE:D

23 & 24 JUNE 2010:D

morning wake up early to meet banana and xialiu at 116 bus-stop then bused down to ahqin house for some suprise(: reach there brought so yogurt for breakfast till ahqin said she's coming down we went to hide. Then we give her suprised then banana turn(: They are shocked bud i like it because the effort of xialiu and mine is not wasted(: Whees! Followed by we train down to bb for some trading then after that went for badminton YEAH~ after we finished, it started to rain so big, we got no choice to take cab to notrhpoint then went to pasta mania for our first meal):). Wow is really spicy siia bud i like the taste:D banana reaction so funny lo! We went toilet then come out, you know what happened? MY SHOES SPOILT because of xialiu mouth kns! TT so sad my shoes le): then no choice went to sport shop to buy shoes before we continue. Then home sweet home! On the 24, i was LATE! OMG! OVERSLEPT SHYT! They waited for me then we trained down to farrer park! To go find qinqin(: then after that we went swensen for lunch and walk around at city square mall then back to xialiu house(: then me and banana home sweet home after buying sushi(: YUMMY YUMMY:D i really enjoyed the times with your(: Anyway once again HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BANANAN AND AHQIN:D I know you like the present WHEES!

Many thing have already gone it's gone

Dont even bother to do so much bcos end up it's just a waste

If the person dont even appreciate dont shed anymore bcos it useless!

Tell yourself without him/her. YOUR LIFE IS MUCH MORE BETTER

Remember this!

2010-06-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Finally attachment ended:D Yipees(:

During this 9 weeks many obstacles occurs, you and me dont meant it bud it really teaches me to be super alert and aware about you. I pray that next posting will be fine with you, you would not know who i'm talking and YOU!

Happy Birthday Dearest Banana:D

You're already eighteen, must be more alert in everything you does and dont let people cheat you. Anything voice out to us, times our comments are negative towards you bud we are concern. I dont know what happened bud i will still ask you to cheerup(: X-FAMILY ears are always open for one another(: Dont forget out next outing date(:

I really misses those daysD:

Cant time goes back?

Let's welcome the presence of JUNE(:

1st June - Happy Birthday Jinshan :D

3rd June - Happy Birthday Seemiang n Hanson C:

8th June - Happy Birthday Banana :)

10th June - Happy Birthday Kristen meimei (:

i give your all my blessing. Last long for those who have stead. Wishes come true:D

Attachment - Have already ended:D Great News!

Work - Gonna be like a war for the shift): Poor thing):

I got something good today which i'm always waiting. Gosh! I never imagine dhat thing really happened :S

2010-05-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MARRIED TO MY COUSIN 08MAY2010(:

They were together for 14 years before they got married, they gone through many obstacles along the path and they made me felt so envy with them & made me think of him): dont worry guys i'm fine because i'm growing and i started to think. There wun be forever in this life. Every single relationship is by fate even friends if your are meant to be together your will meet up no matter what even walking on the street you will saw each other. Is he teaches me more thing and made me learn that dont take thing for granted and made the path more clearer by opening up your eyes. I swear i dont take one days or one weeks to fall in love with you or i take one days/ one weeks/ one month/ one year to forget you. You still stand a greater footprint inside my heart which other people could not and dont even stand a chance. Learn to forgive & forget a person by washing off the sin that he made and dont hate him and not to regret(: Dont be so calculative with everything, just learn how to treasure your everything and made no left out after you leave.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIES ON 14 MAY 2010(:

Many thing happened in between bud we could not made it and almost failed the mission. Maybe i'm too silly to believe you at times bud is all because i know you too much & i trust you. Now you are finally 18, many thing you have think before you do it. Anything you could not solve just text/ called anyone of us. We are always be there to hold your hand and give it a pulled to made you back to the track(:

16MAY2010; the outing day(:

We meet up and trained down to huan hus quite late and started with mahjong. My lucks was so sux siia. Gosh! bud banana luck is more sway then us. Huan keep on win siia end up we got no choice to let uncle to help us haha. Uncle help us to win huan haha. Have dinner & lastly photo to say goodbye because everyone is having school tomorrow. Happy moments passes fast.

17-21MAY2010

Attachment goes on and on till i end. Everyday is the same sian and i made new NYP friends(:

TODAY

I'm working. Everything dont sound right on the track): No mood to work even thought i sound and look so happy and excited. I told myself work is different from outside we have to settle thing step by steps. I really dont understand why people whom are older still wanna to fight. Why cant they be more mature? I felt so regret making friend with them siia. It made me feel so disgusted at times bud once friend, we are friend haix. I only can pray that your dont fight because to me i think that is really childish. Mdm no longer here i felt so weird siia. OMG. Bud life still goes on without your presence, i will buck up in everything i do(: the new manager is slightly different from zhu, i still not used to it and i hope can get everything back to same. Many rules to follow): i will tried my best so does all my fellow colleagues(:

btw, i'm sorry to ahyun!

2010-05-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QINQIN:D

26/04/2010 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINQIN(:

27/04/2010 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY POOJA(:

01/05/2010 - HAPPY LABOUR DAY :D

attachment at kkh have completely ended and i still got one month, 2 weeks to goes on(: tell myself i can made it(: this weeks i think nothing much bud taking care of all babies. staffs there are kind and is my honor to know peishi. haha. at the last day of attachment at kkh, i have a terrible painful throat): i told myself i could made it end up seriously i cant anymore. its getting more and more painful): went for appointment then see doc then went to work. it was a terrible pain and terrible war. i could not make it. i almost cried out loud with the pain bud i still endure till i end work. heng i got sister to help me to cover arbo i think i seriously will faint siia. omg. because it was the last day of promotion and the queue did not even stop. everyone's legs was breaking. lucky everything have ended. i also forgotten that is a stock counting. kanasai. haix. sat work again. it was labour day, it was not as busy as fri bud i think is because i'm sick that why i could not concentrate. haix. still the same i leave early and sister cover me. and i made myself MC today. because is terrible painful idiot argh~

good luck to xiaomei kkh posting(: and i back to ttsh posting again. ttsh i'm back~ cher get well soon(:

I HATE THAT TERRIBLE FEELING. FASTER GET WELL MY THROAT):

2010-04-25T22:32:00.054+08:00

Second week of attachment have ended and everything dont goes so smooth. Many obstacles i cannot endure, overcome and it made me feel so irritating. My KKH posting was just nice and i MISS BOBO! HAHA. bud is already over(: i have enjoy it. Thanks. tomorrow going baby ward. OMG, i'm so scared): because they are so small.

Saturday,
morning meet up my xiaomei then went work. Work was not success. Seriously made me pissed off. I told myself to endure, endure, endure, endure and endure. End up I'M SORRY, i cannot take it already i started off with attitude. there was a crowd then i was inside settle with new staff. then i though she will be well and smooth inside bud end up it seem to be the other way man. i dont know how many times i told her to throw the paper after all the food have been sent out end up she never even throw. i keep on said and said then end up my face turn black. then kitchen said something that made me pissed off. I admit that I'M FAT AND FREAKING FAT bud why can't you keep the comments to yourself please. i swear no one told me that POD have change then when i told the order then i key it under POD. then i ask kitchen the POD is it mash pot then they say dont have, of course my duty is to change in order to prevent order is wrong. then kitchen say to the other one this: eh, not POD is mash pot, the FATTY GIRL say de. @#$%^&*@#$%^&* WANT PEOPLE TO RESPECT YOU THEN YOU GOT TO RESPECT PEOPLE. sometimes keep the comments to yourself. PLEASE. i'm so busy already i got no time for joke and fun. PLEASE BE MORE PROFESSIONAL LA. then after that i just keep quiet then continue to work. until we end work i just kept quiet. sometimes, i really dont understand why your treat me like that. YOU ARE HUMAN SO DOES ME. YOU WANT PEOPLE TO RESPECT YOU, RESPECT PEOPLE. after work me and cj went home together before that we went to the night market bud end up it close already. home sweet home with all the anger and shower it with water. argh~

Sunday, 10 to 4 stupid time.
i'm dishwasher auntie. haha. i cut myself during washing. kanasai. i never know that the knife is so sharp. gosh. from start work kena said till end work. i cant stand anymore. dishwasher have to come out and top up this and that while only one person huh? shyt lo i dont get honesty. then i was jam with washing the plates because customer came in non stop. argh. around3 plus going 4 while me and cj talking, kitchen staff said this: pretty lady, can dont puut the plates there mahhx i cooking staff food lehhx. then i just ignore because is yesterday that pabo. shyt your butt man. sometimes i'm also learning how to control my temper, my attitude. haix.! on the way back i saw him. haha he is so handsome. i'm insane haha.
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO AHQIN IN ADVANCE(:

2010-04-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

It started with SUN and ended with RAIN. [:

one month holiday ended, one week attachment started and ended toos(:

during one month i learn to reflect on many thing. i think is a newspaper articles wake me up. haha. how to let go is learnt to how to forgive. not to be so calculative on how much memories your spend, how much love you waste on, how he/she betray you BUD is to forgive his/her sins is the greater mission you had made(: SMILE. during one week attachment at ttsh was BORED. bcos is a neuro ward, have to be careful in everything you does and everything you gave bud i did quite a loads skills. to me i'm happy bud for other i dont know at all lahhx. haha. and finally is sat bud i'm not happy because i'm super TIRED and i still have to work. morning meet xiaomei at yishun to buy shoes, OMG and she brought a so expensive shoes. i never expect man. It cost her 119/109. i cannot remember bud is so expensive. end up we see is new arrival. kanasai. then at her house rot awhile:D then went work. GOSH i'm almost late. after i ask sister where i work i sent vulgarities to her. haha. she almost killed me. haha. kanasai. today work with fire siia OMG lo. shyt my head upside down.

i was working with her (new staff), she already work for more than one week inside and yet she DONT KNOW. you have been here for so long, why could you take 4 dish out at one times huh? i dont care how many days you work please use your brain to think. everyone is asking me to endure you lo. how am i going to do? i keep ask myself to control control control; endure, endure & lastly endure. and finally my fire explose. idoit siia. everyone told me this: EH ATTITUDE SIIA. i was like i know how your feel because i feel this way UNDERSTAND. sometimes it made me feel like killing people. end up i was so angry i dowan go in and help i outside run service. because of her i have to do cashier tomorrow. GND~ once forbia forever there is forbia. end work, i wait for xiaojie and train home with kristen, D, xiaojie :D me and D very noisy ar. especially D haha. so noisy play song so loud. HAHA. he is going to comment already. actually dowan update de end up becuase of D, i updated. xiaomei jiayou, one week more to do! I 100% KNOW YOU CAN MADE IT:D CASHIER I HATE YOU! haha.

One months holiday ended, one week nightmares, the next following two weeks belong to mother and babies. Is their visit. I'm coming with fear.

I dont wish because of you,

i got myself into problem.

You are mad, insane dont drag me in.

I told myself i wash my hand off you

Because i know it just a misunderstanding FEEL

2010-04-03T02:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOL(:

work + work + work and lastly work. finish work and went back to get prepare for x-family(:

happy and excited bud was irritated by something[:

After so much hard work, so much sweat everything is out(:

This two is the final design of it(:

Meet my next to kin around 4. Gather everyone to train down to yishun followed meet up xiaomei. Was fooled by her, that idoit wear jersey; short pants and slipper. kanasai. Followed by Seoul Gardern for dinner. Yummy, super hungry! Total bills was $154++ bud i think reasonable because 30 bucks per human head. haha! We ordered Tom Yam and Kim Chi steamboat! Cool man. nice(: After eating, we walk around north point and get my thing for ahbi tomorrow followed by back xiaomei house. On the way home, xiaomei and quak wanted to buy something from NTUC so we went back first. Haven even started mahjong was called down to buy somethings. So we went down to buy. Then on the way back ermei stomachache, so we sat down downstairs awhile then we went up. While walking back, i was staring out for star and moon tonight bud who knows, heavy footsteps and cake was on my face. gosh! It made my face turn into a ghost man! I was totally not aware of it. GOSH! Followed by, we went in for a clean up then MAHJONG TIME! Chit-chatting while playing mahjong. Was so fun! I extremely love the present that next to kin gave me. MAHJONG SECTION till around 9 + because xiaomei need to bath. We continue till sudden xiaomei so called dash into the room with a cake and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Eating cake time then ermei got something on so she went back home first. After she left, we still continue with out mahjong till aorund 1130 + then we train back home. Before we left xiaomei house we took so photo and we went on to train home and we are lucky to took the last train. So lucky!

Thanks for hard work and sweats on me. This path was not lonely because i everywhere i walk i saw your beside me encouraging me, approach me and consult me. Wonderful things cannot be brough with money, cash even credit card. Bud still the same:

Sometimes, someone who are nice are not meant to be buy with cash, credit card or even debit card or even master/ vista card bud all this thing are meant to be treasure and appreciated. Wonderful memories with your together, fun, full of nonsense and your are the one who is holding on the credits. And it will remain the same in my heart. Without YOU, YOU & YOU is nothing to me right now because i'm only treasuring those i should spend on. It is time for me to step down for MRCHEN. You leave down a meaningful memories for me even though you left, you still stand the same place, holding the same key in my heart. There is nothing you can change because once there a scar, it wun be dissolve till i found someone whom look similiar to you and made the same silly answer i would let go. Treasure and Cherish every single fellow friends and next to kin because you would know when there are leaving. Dont wait till they leave, while you started to regret. It's too late friends!

2010-03-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

two idoit down the street with stupidness(:

have been working this few days and pay is out and i'm outside shopping for my stuffs with that clouds. hahaha. yesterday work 12 to 4 with zhuma, d, kristen, amenda and sherman. ask zhuma to help me tied hair then busy with 1 FOR 1 followed by it ends then home sweet home(: oh yeah! lunch with kristen and d and william followed by home with d(: stupid d. haha:P

TODAY I'M HAPPILY OFF(:

rotting at home by left, recieve a call by amenda was asked to work 12 to 9 on april fool. i also know why she would asked me because those malay are going out for april fool break idoit people have idoit nonsense. haix. nevermind, as long as i got money to earn right(: after that recieve a call from clouds then we meet each other. went outlet for lunch while clouds insist. we waited very long while kitchen is fixing. omg lo then after lunch we went to walk walk around first then bused 139 down to sim lim square. we waste around two hours inside sim lim square omg lo kns. i seldom does this because i dont like. after shop at sim lim square, clouds brought a new mp3 bud colour is PINK. gosh she is fainting. haha so funny lo! haha. i reward myself with BLUE MOUSE omg! this colour is attracting. haha. after that we went home sweet home(: tomorrow also off(: thur and friday working! yes i'm looking forwards to see ahbi's sister jiaen! gosh she must be very cute omg! should i buy some sweets for ahbi? ahbi! he's so cute(: omg haha! argh~ result coming out. i so scare. would i be able to have a good rest later! good lucks all my fellow friends(:

hey haopengyou,

i would not said sorry bcos you also own me!

i though i saw you today, my heart beats bud i made a mistake! i'm sorry

when you choose to let go the past about him, you should not regret.

always tell myself i can made it bud end up i still . . . . . . .

misschenkaixiang):

2010-03-21T03:35:00.000+08:00

I MISS X-FAMILY ):

i'm waiting for 25 march and i'm meeting your(: i'm off that day(:

firstly happy birthday to march babies including me.

been working during this holiday. gosh. tomorrow i'm working 10 to 5 and i'm still awake. the time now is 0327am(: if dad know i gonna be killed. haha. today while working got customer vomit and i was that station gosh. sulaiman say me. you are a nurse should go and clean mahhx. i said back i'm afraid of faeces bud i'm afraid of vomitus. why not you go and tried. haix. yeah dad drive me home(: sometimes i hope that work will used up all my times and numb up my heart. haha i got no idea why i said so. anyway, congrats ahgong, changing phone soon. she's so happy. argh~ just finished editing ahyun's blog. wahh, working i keep on see her siia. see till sian liao. haha let her see she going to kill me. lmao. to this person: pabo i'm not avoiding you dont worry[: you must be too stress and think that i'm avoiding you. GAY~ dowan to talk to you or even dowan to reply you is bcos i'm lazy and you sound like someone. dont ask me who when you know is who. baichi. i'm in holiday mood(:

* i will link and relink you once i'm not lazy(:

i just want you tell you I WANTED TO HATE YOU bud I CANT'

2010-02-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

recently is too many obstacles coming out and i almost cannot breathe. too many project which is upcoming and made me feel so stressful. omg. BUD now i'm stressless because every project have already done(: i'm so happy(: i would like to thanks xiaomei xialiu(: maybe without her i really willl gone into the mental hospital. thanks for helping me so much(: yesterday went out wtih si ge bao=D misses them so much. is been so long never met them. omg. 4 of us train down to jurong, had mac for lunch. we are gossiping. then go to the dental because xialiu putting bracles(: at there till 3plus then we went off. while waiting outside i was sleeping. omg do i look so tired? haix. nevermind. then after that went down to bugis to take their album then after that they are mad inside comic connection. haha. then train back home. guess what we saw shalini inside the train bud she dont seem to rememeber us. bud nevermind. then i went to grandmother house. talking with my cousin having fun(:

is saying sorry so hard for you? i'm questioning myself!

2010-02-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

New Year Eve(:

everyone is busying during this day. morning was as usual staring at the sky. afternoon, as usual we went down granny house for steamboat. saw korkor. so excited to see him. is been thousand millions of years i have ever saw him already mahhx. he keep kena scold by me because of this. haha. then at night when to temper. reach home already 1030. starting to rush my project at 1230. was drills up by my dad. dad expect me to sleep early tmr bud i told him i can't i got a loads of homework haven finished. he walk out and close the door.

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE DAY=D

collecting hongbao again. went down to granny house first then my ba gong ba po de house then gupo house followed by the mahjong family which is my aunt house. hongbao roll in non-stop haha. lmao first day of new year morning went to eat mac. then reach home at 1 sharp do my project again. haix. so many thing to stress bud thanks to that naughty ahbi i almost faint off the house. aiyoos.

in the room, conversation was between ahbi and my aunt

aunt: that two jiejie pretty mahhx?

ahbi: nope. only one of jiejie pretty.

aunt: then your ahma and mama pretty mahhx?

ahbi: all not pretty.

ahbi'mum: okay lo, since i not pretty i go off first.

ahbi drag the bag and run with her mum

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conversation between his uncle and ahbi

ahbi's uncle: eh, what is your name?

ahbi: chew jia le

ahbi's uncle: then how old are you?

ahbi: chew jia le

ahbi's uncle: eh how old are you?

ahbi keep repeating chew jia le. wth. kids nowadays are naughty. dont your agree?

15022010.

as usual went down to my aunt house fro mahjong again bud i'm not playing instead i am playing poker card. my luck was like shyt keep on losing money. afternoon watch ghost moive with ahbi's uncle at room. wahh the ghost moive CMI. really siia. kns. then he said wanna to watch the JAY & lin ZHILING show. i walk out. haha. yesterday ahxiang damn bastard siia. i dont know why i know this kind of lame friend mahhx. kns lo. wth! seriously lo. okay that's all

i'm rotting at home. i cannot start to study my PCA! omg.

2010-01-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

30DECEMBER2009(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHSONG(:

i know you like the present from us right. i sound so bhb bud anyway nevermind(: was not working. so afternoon meet sister to ps then followed by our lunch then both of us and song went to watch the treasure hunter. i dont know how to grade it so i shall not. haha. then went for dinner at carl's(: then go went to meet xiaojie and the rest of the people to newton's circle for some outing(: omg 31 was ziana last day): i sound so sad because i always fool around with her. haha. love ya dont forget me(: then did not eat much bcos of the carl's haha. then i went home early. cab home with ah hang and his girlfriend. like a light bulb sia. kns. haha(:

31DECEMBER2009(:

working did not countdown(:(

0000hrs HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010(:

i learn from one of your words and bcos of your words i give up. i know how you feel and i think i am just one sided while waiting so i dont blame anyone who made me like a fool because i am. so its okay. it not a easy path while walking down bud i am so lucky to have a bunch of close friends around. you will never know it could be like bud there is something that you will never knew it bcos they are someone who made me alive without the name of you. bud there is still somewhere you stand(: dont worry. all the best toos(:

01JANUARY2010(:

a brand new year woohoos and this bloody ass i work 1-9 tot i attachment is it. kns. haha. only working. bud ave so fight. @#$%^& made me bloody pissed off. omhg, i dont know how your going to plan all this and yet your got the cheek to blame me? gosh. if your think that ITE is useful your are bloody mad and insane okay. the next day got 9 human being working why cant i off that day and only one new comer dont tell me your cant cope? freak off. omg. dont give me all kinds of rubbish. touch your heart and ask my whole day holiday i been working non-stop for your and this is what i got back? damn yoru head off singapore. omg. i am just a part time there and my time sometimes was like a full time there? siiao. like i said to your if anything happen to my resul and wait and see i know your knew what is my meaning. remember this: STUDIES IS NOT A EASY JOB. NO GOOD STUDIES I WILL END UP LIKE YOUR. @#$%^&*

02JANUARY2010(:

omg i am meeting all my fellow classmates(:

i sleep till 2. haha shouting around the room that i am late. gosh. prepare then trained down to ps(: meet them first then went to arcade to play(: can you imagine how ten people squeeze in a neoprint machine? haha. it was super funny. haha. after that went to walk walk around then went to sakura for dinner(: wow, is a nice dinner which ended everyone was so bloasted. haha. then after that went pool. then everyone went home sweet home while i went to find sister. then end up let amenda saw me and she ask the stupid mandy to pulled my ear. damn it lo for my 17 years i haven been kena pulled ear by my parent at all lo. damn it sia i keep thinking wth your are to pull my ear? irratating, forget it. then accompany xiaojie and sister for their supper and they are super mad, they are so hungry that they only took 20mintues to eat. i was so shocked. haha. then finally home sweet home(:

for my cousin(ivan): dear kor, so sorry ar i dowan you already i went to find my classmates. i know your birthday celebration ar. i know you wun scold me de right. you know i love you the most and dote you the most BUD you dont love me anymore bcos you got your gf): kns lo. stupid korkor. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE(:

2009-12-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUANGXIALIU(:

happy moments really does ended very fast bud your still stays in my heart without failed.

morning wake up go meet sister for lunch at mac. sister said that is been so long that she never been eating mac haha. she also very lmao plus dont stick with her too long or nort she will went mad haha. she saw she will scold me again. followed by help amenda delivery the cake down to customer. home sweet home. evening, meet quak, ahqin & banana at yishun first followed by ordering the cake then go find birthday girl which is my xiaomei; xialiu. then went CC and gave her the present. then went northpoint to have dinner at BBQ chicken. haha. nice food. this is my first time trying. aiyoos, so full. then we went bring bring the cake in with the help of the staff there. we did not manage to thanks the staff there bcos too many ppl. haha. then we went to xialiu house for mahjong bud i did not play. just dont feel like playing only lahhx(: then we took photo and talk a loads. wow, so long never see le i cannot imagine so many thing happen aiyoos. then cab home(: home sweet home. so sleepy already bud i does enjoy today(: hope you will like how we done for you today(:

2009-12-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

some candid shot with my precious cousin. she is damn cute okay(: so cute de cousin like her where to find? omg right? finally attachment ended. that day still got feeling bud morning wake up no more feeling lehhx. suddenly like got so many thing happening bud like she say dont think so much. i got no choice bud just kept quiet. i only know that i dont expect you to give in so much because i know where i am standing. feeling will be fading off but i dowan friendship to be fading also. nevermind. attachment ended i must be happy(: erm, started to plan things for holidays. today went grandmother house. suddenly felt that i dowan to go back my house already maybe i am used to living with my grandma that's why got this kind of feeling(: last day took a loads of photo also. anyway thanks ms florence(: HEY guys let's meet on 23rd. bud dont know whether i am going a not. pray hard that i am going(:

NOW THE TIME IS 0000HOURS(:

13 DECEMBER 2009(:

HUANGXIALIU HAPPY BIRTHDAY:DDDD

2009-11-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

FRIENDS & SISTER(:

GRANDMOTHER BIRTHDAY(: LOVES

SECOND CANDIT PHOTO(:

30OCTOBER2009(:

last day at tampines. huhu my one weeks passes so fast and almost did not notice it. sad because leaving and i could not see those cute clients again): they are nice even though they are diagnose with different illness. during this one week never even go where after that because damn tired. :O bud nevermind because i already completed my posting(: that night sister came down and find me, so nice of her this is what i think bud end up is because she got something to tell me(: kidding bud she really got something to tell me okay. then saw her primary friend, cannot remember her name opps. sit down and chit chatting then home sweet home(:

31OCTOBER2009(:

working again even requested for off but still have to work bud is only 7 to 12(: gosh so many promotion, i am dying soon with those promotion. aiyos. the renovation is so noisy. end up customer came and heard the sound complain is too noisy and walk off omg. went lunch with sister then shop for her thing. i keep on yawning. then back to inter to find min & jas for project. so sian. after that project went to buy spec. waiting my spec to be done and i dont need keep wear contact lens): it hurts my eyes. your will say why dowan to spec le, confirm is because wanted to be pretty then wear contact bud the real reason is because my degree increase and i am waiting for pay to done a new spec(: new spec will be arriving on sat(: then went home for dinner with family excluding my dad. then early sleep and prepare for next day(:

01NOVEMBER2009(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMOTHER, BIG UNCLE & THIRD AUNT

working 12 to 5 and guess what i saw him gosh. haha(: end work rush to grandmother house(: for celebration. on the way dont know what the mao and i doing. then me and my small uncle very funny. my cousin got no manner and dont know how come got angry and walk off so me and my small uncle said: he come big aunty(da yi ma), then i said eh, he is a guy lehhx how come will come big aunty should be big uncle:P end up kena scolded haha(: was a nice chat with my small uncle, he even teaches me a loads. i never regret living at my grandmother hus. i love her more than anyone(: no one can replace her in my heart. she stand the most(: then have a early home sweet home because going back ttsh for attachment and i am the morning shift de(:

i have already tried all my best to let go

bud is so hard and i dowan to be the party

of the relationship. just let me silence for one

moments maybe it will be better(:

2009-10-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

last day of holiday went to watch haeundae the deadly tsunami. yeah this song is nice siia(: never regret. wah during 3 week sholiday i went in and out the cinema for quite a time man. haha(: meet xiaodi at bishan then meet sister then go buy ticket and walk around then went in watch. that xiaodi ar, like uncle siia, dont let sister sit beside me end up sister and me keep complaining that boring haha bcos i use to talk in the cinema haha. finished show at 6plus then go dinner then after that go old place then talk till xiaodi went back home. then i home sweet home(:

today is the first day of the attachment. okay i should not say is too boring bud i am not used to new place and new environment bahhx. haix. bud nevermind(: got my group with a nice and good clinical instructor and mdm tham(: sound very good. i hope my group will success and complete all the skills(: CI went through a loads of thing with us and guide us well. erm, times i dont know to say is my group heng or what siia(: one big good news: heu finally i am with euu(: never believe all this will happen(: guess who? is my sayang. this time round i got istiqah and jasmine(: everyone must jiayou(: sleepy lehhx wanted to sleep liao

dont say goodbye untill i said so

2009-10-09T00:48:00.003+08:00

07102009(:

is a wednesday(: by left is going down to sayang house for hari raya. hmm... thinking weird why i would went there right bcos i missed the hari raya celebration! i asked my dad what i should bring along. dad response was huh? i tot hari raya was over? i did not replied back and i walk off. bcos i dont know why. so by center, went out with sister. train-ed down to inter to pay my bill first bcos i am having a tight week. bcos i have to pay a loads of thing have to by this buy that gosh. i told myself save save save bud end up i spent and spent! ohmygosh i told myself! after that train-ed down city hall, i though i saw someone who look very familiar bud end up look closer i realise that i am so stupid to see wrong people. kanasai. aiyoosyoos! then finally met sister so went carl's for lunch at around 3plus then go arcade. i dont know did i complete the mission me and euu made down bud it's okay bcos is past. just smile and it will past very easily? rubbish; nonsense. haha(: play till hand pain siia. then parapara for awhile then went round wakling then train-ed back inter go laodifang talk talk(: talk a lots of thing. sometimes, i think that i am STUPID and seriously i am. then homesweethome early bcos tmr working. phone along with little boy. there is nothing i wun say bud dont sad(:

08102009(:

SORORITY ROW(:

morning woke up go prepare to work a loads of thing happen and i did not even go and care till i cannot stand i said back. bud nevermind is already over liao. just smile and let it go and pretend nothing happen and continue work again. was fooling around with mama and ziana until both of them cannot stand me. was really kns la. haha. amenda going back malaysia tonight and i think swensen will be gone in any moments let's bet. when amenda is back a loads of complain haha. so i should say i am used to it liao(: then after work go watch sorority with sister at the cathay. starting of the show was boring bcos a loads of talking lahhx. then after that middle going e end was damn nice lahhx. ohmygosh(: i saw till i jump here jump there sia. haha. the couple beside me turn and look at me i was so paiseh lahhx. bud i realise i only enjoy it during the last week of my holliday. TT soon it is ending. then train-ed back to laodifang and this time round cherie was there as well(: erm, talk with her also. her friend was so lonely. haha. then homesweethome(:

i expect euu to say i listen.

i dont expect euu listen i say.

i dowan to argue with euu bcos

im not in wrong at all. see this or

not i dont care bcos i no longer said

imissyou-iloveyou-or i am going to care bcos euu hurt me

now i let go euu bcos i found someone better, euu better

remember what you told me when we broke out no one is

wrong in this relationship bcos is already 2YEARS. i dont

expect the feeling will be back bcos maybe euu or me had

already started to change. euu no longer as concern as a

friend towards me or either a stranger friend. tankaixiang(:

2009-10-01T23:58:00.038+08:00

xialiu & ahqin

funny faces(:

sisters(:

winnie the pooh. hey i done my part(:

30 SEPTEMBER 2009(:

i was working again obviously 11-3 then followed by 6-11 sound so weird bud is a long story i dowan to be so long wind-ed(: my hair was specially tied by juvena bcos i was so lazy if your saw me my hair is messy and not neat and funny. xiaodi came round and disturb(: times xiaodi is cute bud is act cute:P haha(: then throw rubbish took photo(: count stock day! then pack food home train-ed back with kristen. she damn funny. what is the train duration? i replied 5 min. then she walk slowly to top up her card. she damn bo liao! if i saw 2 min she willl be rushing me hahah(: then home sweet home!

01OCTOBER2009(:

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY TO EVERYONE(:

morning wake up internet, bath, prepare to meet x-family outing(: without banana): then after that bus-ed down with cow then wait for ahgong and ahqin. then go eat then bus-ed down to east coast. then rent bic for ride then take photo. then have fun. ride back bcos of raining. bic somehow spoilt fix halfway through irraiting. thenreturn bic. go mac eat and talk like nobody business. bused back i slept and i saw the picture i was snap! then go find sister and song then talk and buy present and prepare for tomorrow. then home sweet home! all the best to people who are taking EOY for tomorrow and good lucks(: tomorrow working aiseh):

i expected to be more bud the fact

is already stated out it could not be

change. did i really work hard ah? TT

just a disapointment. loves i made your

so disapointed; forgive my nonsense):

i wun said unless euu

2009-09-25T23:30:00.030+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY(:

this year got bit different bcos whole family is so sick of cake so bo bian buy a smaller cake bcos mama said dont buy too expensive de. so i told mama that on daddy lunar birthday i will make it very big(: haha(: she laugh at me so silly. then when i bring the cake out dad say aiyo dowan lahhx then i say must. daddy very funny lo, people will made wish ith with eyes close and wun tell out the birthday wish bud my daddy make wish facing me and told me can slowly bcos the candles haven melt. eeyer, i was so touched that he made wish on me. bud i am so scare i will disappointed euu. even thought for this half a year i tried my best to listen in class to pay attention in class try to get the best bud i hope everything wun change(: daddy iloveyou(: then rush to work. then mood was damn laomao dont talk about it. then after that end work meet xiaodi. xiaodi act cute bring a bag along! haha:P then at downstair talk with sister also(: nice of her listening to me screaming over somethings(: maybe i should thanks her a loads. i have been honesty to her. i told her what i hide from her(: i am is my wrong to hide from her bud now i say sorry to her. then after that eat. then talk and talk. heehee(: yesterday went to see ahbi(: i misses ahbi bud ahbi sleeping when i reach. actually plan to go wake him up de bud aunt say dont disturb ahbi. is so hard to make him sleep so i never go disturb lehhx! i heard the bell sound tot ahbi wake up liao end up is ahbi's mama! haix. bud before i left, i take a look at ahbi, the way he sleep so cute(: haha(: ilovehim more and more(: i think ahbi grow up will be more handsome(: laughs* i took ahbi's dolls to play hahah(:

~~two years is the past bud how about now?~~

~~someond told me past is memories bud now?~~

~~dont tell me anything. just let me silence for awhile~~

2009-09-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

210909(:

PHOBIA2(:

wow, this show not bad. overall there is 5 stories. today went working. 10 to 3. there is mis-communication between that table customer. anyway, dont care anymore it was so bastard lo! kanasai. today was so boring. bud heng got xiaojie, jinshan, kristen, mama and sebest. heehee can play. so long no see sebest, he still e same so lame haha(: then after that go out with song and sister train-ed down PS watch 5:22 show. then after that watch finished train-ed back inter and have dinner with sister. sometimes i felt so useless towards something. i realise i am slack of helping you): i wanted to know you more; help you more.

200909(:

HAPPY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO my sayang and all my attachment groupmates(:

i was working 7 to 3. aiyoos, i was not late bud i am far early and i forgotten to punch my card. eeyer, untill menda tell me that! i was like omg. i dont even know. fountain got so many thing to open and so angry with dennis. he like purposely de siia. know i open fountain everything also dowan top up lo. somemore last night was not busy at all lahhx. it was damning ass. aiyoos. end at 3 go eat with xiaojie, menda and song and sister. keep on disturb xiaojie siia(: heehee(: reach home tc of xinting bcos parents going wedding end up have to tc her. everything i done by myself then we did not turn the whole family upstair down bud very concern each other. somehow suprise oh. heehee(: 190909-i forgotten(:

180909(:(

last day of attachment. finally one week of attachment have ended and i am going to have 3 weeks vacation. bud i will only say my vacation will not be fun bcos is filled with working. i wanted to be same group with sayang): even last day i was not same group with her. see how miserable i am): i hope my 9 weeks attachment will be with her bud it seem to be so hard): anyway nevermind. this one week maybe short and maybe be long to some of us bud i will only say i am disappointed with my character and even attitude at attachment and seriously i hate it): been tagging along with siling and kelly(: siling damn cute de lo she very kns de(: HAHAHA(: bud she damn nice(:

to sayang:

thanks sayang for helping me so much. thanks for being at myside when my mood went up and down. i really does appreciate how much euu done for me and i hope to be same group with euu again and i wanted to be your parnter again and again and forever and dont change bcos there is no one to be compare to(:

there is so much thing i wanted to tell euu

there is so much of nonsense i wanted to say

i wanted to know you more; wanted to be at you

side more; wanted to open my heart wider for you

to talk; i wanted to know euu more. whether to give

me chance to know euu more? Y/N?

2009-09-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

come on first day of attachment and suddenly i am so tired liao omg. cannot imagine i am so weak siia only stand for 8 hours keep complaining omg i am so weak damn weak siia. kns damning ass): suddenly felt so weak. erm, today was late by dont know how many minutes. sounds sad because we waited for each other omg. bud anyway, kena scolding also very happy this is how i feel i dont know other. bcos aiya, dont know how to express my feeling out. today first day cannot do thing so easy bcos got miss the report taking time. bud still work de not bad is just that i am so rot. once again i am different group from my previous group and my previous previous group. honesty i miss working sayang exspecially bcos she know the reason. i really misses her so much lo omg. then sad i never break with her. i hope tmr can break fast with all my malay friends. i want to eat with them. yeah fasting month ending soon and i can start sharing good times with all my malay friends(: then end work liao jiu pei sayang go makan. then after that talk and talk. seriously got a loads to talk to her and our topic got no ending de. then sister said she failed her exam. then i never care this siao de lo. she really mad de siia. today pei her after my attachment end up saw ahbec and xiaowei. omg. then talk talk. then home sweet home. HAHAHAHA. tmr someone bringing me to eat the best chicken rice at novena. and this person must be crazy de HAHAHAH. morning so nice of xiaodi message me and say dont be late aunty yeere i very old meh? HAHAHA. bud still thanks him for messaging me lahhx(: so nice of him(: haha. yeah tmr same shift with sayang, even tot we are different ward lahhx bud i hope to go same break with her(: haha. i hope my break is at 7pm bcos they breaking fast.

sayang,
no matter what when euu need me just rang me up or even text me up i will not forget euu de. saya is always willing to pick up any call that is from euu. aiya anything euu think euu are stress up with rang me up. even tot i am shyting i will still answer your call(:

i regret i liar to u that day,bud everything is too

late. it is really too late to apologies right now.

once someone told me, hey is already the past

stop holding on it so tight or not it will snap like

a rubber band anytime. past is just a memories

for reflection and kept in your heart and make it

silence.

2009-08-31T11:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM(:
MUM'S BIRTHDAY CAKE

someone told me that this bread really look like me that's why brought for me. bud thanks(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM(:

today school is only halfway each everyday is praying for, bingo! erm, end school i went to meet sister at ION. wow, i swear ION is damn big siia then after that wait she cab down then after a long way of hopping here and there we finally somewhere to eat our lunch. we cab down to thomson plaze. heehee(: then eat 1 for 1 then saw ahbec(: then talk talk awhile, then went off. sister came my house then after that wait i bath then go try bubble tea. wow, i was damn heng and sway lo. went so many places end up no bubble tea. it was like ohmygosh): then finally found! then dont know what time go back inter then meet small cherie(: then talk talk chit chatting. wah, small cherie more and more auntie siia. omg, see the way she buy thing was really ohmygosh. then say mother talk again. then after that go up find wodelaopa, ahsong! then go down chit chatting again. then share something in between bud sound very sad lahhx. haix then after that ahsong go see handphone because of me then after that pei ahsong up then go buy cake then go buy material to do cards(: this is what i done for my mum every year even this year i keep insist that i wanted to bring her out i still threaten her saying that if euu dowan come with me i will not come back home bud does not work so i never use lehhx. then after that at night after mum celebration go out meet ahsong, xiaojie and sister again. keep on seeing sister very sian de lehhx! lmao.

i told my mum that:
there is something i search for the whole place i cannot even found bud i only can found inside you, you are the one who gave me this and i thank you for not giving me up because i am more and more naughty. sound so sad for a parents to know that their child is getting more and more worst. i know the consquences of it. you yi zhong ai zhi neng zai ni shen shang zao dao de shi ni de ai(there is one love that is only can be found in you is your love towards me). mama;woaini(mum;iloveyou)
very mushy wor! bud this words is only will be present on motherday or her birthday niia so dont worry(:

i wanted to tell someone:
eh, you wanted the person to know how you feel just voice out dont because you scare to get hurt than dont voice out because it will be very *! so please dont think so much. like i said i am a friend that is always by yourside(:

thanks ahsong for the bread(:

2009-08-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

back to post(: because sayang say i am not posting:P later she wacking me): haha kidding(:
firstly i have to wish a loads of people HAPPY BRITHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY FELLOW FRIENDS LIKE:
JOVAN(:
QINGFENG(:
WEIQIN(:
SHIRELY(:
ZHANGWEI:D
AND BOTH FRIENDS MAMA(:

talk about 22082009(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHWEI, XIALIU'S & SISTER'S MUM(:
erm, i reach home at 0130am
in the afternoon went project with girls(: then after project, go makan at mac then train-ed back to work(: reach too early so wanted to have a small nap at swensen bud end up ahzhu dont manage to give me 30 minutes nap so no choice wake up and sleep back again and again. swensen sales was not bad because station one close the last haha(: lmao then after that went to pass ahwei present then go complete closing then went off lehhx! took a ice cream before i went off then saw ahwei and ahsong downstairs(: so chit-chatting(: want-ed to use ice-cream throw him bud end up cannot kns siia! then after that went off to celebrate with ahwei, ahsong, xiaojie, sister and two of ahwei friends(: me, song, sister, xiaojie take the cab first end up ahwei reach before us, idoit. haha(: then after that go in K(: then they are singing then the birthday boy keep on disturb me. asshole. then drink and sing(: was so fun then go home(: having a slight headache. then go sleep at 3am! ohmygosh! was so fun i swear! i hope i could celebrate till the next morning! haha(: bud anyway is already enough(: dont worry!

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today working 12-5 bud end up ahzhu called and ask me go work at 11. then no choice wake up go bath then go work! then work was so boring today. end work at 4 then wait-ed for xiaojie then go meet ahwei then walk around then home sweet home! ohmygosh tmr school! long day for us man. there is so many project to do siia! bud heng i already finished up my PM1 presentation(:

to sayang:
dont be stress! must jiayou(: anything also can text me. erm, i should go out with euu one day and sit down to talk talk(: is been a long time we have not talking for many hours(: attachment coming holidays coming, i wil try to meet euu one day(: lovesya(: sayang, i will nnort angry over those thing again dont worry(: because what is worth i will think(:

2009-08-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

01 AUGUST 2009(:

HAPPY NURSES DAY(this is what a group of passerby said and made me shock)

finally everything is finished and i already doned all my stuffs at the first day of august! wahahaha(: erm, woke up as usual for phase test later and i was damn nervous i remember so clearly siia! omg! train down i was xialiu sleeping and i am sitting beside ahgua, bud i dont feel anything siia! previously there is bud after watching the show i think every human got the rights to choose own sex right? nevermind! then after that meet sutha and devi bedok then bus-ed down to school!(: along the way was so i dont know how to say! i keep stuck at the sentences! nevermind! finally reach school, my shoulder is so tight! was so omg lahhx! then after that waiting for my turn then when i was taking i was so nervous lahhx kns! wahh laoo then i slow down lehhx! omg i cannot imagine how scary it is lo! then wait for xialiu then we train home! while i was in the train i fall asleep while i am standing a bit lmao liao bcos finally finished liao mahhx then should rest euu know? haha(: then when we are taking the train towards marina bay, there was a group of people saying HAPPY NURSES DAY to us, then i was so shock! lmao lahhx! then home sweet home! went out with caiyun i haven been seeing her for dont know how many days liao siia and this asshole become so cold siia! like the whole world is having snow siia! kns! smack her! lunch with her at carl's jr then cab down to inter as she is late! haha(: after that reach home and i sleep till 7 plus then wake up and now i am still very tired siia! omg lo, erm, nothing happen bud i am so tired and tmr working again! i am screaming at work bcos tmr opening! kns! hope i can go off at 12! hahaha then i will be damn shock bcos i dowan work till 3! i wanna kill myself liao siia! back-side itch siia!

why result is out, first person prop up was euu instead of other people?

why result is out, first wanted to let euu know? how am i going to say

goodbye to euu? how can i stop being so insane over euu! i wanna to

be a plants which dont need any stick by myside to support me!

2009-07-28T20:20:00.003+08:00

TODAY:D
start school at 8 as usual bud was so tiring siia): OMG! aiyoos, i so tired that, the moments i sat down at the school bench i sleep! OMG can euu imagine it? i should stop mumbling siia! HAHAH(: start the days with CA lesson, was having theory and i almost faint-ed off because something her theory is super siian ar! hahah(: then after that NG praciting OMG~ seem be very hard for me to cope properly! aiyoos, so many difficulties i never over come it! aiyoos. times is to hard to cope properly! nevermind! then after that half an hour break then BS. then he talk talk then over that we turn on computer do work. then after that finally one hour break, me and xialiu went to cafe two then lunch with sutha and devi(: they are super cute de especially sutha, the moments she laugh made me and xialiu laugh like gila siia! OMG lo! then CN pratical bud the practical sound like theory instead! HAHAHAAHH(: then got one teacher come in, tot she is going to very old bud end up she is nnort old bud she look young siia OMG! then i keep thinking whether she come wrong room or what siia! KNS! then after that home sweet home lehhx! waiting for xiaomei to buy thing she is so slow man! end up she go walk walk before she come back stupid! stupid xiaomei! i saw something so disgusting and i dowan to eat my dinner liao! OMG i swear is super disgusting man, MITANG; euu made me cannot eat any food and made me feel like vomitting siia OMG! the whole stomach very disgusted must puke out first! argh! stupid! i wanna go toilet faster puke siia! oh ya before i ended my post there is something for those XIAOMAO~
stupid xiaomao, how many time i have to tell euu stop saying about us? euu pig ar? HELLO, we are nnort your dog! XIAOMAO, we are clever dog nnort maid dog euu understand @#$%^&* xiaomao, ben xiaomao! i was piss off oever xiaomao siia! if euu are more clever than us dont ask we all help euu damn ass~ shut up do euu think that euu are fitted to meow back at us? NO, because your are xiaomao stupid only know how to meow meow meow niia! stop acting in front stupid idoit!

euu are driving me insane, do euu know that? OMG~
one day i swear i will grow the seeds without you
one day i will let the stick to be stand by itselves!
#SHHH; I REALLY DOWAN TO SAY GOODBYE BECAUSE ____________

2009-07-24T20:31:00.004+08:00

NEOPRINTS

there is too much joy we share; too much fun we had & seriously is too much and is hard to say forget, iswear

Thursday
-PM1(2 hours)
-THEORY(2 hours)
-BREAK(1 hours)
-PM1(2hours)
-BREAK(half an hour)
-PE(1 and half hour)
-PRACTICE(5 to 7++)
It is very tiring man, omg lo! Start school at 8 end school at so late bud heng those lesson was so slack and rot only use 2 hours of my brain inside theory then close back(: PE was playing all the way long! Hahah(: it is so fun to play with xialiu! She is damn cute de, bud if she read this I will faint because she always praise herself am I right huangxialiu? Hahahaha(: don’t chop me when euu see this! Hahah=P stay back at school reach home was so tiring man! Haha(: home sweet home was the best gift I hope I can have! Hahaha(: LMAO(:
For those nonsense people:
HELLO, want to say something about us, just say in face of us lahhx! PIGU, what for to be a cowards? Aiyoos, look so childish to me! Eeyer, stop acting so nice when your are just so irraiting! HAHAHAHA(: I am waiting for your to say in front of us(: if your are not guilty over what your done just be it because I don’t care bud don’t made me so PISS off like 小猫! Hahahah(: your look like小猫! HAHAHAHAAH(: stop laughing lahhx, ask your read not to laugh! Baichi(:
Oh yeah, is finally Friday! I swear I am so happy as I am always waiting for it^^ everyday life style was the same bud the only different is there is your thoughts in it! Okay, let’s talk about this week! For this week is serious nnort so busy bud somehow stress over studies, is really too much too much lehhx! Gosh, really almost faint-ed! Okay, now is better(:
Talk about today life(:
-school as usual and almost sleep in class again, seem like everyday also same! Haha(: I am use to it lehhx so nevermind!
interested part came:
x-family outing(: is something that cannot and wun change in this life. Train-ed down together(: haha(: by right is going to have carl’s jr for lunch bud too sad, no chicken that’s why not eating! Then go have swensen, was having fun inside and we chit chatting and talking cock and all those. It really reflect back to my secondary school life, I LOVES talking craps with only x-family iloveyourguys(: after eating meet banana for neoprints(: erm, was playing all the way along and kena trick by ahqin ar! OMG, I realize I am so fool to let her fool siia! Is was so argh! Hahahaha, bud it is really fun. Times files so fast siia! I am so sad cos time so fast and our times is short! Hey guys, I really misses all those times and moments with your I loves crapping and having nonsense with your man, times I really hope that we are still at secondary school because it is very fun(: then after that home sweet home(:
YEAH, 我的兄弟会来了。好高兴哦！笨兄弟！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

TO MY SAYANG:
SAYANG, no matter how stress you are just give me a call and I will tried my best to console you as much as possible. Everyone is facing the stress right now, so don’t give up and jiayous for the phase test. Try your best to sleep even though I know you are very tiring okay. Anything which you don’t know go and approach your teacher okay. Anything you want to tell me or told me come ahead and talk to me because I will not reject you as you are my precious SAYANG! So SAYANG, remember what I said here! Whenever you need someone to scream, someone to cry, someone to talk, someone to fight, someone to laugh, someone to play, someone to do non- illegal thing, one sentence come and find ME(: LOVEYA(:

2009-07-01T23:09:00.008+08:00

erm, back and i think i got problems uploading photo ar! gila~
firstly; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER:D
secondly: congrats finally attachment(:
thirdly: IT IS HOLIDAY^^ so happy(:

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erm, morning wake up bath then prepare to go out lehhx(: so went to meet laonuren(: so train-ed down to amk! then go eat NEWYORKNEWYORK! and this laonuren say something that made me laugh and feel so cold de siia! omg, she told me: xinyee, we flew to newyork and to eat siia! i was like what the hell! where she learn this! i was laughing all e way long siia! kns lo! smack her butt! after eating we went to window shopping cos laonuren want-ed to buy some clothing so pei her! then after that she say nothing to buy jiu say go back inter! on e way back something happen and she jump-ed up e wall! i tried my best to crack silly jokes end up seem like useless siia! wo de tian ar! then train-ed back inter to shop again! then finally she brought something(: then after that rush to work! guess who i saw? i saw dinesh and surresh(: then chit chat awhile go off lehhx(: then go work lehhx cos i am late! then when e hand over station two i was damn it! sherman tai, why euu never sweep e floor for me? idoit! do euu know that i am going insane by sweeping and mopping e floor? just to keep my station clean? sherman, how can euu bully me by this way? come on, no longer april fool lehhx! argh! then after that i almost went to slap e settler runner siia! ohmygod, i swear i will be so sux before lo! forget it! then after end work! go makan with laonuren again! then after eating buy up for ahzhu eat! then after that home sweet home bud who know i saw one idoit! HAHAHAHA(: ahwei! talk craps with him not long jiu go home lehhx(: cab home! dad is waiting for me! AHAHAHA(: today last day of old menu tmr new menu!(:

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today, dragon boating(: 1FOR1LUNCH extend from 11 to 5! and we are launching for new menu(: what the hell is this? smack e butt! HAHAHA(: morning wake up jiu prepare this prepare that! afternoon, went e way down someone call me and told me that kena H1N1 symptoms! after working, going to ge li lehhx! i was so shiok to heard this news! kns lo! end up by right no work end up have to go back work! then meet all my cliques* train-ed down to bedok then sala sala, train-ed back kallang(: meet cher(huifen), weejiang and deyao first then followed by qingfeng and zhengbao! then walk there! erm, we are late then e coach was nice let us play and even extended our time(: so happy! then we get prepare then go down lehhx! finally, HOHOHOHO! so happy! then we was too laggy that we keep on easy easy easy! wahh laoo! then we are playing water lo! kns! end up everything wet! and guess what we roll for 8km siia! at 7pm we left e place and went home sweet home ourselves!(: shyt, bodah! mood spoilt! damn it! forget it! said and dont say is always wrong! why nort just shut up dont say liao! damn it! damn tmr working siia! i dowan go anywhere!

when is my wrong;

shout out is my wrong;

if not just shut up cos i hate it!

2009-06-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

just a group photo(:
naughty ahbi
what's ahbi doing o.O?
ahbi cannot throw lahhx aiyoos!

HAPPY FATHER DAY TO ALL FATHER(:

erm, is very busy recently i swear there is nothing i can elaborate lehhx omg lehhx! yawn! erm, attachment was as usual bud there is really too many conflicts here and there! i really regret in what i done bud times cannot turn back cos what is past already past liao lehhx omg! forget it, it's only left 5 more days to go and i will say bye to them bud i wanna to contact with my sayang and my previous groups(: lovesya! erm, back to 5A was so still okay bud i am more and more stupid and clumsy liao lo idoit i have mysef being so clumsy siia! maybe at 11D too much lehhx end up im more and more clumsy idoit! stupid me siia! haix! time is really getting me more and more tight siia! wahh, wo de maar! haix): haix! monday, tuesday & wednesday was from 1 to 9 than thur and fri was 7 to 3(: finally i am so happy that i got back 7 to 3 de time! so thur after attachment jiu go meet caiyun! then meet caiyun go eat lunch then go ahwei cos ahwei nnort working that day! so went to buy father day present then walk walk around inter and joke around! is been a long time i have nnort been see-ing him! haha(: then go eat dinner with him at meiyan shop! erm, e food there nnort bad(: haha! then cab home! i did something that is so throw face HAHAHAHAH(: people with me that night cannot tag about e throw face thing i will kill e person! hahahaha(: home sweet home and rest! satureday, working morning 7 to 12! wah, yawning non-stop! opening with kristen was fun! ahhaha(: then afternoon bus-ed down to my aunt house to have a early father day celebration! shyt, i am so tired i swear my head off then plan to sleep bud ahbi keep disturb him end up i cannot really sleep siia! omg, bud after that i sleep lehhx cos i took e medicine is so drowny for me then ahzhu call-ed me and complain about huanhuan cos 1st day setter runner was i teach de then end up she everyday dont know now so pekcek bud nevermind! then after eating watch tv then go down buy newspaper then chitchat with caiyun then reach home at 1230! yawn, after that eat medicine go sleep again liao lehhx omg! like a pig siia! i give the present to my dad first before i go and sleep hahah yawn yawn! erm, so sleepy!

sunday; HAPPY FATHER DAY^^

today woking 10-3! wahh, so tiring siia cos of e medicine that made me so drowny! cos i dont even have enough sleep at all! yawn yawn! wahh, setter with zack fainting in any seconds! then after that, ahwei came like siiao de mahhx! haha(: then after that no customer ahzhu let me go off 230! yeah! then meet caiyun for lunch as well as ahzhu! then after eating jiu go off lehhx! waiting for ahwei to let me see the photo album! then tell me story! kind of miss him bud this stupid ahwei hor irraiting siia! hahah(: then after that home sweet home lehhx! so tiring today! monday, tuesday and wednesday working 7 to 3 then thureday and friday 1 to 9 OMG and last day i am working 1 to 9 eh! wodemao siia! OMG lo! slap your butt! hahaha(: erm, nights i wanna sleep lehhx yawning liao lehhx! taken so many medicine today! aiyoos! ahwei takecares(: even though today is your last day! heehee(: remember to miss us hahah(:

2009-06-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

this is the only photo which i like e most and i love e most
this group is always full of fun and jokes around! and it is nnort going to replace even though we changes our group and we went to different group(: as long as we are one big family forever we are(: and this is the truth(:

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is already e last day at 11D, kind of missing all e staff there bud there is nothing i can do! cos soon not later my attachment also ending soon lehhx:( kind of happy and sad! sad cos i will be leaving, happy cos i wanna more rest! is really not easy to work at attachment then weekend at outlet! wahh, is really sian bud no choice! erm, got own brieft-ing and i am a kind of sad and i think i am shedding tears inside my heart! i dont know am i right to say change in between our groups:( when dayat ask me i am fine bud after the changes i am a kind of sad! cos is a separate with my sayang! sayang is e best partner which i always be with and suddenly change i am kind of sad!:( anyway, sayang no matter what we must keep in contact siia(: erm, thanks to all the 11D staffs and patients(: haha(: erm, after that home sweet home then go back work! my mood was so happy till chenjie ask me: euu got in love lehhx ar? i was like huh? no lahhx, euu think too much lehhx! then teach new-comer till i wanna puke lehhx! he very gan chiong until i almost gone gila siia! damn! then home sweet hom with huanhuan! was chit-chatting with huanhuan!(: nice girl she is(: so idoit remind me of my bio was not even done yet!

to sayang:

sayang, thanks for those days when euu are beside me, letting me to pour up and down towards euu and accompany me when i am down! thanks for all kind of concern and keep on cheering me up when i am down! sayang, even tot now we are separated bud if anything still can text me and share with me! sayang, dont worry i will miss euu! and euu also must miss me(:

to my previous groups:

eh, thanks for all the fun your share and play-ed with me! joke around and disturbing each other(: eh, even though we have conflicts, we never really say out bud all this we already over-come it so, even though we are separated bud our heart still line up in s row(: thanks(:

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erm, i am so tired right now! gosh! yawning! erm, woke up at 1308! my sister wake me up by dragging me and pulling me! kns siia de sister! so i woke up and done finished my thing, bring her down to pack lunch up! i was like regretting buying the carrot cake cos e auntie so bad lo, i ask for 3bucks de carrot cake she fried up look like 250bucks de lo! some-more i am sharing with my mum de lehhx! then they bully me! kns lo! then nevermind! rot at home awhile with a bit of bio then go work lehhx! yawn! then reach there got briefing! i am inside teaching huanhuan! wah, huanhuan is more easy to teach then e ytd de! really more easy! even tot huanhuan is slow bud at least she is better! heehee(: then help huanhuan out in closing so i end up ten instead of 9 then continue to help huanhuan till closing at 11! yawn, was already very sleepy liao lehhx! so after that went dinner with caiyun! have mac then i got e cups then i forget to takeaway siia! kns lo! then bus-ed home! i was thinking something! erm, afternoon i backside itch walk back e path which we argue and fight! tears like rolling again bud i told myself, tengxinyee wakeup, wakeup! then nothing happen! even sarena ask me, am i fine? for those people who are concern about what happen that day and i never say de i am really sorry! especially ahwei, i am so sorry ar! i know euu wanna to know bud i keep stop euu! i am so sorry! bud maybe euu wannna to know i will tell euu i swear!(: home sweet home at 1145! yawn, tmr working 7 to 12 siia! now i still haven sleep yet! plus i am really fainting liao lo! aiyoos!

2009-06-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANANA(:

-banana, finally euu have already turn seventeen so thing that euu have to do go ahead and thing euu dont have to do dont go ahead and do cos euu will be harming yourself and dont be so gong again!(: hope euu will like what everyone done-d for euu! and enjoy all the memories(: lastly; happy 17 birthday(:

let's talk about 070609(:

is a sunday and i am working 7 to 12 and it was so busy! i never going to imagine is so tiring! early in e morning niia! bud i will only hope e sales is very good(: erm, then after that thinking that it wun be busy bud end up is more busy again then i dont even know e raymond came! and i never stuck in my shirt! i was huh? when i saw him! is was damn funny lo! then at 11plus came in 20pax of people so only me and ahwei cos the rest haven come! i was so hot that i re-tie my hair like granny! gila le? haha(: then i go off at around 1 and i am rushing for time! heehee(: then bath meet banana first! then train-ed down yishun meet ahqin and xialiu(: for lunch was KFC(: and we treat banana cos we always bully banana, ask her treat us now is her advance birthday so we treat her(: after that ahqin and xialiu go first while me and banana walk the whole level first then slowly go back! so when we reach xialiu hus, i ask her look downstairs see who can found both of them first so she did(: then after that, a tap on banana shoulder and the cake was onto her face! erm, i nice shioking day for banana(: ask banana to eat up everything then we start our mahjong(: it was so fun(: after that banana when to cut her hair! so after cutting something happen and is my FAULT to let this fellow run off, is my FAULT fro scolding this fellow! is my FAULT! i dowan all this to happen i will only say: i am such a failure friends! come on, i dont think i am suitable to be someone close to euu! like euu say i dont understand euu at all! nevermind! and thanks banana and ahqin(: i wanna thanks xialiu e most! thanks for e concern euu gave me when i am crying! thanks for your, when i am upset is your around, when i am shedding is only your! when i hope to gather is only your bud times passes very fast! will be last contact no one knows bud as long as out friendship last is your who brough all this to me(: after leaving ahqin and banana, i went up outlet! i swear i never talk to anyone bud only caiyun! i was crying all e way long! thanks ar for all e concern your guys gave bud what is inside my heart is so hard to forget with only one day time! i hope e rest for my days i wun be putting a fake smile cos is so hard to communicate it euu know?

let's talk about today, 080609(:

okay, ouch, i swear my eyes hurts the most which i never have before de! then morning went to attachment i was so restless and sleepy siia! so end up, i have to concentrate! so thanks to xinhui, shiyun and the rest of people trying to make me laugh! and someone ask me 1+1=?, i say 2, 2+2=?, i say 4! dont get the thing right? i will explain, one friend plus one friend = two friends! euu are sad cos euu and your friend de friendship become like that bud this is nnort what euu wanna! so dont mind to lost this and go find other closer friend! ask your friend out for a coffee and seat down and solve the problem! i always see euu smile bud today i never see euu smile i feel so upset, i will also try my best to let euu smile more and dont think that again! the moments i heard i was like so sad i almost burst out bud still i really thanks euu for telling me so much and so much! then sayang they all come lehhx! i went to talk to sayang a loads, like thousand years never saw each other like mahhx! haha(: thansk sayang for listening me to complain ar, nag ar! then after that end at 3, so went out! train-ed down yishun again! so have swensen! then chit chat a loads then go meet caiyun then eat again! wahh, so full liao lo! almost burst ar! erm, i am so tired liao siia! my eyes still hurts ouch! i swear i dowan this to happen again lo! yawn yawn i am so tired(: i anna go zzz lehhx(: heng tmr is afternoon shift or nnort i will die siia:( haha(:

this is for euu

aku tk benci tpi aku nk kau baek2 saje(i dont hate euu bud want euu to be fine)

2009-06-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

SAYANG;SAYANG

i dont know how to continue e song lehhx! sayang never teach me! e really first photo taken with sayang, some-more i am so un-glam! cramps!(: erm, recently obstacles have been up and down for me and times is so hard to over-come it when your are the closest to me bud what can i do? when i really need your, i know who will turn up bud times is too much to request bud anyway thing is already solve so what for go think too much? so smile is the best medicine for me and everyone! someone told me this(: erm, back to my one weeks gila attachment(: why i put it as gila cos i am really going gila in any moments! dots(: erm, patients in and out, obstacles in and out! too much is too much! sayang teaches me(: haha(:

monday:

morning shift, from 7 to 3(: so happy, since like is been a long time i never take morning shift lehhx(: so happy being to work morning cos serious morning got thing to do niia! e rest was like happy rotting yeah? erm, afternoon went to meet ahzhu and caiyun for lunch and talk talk awhile(: e moments i walk in outlet, go disturb ahwei first is always my first tasks(: come on, this is the fact, that euu cannot run de(: erm, then e sebest ar, really cannot tahan him! shyt him off siia! then ahzhu, chenjie, caiyun, sebest and me went to eat(: then was so pekcek, the money throw here throw there, wahh! then cannot tahan i scold-ed the person bud nnort scold lehhx! please(: then follow-ed by fondue then walk walk then dont know what time home sweet home(:

tuesday:

morning shift, as usual 7 to 3(: erm, i was so gila siia! i keep jump up and down like mad! got debrief, wahh is really so fun(: disturb here and there! then meet mama and twin(: so happy to see them! i misses them and every single of e x-family members! i really misses your! when can we go outing like cycling again? guys; i misses your:( i wanna e time to be back at secondary when we always go down for mahjong:( i misses all this:( so sad whenever talk about this! then met both of them at inter mac then go aracde then go hub mac again! then wait ahwei joke around first then go bishan for mama file then go watch aliens VS monsters or monster VS aliens! cannot really remember! after the show went to makan first! i cannot even finished my meal! then caiyun came to find us then she brought a dolphins for me!(: hellos, e dolphin is cute(: omg! i am really gila! faint! then hoem sweet home(:

wednesday:

morning shift, like usual i am working 7 to 3 again(: i was so restless i never going to bluff anyone! i never even care to bother till sayang say: are euu fine? i replied yeah! i dont know how to express out my emotions! then after that i was doing something with teacher helping me! i swear i dowan this to happen anymore! at that moments i really feel like to breakdown inside the room with teacher nagging bud i control and roll-ed back e water! then teacher talk to me! after that i am better lehhx! then at night working 630 to closing! yawn! at 5 i meet xialiu at ttsh for dinner! and our dinner was only ice-kacang and fruit, this thing made me so full! wahh! shiok ar? haha(: then after that rush back to work! erm, yeah! then rush back to work! erm, finally my mood turn better cos of so idoit people(: who keep entertaining me! sometimes, hiding emotions was really so hard cos my sayang are all clever! OMG! haha(: then after closing went home sweet home(:

thuresday:

afternoon shift! boring ar! bud something really funny! Istiqah eat durian ice-kacang during break then when she go up she keep go disturb after people by saying HELLO! then e smell will come out siia! damn funny lo, the mouth is really full of durian smell! what the hell lo! i keep laughing non-stop then sayang also keep come and disturb! haha(: then after that home sweet home!

friday:

afternoon shift! finally is already friday lehhx! wahh i been waiting this for long cos i am very tired lehhx! nothing to do siia! erm, then after that break with sayang and jasmine! before we break i was so busy that i was so irrated! wahh! then after that okay lehhx! OMG! then home sweet home(: i am yawning now! i wanna sleep siia:( so sad! hey guys, i wun be joining your on sunday(: so please go and enjoy yourself(:

sometimes, the best smile was from euu

bud how long can i see it from euu? are

euu willing to smile for e whole life?

AKU GILA~ HAHAHA(:

2009-05-30T23:56:00.003+08:00

wahh, recently was so busy! busy dao i wanna faint lehhx!

how's attachment for me was just nice. slowly i put down the stress that your gave and start-ed to think a loads! even though sometimes thing really happened bud i will only say, dont think euu are so good when euu are just looking like a newbaby to me! come on, dont spread your fake happiness into our painfulness cos euu dont fit to do this! chey, im nnort going to care anymore. dont stick to me when i dont even need euu idoit! erm, friday end attachment at 3 then on the way to bubble tea shop and guess who i saw? ohmygosh! i saw guoshiqi, besties and my twins(: ohmygosh-ing hell, i misses my twins and the cow siia! is been a long time i have nnort seeing both of them siia! really is ohmygosh! haha(: then chit chat awhile jiu catch up my sister! as she is waiting for me! erm, then after that at around 1730 train-ed down to work! yawn! yesterday was doing settler runner and i bomb off the station! kns! erm, i am so sad when my card went missing lo! whatthehell! my whole month pay siia! kns lo! i was so piss-ed off that i never really talk siia! everyone asking whether am i feeling okay! i was like hellos, shut up dont talk to me! then twins and besties came to visit me!(: i told twins everything siia! she was very worry and she keep console me(: such a nice & good twins right? haha(: later she bhb siia! heehee(: erm, after that ahwei call-ed and find me bud still i am so sorry that my mood was nnort good that's why dowan pick up the phone and second reason cos i am busy! cos i one person running the place! then after that so many customer siia! wahh, i almost faint-ed off and i saw someone really almost made me faint! and she is my nursing teacher; MDM LAM! wodetian ar! BINGO, this is my reaction! tian ar! then after that i done my closing very late! OMG! thinking will be fine bud end work more die! laonuren was like hellos, euu okay bo? euu nnort tired or what? then i never say anything cos i am really dont know how to explain myself! okay then home sweet home then talk to twins awhile again! erm, then sleep! yawn! for today, wake up at 1plus! and i am still yawning! wahh laoo, kns lo! shyt, i done a bad dream! it was so scary lo! idoit! then at 1620 go take train! thinking that i will be late bud end up i reach there was nnort late(: heehee(: then after that got briefing and i was fool-ing while ahzhu is giving brief-ing! wahaha! i think she cannot even stand me! then after that i was at station one then also fooling around! after ahwei reach, he keep disturb me! irrating fellow! haha(: he will smack me! haha(: after that, teach yanghuan a bit abit! then end work at 2125! and finally my card is back! i was like almost cried out when i know my card gone missing! bud nevermind! lalala(: waiting for me to cried in front of euu again? ahsong? haha(: ahsong, hoping to see me cried again(: lmao lo irrating! i was so piss-ed off with the table i almost when to jump building! come on, wodemaar! erm, then problems solve! back to normal(: then i at outlet waiting for papa to drive me home(: so happy! at outlet play ar play! heehee(: swensen's having new people and some of my oldbabies leaving! OMG~ without one idoit i will faint cos i need the idoit to entertain me lo!

thanks for all the fun euu gave; thanks for all the thing euu gave; thanks for all the noisy euu made; thanks for all the irrating euu made; thanks for loads and loads! i am waiting for the everything euu made! cos i am so into euu cos euu are the only one i can disturb and have fun(:

i want the time to stop for the moments and dont go away!

i wun say goodbye unless euu say goodbye to me!

2009-05-24T13:12:00.003+08:00

erm, i am back heehee^^

happy to see me back?

erm, rotting all the way and MIA-ing from blog as attachment is bursting me off come on, i sill got 5 more weeks to hang on till i go back school lehhx and i am changing teacher again! meaning i wun be able to see ms doris lim lehhx! kind of upset even thopught she always give a loads of stress to me and my groupmats bud this is the process of growing up siia! come on, i have to be hanging on till my 5 weeks of attachment end and i got a loads more skills haven sign yet! ohmygosh!:( i am so afraid that i am nnort able to complete all my skills siia! is nnort easy to sign the skills siiia as too much question have to be ask siia! ohmygosh HAHAH! erm, for the past few days, what i done all forgottten bud only recently de(: heehee(: erm, met some friends like ahqin, besties, ahwei, xialiu, and more as i cannot remember anymore^^ i am always having a serious stm come on dont blame me siia(: hahah(:

recently, what i brought was a lappy! this is theonly thing i got and i have to pay money with my daddy when my sister is using it for FOC? erm, kind of unfair bud i know that this world is always unfair HAHAHAH! i look like a idoit siia! lalalas! erm, i miss all my x-family siia is been a long time we have nnort been meeting each other:( even though me and xialiu is at the same hospital BUD time is all nnort the same de siia! so ass! oh yeah, i dont have to pay my bill myself cos my billl only $40.10! daddy say is over by 5bucks(: and yeah i dont need to pay! HAHAHAH(: this is the very first time i dont have to pay my own bill myself siia^^ OH YEAH~ DADDY;ILOVEYOU^^ erm, i am rotting cos i am still nnort used to use my lappy cos got different in using desktop! bud i love using desktop than lappy!(: haha! erm, as for friday, i was working 1 to 9 when all my friend go home at 3 yucks! i also wanna go back home at 3 bud sad i cannot siia! morning meet sayang to have her lunch as she haven nnort eaten yet! haha(: chit chatting all the way long and at ward i was so heng to be in the same cubic with her! haha(: so happy cos she guide me along! erm, sad is i always cannot go break with my sayang! then break talk to ahwei, this idoit! wait euu come on i will smack euu! haha(: then end attachment i went to down swensen! heehee(: then chit chat! talk ar talk ar! then end up reach home quite late liao lo! for other is nnort lahhx(: haha(: to cow, so sorry ar cos too late liao then end up forget call your! so sorry! then online till 2plus and talking to him! never wave back retard! euu look more like a retarded=P heehee(:

as for sat! wake up at 915? i guess to watch my xiaodingdang^^ o.O eight head monster! HAHAH(: the xiaodingdang was so cool lahhx! hahah(: yes i am childish! hahah(: after that i forget i am meeting someone! and i am late what the hell and i am so sorry that i made euu wait even though i keep disturb euu! haha(: then went swensen for breakfast at 1015? i guess? cos i cannot remember siia! then after that talk ar talk ar! then dont know what time! then nana called me! she say she miss me instead of euu! BLEAH! i think euu should be speechless lehhx! haha(: see i am so clever YEAH? haha(: then saw her friend, she was also cute and i misunderstood that her friend brother is her stead nana was like jiejie! then i say okay so ps ar! HAHAH! then bring her to her father first before i went off(: then home sweet home! HEEHEE~! then at 1620 i go out my house and rush to work cos i am working at 1700! haha! reach there just nice! saw sherman! i long time bo see him liao siia! haha(: i dont even get a chance to see him school siia! so sad! haha(: then i am working at station 2 i thinking work till 10 niia maybe i will be at station one bud sarena put me 2 so no choice! at 8 was quite busy that i skip 8pm! when i see the time is already 9 and sherman is going home! yucks, kick his butt bodah! hahah(: then end work go eat with caiyun then home sweet home!

for today i am rotting bud later rushing biology! ohmygosh! haha(: fainting!

this is only meant for AHZHU & ZHANGWEI(: 朋友们,一路顺风! 早点回来! TAKECARE MORE^^

this is only for you! only euu will get what i mean!

does saying sorry so hard then forget it dont say ever since euu cannot! then what for go bother so much lehhx? if euu are nnort key to say then forget it lahhx! does the pride will made euu success? come on, this is a realisic world nnort barbie doll world lehhx! dont euu think euu have to wake up? do euu really think that euu are cos of pride to do anything? wake up wake up wake up! cannot make it de thing dont make it anymore!

for my groupmate:(i wun say the name out bud everyone know who am i saying)

euu got something dont have BUT we also got something euu dont have! please stop acting proud with me cos euu look like a small peanut to me! when i am wearing my uniform i wun do anything bud when i take out please dont force me do i dont like de thing and euu confirm will regret siia! remember what i said cos dont make yourself regret in every action euu do!

2009-05-14T22:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANGXIANGYUN(:
THE FLOWER LOOK SWEET(:

REFLECTION WE TOOK

SHE HATE MY FACE IN THIS PHOTO BUT I LIKE IT(:

14 MAY 2009(:

turn back to 14MAY1992; today is my DEAREST BESTIES BIRTHDAY! so HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY(: and to my taugehs GOHXINYAN; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOs(:

13/05/09

woke up by a call-ed by besties(: so meet her at dont know what time then we process to do atm card then after that had mac as our lunch at braddell mac(: then process to town(: while we was waiting for train and tata, she took photo and there is a aunty beside smiling! i dont know why! then train-ed down to town! wahh, so boring! we was shopping around and i am yawning! ohmygosh! i cannot find what i wanna to buy at all! really kns siia! then we rot there! till someone approach us and ask what religions! wahh, that was damn yucks for my life bodah! wahh, i really cannot stand siia! god will only be inside the person who believe in god lahhx bud sad to say i am nnort! that lady called elaine and i was so sway to kena her! kns! forcing me to church! bud if take compare i like city harvest church! there is too much fun too much memories too much friends there! after that we go inside wisma at 1659hrs! i still remember lehhx! haha(: then after that done we train back down inter and i meet a nice idoit for help! after helping, the nice idoit went to meet people(: haha(: thanks a loads nice idoit! i went to draw money then while on the way back to pizza hut we saw sarena then besties suggest me to run end up sarena still saw me! i have to liar back to her! then after that, we and besties go eat pizza hut for dinner(: and this besties say, for this ten years, this is the first time we had our dinner together! i almost smack her butt off(: after pizza, i went home to get something(: wahh, when we was on the way to swensen, i saw the nice idoit with friends then i shiok and i jump up and walk the other way, then besties scream! damn funny, the nice idoit ask me why! and i know the nice idiot friend turn and look at her! she was damn funny! we went up for the one for one sundae(: there is too much suprise there that she almost cried! lalalas(: was damn fun! the moments i went in, janice; farizah; kristen; shareel and zianna very entertaining(: as for the one for one i treat her de(: as i wun be able to meet her tmr(: after that zianna bring out a firehouse ice-cream and shocked her! then after that janice make the balloons flower that she requested! haha(: janice ask me to seat back then i sit back lo(: haha(: then when her flower came she was shock! haha(: after that i ask her disturb kristen(: then home sweet home! heehee(: i was busy with my things(: and besties told me; she was so happy for today(: heehee(: welcome!

14/05/09

for today i was purposely to rot at home as i haven done finished my thing! i slept at 430am last night! wahh, to rush out the thing! and i haven even done my bio yet and i am returning to attachment in 4 days! ohmygosh! i was so panic suddenly i realise time is nnort enough for me anymore! goshinghell! sad! bud this is the fact! after that, i wake up i haven done a loads of thing! i been walking in and out my house for thousand time! damn funny! afternoon, i went to inter for twice! ohmygosh lo! wahh laoo! i went back to buy something in early afternoon, middle for the afternoon i went down for printing photos and i meet you at inter at late afternoon! wahh, then chit chat then train-ed back with caiyun! we had mac as my breakfast;lunch and dinner together! actually was plan to eat with you bud i was so tired and i am rushing for something! then i was disturb by you all the way long! was damn fun! thanks for all the joke and concern and care euu gave me(: and most important thing is, i will make up my mind and i will know what to do! haha(: was so fun! after that went home! heehee(: after that keep rush the thing after caiyun leave me house! okay, i went down first time is for ribbons, second time is for buying my sister thing third time was my own thing! goshing hell bodah! i went up and down for 6 times! and i break my laziness! kns lo! erm, hope tmr she will like all the thing i have done(: i will only say: thing belongs to euu; no matter how much euu pull again is still belongs to euu! is fate to pull your together, let it be! is fate who pull your away is already the fate! there is nothing euu can fight against fate cos fate is invisble! euu cannot see it at all! is hard to say goodbye, i can stand in your shoes to say! for me; my worst thing is nnort losing anything bud is the one i loved the most cos is your are the one who is only closer to me and i cannot express it out my live without your!

2009-05-11T21:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO EVERY MOTHER(:
a rose for euu and i hope our relationship grow stronger! i hope euu grew healthy and stronger!

10MAY2009(:

suprisingly, i was celebrating mother day yesterday as i was working today! yeah, working! so still wish the whole wide world mother(s) a HAPPY MOTHER DAY(: especially to all my fellow friends and my closest(: yesterday brought nana and ahma down to swensen for mother day treat and the bill came out to be $90plus! by right is going to give suprise to my aunt bud was crash bcos when i was on the way up after buying newspaper i saw her! i was like huh, why euu so early come back? she was like blahblahblah! was funny carrying the flower while taking train cos i caught everyone single fellow people attentions! i was like erm, can your stop looking at me! is nnort from my boyfriend or admire! cos it is for mother day!(: i was resting at home for yesterday and i was so happy cos i dont have to work and i have to see people running around at swensen! haha(: let's talk about today! actual day(: was very busy in swensen! i was running like a mad woman whom just came out from mental hospital ohmygosh de! from 12 to 4 i was inside doing settle! i was screaming the paper to stop coming in! haha(: suddenly so cramps siia! haha(: even kristen ask me: xinyee why euu look so panic? i say, i nnort use to have two person inside ar, usually one people inside niia! she so oh! i was playing inside with all my friends! damn funny! got someone backside itch keep disturb me mahhx! keep scare me lo! kns lo! i almost smack and kick his butt off siia! really cannot stand siia! then 4 to 5 i was in station one! wahh, i almost killed someone siia! the moments i step in i have to do is wash all stations cloths instead the previous station one I/C! wahh, yao si wor! then after that start cleaning the table and clear as i go! my flu haven okay then dennis say: i also never scold euu why euu cried? i was like huh? siiao, i never even care to reply at all! dont try to filrt in front of me cos to your stead maybe got use bud for me, i dont think so lahhx! ps hor and i dont entertain people like euu! a but lmao! then at 5 i was having break! i was like finally break(: i was so hungry! then we order caesar salad with breaded fish to eat! hungry! then i forget to pay sarena back money, next time go back i must return back! after back to station one! was so busy till i went off! too many thing happen lehhx! was fun during mother day(: was so tired and i was yawning all the way long(: reach home, eat first then go bath! after bathing went sleeping lehhx! shiok lehhx(:

11MAY2009(:

wake up very early lo and i slept so late yesterday night! still many thinking inside my brain! i ask myself once and once again till my head burst and i realise, last night i dont know how to drop my tears lo! i trying my best to squeeze out bud cannot come out lo! anyway, last night emotion i put too much lehhx! a bit siia! and i am so sorry to xialiu ahgong, i was nagging to her that night over my thing! she was so willing to listen(: thanks a load! sometimes, i really dont know how and what to do, euu never failed to listen to my nagging! then early in the morning, besties called me then talk awhile i jiu wake up lehhx! then bring my mother and sister down to swensen to eat one for one lunch(: today was so busy siia! wahh, is been a long time i haven nnort been see-ing long queue! haha(: the reason i bring my mother down is cos yesterday was mother day and et i haven treat her anything that's why i am paying it back today for mum(: heehee(: i was so damn it today at there gosh! if dislike me, tell me cos euu dont have to act so scaristic with me! do euu think i am giving such a damn? come on, like i say, when i am wearing uniform i respect euu and me and everyone bud when i take down my uniform i can do anything! even saying euu! do euu think euu look more cuter than her? come on, i dont even think euu are suitable to call-ed me ahzhu! sometimes different people calling me ahzhu the sound is more cuter and more nicer come on, dont insult it lo! omg! come on, i can just write a feedback form for euu lo! dont play a game with me and please dont force me to do thing i dont like at all! er, the bill come out was $45++(: i think is just nice! cos i know the result will come out like that(: after eating when down to meet xialiu(: erm, plan to go sewbawang first bud end up we go northpoint first(: then after that northpoint we went to see something first(: heehee(: after that, go sewbawang, end up see dao those xiaomeimei jiu never play lehhx! so siian lo! then we went back northpoint again(: haha(: then buy sushi and bubble tea then go back cc! i met a new friend, her name is tiffany(i think wrong spelling)!(: then is ada introduce de(: ada look like someone de(: haha(: then after that rot there then home sweet home! on the way, i was so freak up cos i call ahzhu to ask thing then finally i was so piss-ed off i switch off my phone! i was wahh laoo, come on be fair to me! why i cannot be off for the next few weeks? why, your always nnort enough people? why your always call me down to work? does i look like a robot to your? wahh piang oi, i nnort human lahhx? why i sick last week the reason is all in between! come on, your made me sick and your are nnort the one who is paying my medicine! one doc i waste 40 bucks! come on, i have to work how long then can earn dao 40 bucks lehhx! how many hours i have to stand? why? if i am wrong to off till my holiday start tell me i will know how and what to do! euu keep spam my inbox dont feel irritated? euu dont bud i does! your message are free does nnort mean everyone does! even we does i dowan waste my message lahhx! can be a bit more sense mahhx? at train i keep think lo! then reach home got a small tiff with my bloody sister! that wanna hopeless de lahhx! then rot at home! then till dinner i am alive! lmao lo! i am so bored! haha(: i dont know what i am thinking now!

i went out to the street to find this good friend and yet i lost my way and realise when i trying to walk out the path i met lots of danger and i found this good friend everything look so late and i realise euu are no longer the one who i am searching and euu are no longer the one of my good friend! i trying my best to do everything and i realise, everything is too late right now! i cannot find and search anymore! i shout out to the surrounding and hope i can find back the souls, bud come on this is a real world there is no soul floating around! i cried and cried till one day i gave up cos i waste a loads of tears and instead to get back the soul! i hope all this is just a dream bud i realise everything cant'! when i think i cannot tahan, is time for me to fight i will go ahead cos i now it is worth bud what will happen the end no one know!

it is a advice!

2009-05-08T23:29:00.006+08:00

wave back to this cute retarded!

today i was late again! come on; i kept overslept i realise! gosh-ing hell:) today miss-ed call was so worst siia! xialiu call-ed me the ten time then i wake up and pick up the phone and say hello! can euu imagine i was so sleepy! ohmy! erm, went back school to hand up my donation card! i was so blur that i dont even know mslim came out the lift! all thanks to xialiu cos she saw it first(: then after hand up to my teacher, go find msjasminetham! hey, i saw ani from B class de(: i was stun when i saw her bcos is have been a long time i haven nnort been see-ing her lehhx! then after that go eat something then train back to yishun! erm, at train we take photos(:

one formal photos; one funny photos(: then after that reach yishun lehhx! go up her house! her sister still sleeping with her shiwu! then after that talk ar slack there till 12 i went down to buy lunch! cos we already hungry lehhx! then i keep disturb xialiu de king-kong & retard! end up she go hide the both of them! so while i was washing my hand i saw the king-kong head liao! bcos king-kong too fat liao! haha(: after that home sweet home cos later i am working at 5pm! i was yawning cos i very tired liao!:O erm, after that reach home, forget my sister say her friend at my house i go open the windows with no sound end up all scream and i almost faint-ed! i was like laughing all the way long siia! then at 4, i went to work lehhx! cos 445 got briefing! then reach there rot awhile niia jiu briefing! i was squating there then ahzhu say i am china people! she confirm siiao de! i was doing station 2! i was very hyper till i end my work cos i used up all my energy lehhx! wahh, yawn! today nothing really happen bud sometimes right, someone got a very thick skins! cannot tahan this kind of people! i know euu are good de take the jug for me! i was like OMG, dont be BHB! i keep go disturb zianna and chenjie and everyone cos i was so boring! that's why use up all my energy! now yawning! :O after work home sweet home! reach home rest awhile jiu play restaurant city lehhx! wahh, more and more friends(: heehee(: so happy! i very tired liao lehhx! i wanna go zzz lehhx! dont know tmr got work mahhx! i going down to find someone with someone(: so happy(: hope i can and i did enjoy(: attachement starting back soon! OMG!

sometimes, i think back what friend really mean and does to me.
now i got the idea of it and i know the meaning of it! friend usually
fight for nothing quarrel bcos of misunderstanding scold each other
for the person to grow up. sometimes, i really thanks those who
went in and out with me! thanks for those day when i need some-
one, your also never failed to be at myside, guiding my through up
and down. teaching me all day long. i cannot imagine one day, your
left me in this world what will i do!

2009-05-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

awake or dreaming

07MAY2009(:

gosh-hell, i overslept man! xialiu call-ed and wake me up! was plan to go back school today to hand up the donation card; log book and the polyclinic paper! end up i only hand up the polyclinic worksheet & logbook niia! cos for the donation card i did nnort even donate dao money hand up mslim dowan accpet so no choice tmr going back again! wahh, is really troublesome cos i remember tmr i am working 5 to 9! bloody hell! morning got to wake up so early for e donation card again! come on shyt lehhx! while i was waiting for the train i also puke off cos too pack liao siia! come on! i cannot go in! then got one auntie say, meimei, are euu going in? i can help euu! i say dont need, is okay! then say say, will euu be late for exam if euu miss this train? i said, it is okay, dont worries(: then the aunties ask where my school is? i said simei, she said wow, so far! for me, i already used to it lehhx! then take bus no 2 down! wahh, i realise APRIL intake de people very haolian siia! me and xialiu cannot stand them! i was thinking heng, i am nnort in the same term as your or nnort i will faint off siia! then go 6 floor find my teacher and xialiu's teacher! i keep smile all e way long end up kena say by teacher! i was what i done wrong siia! really very kns lo! then hack care! then after meet hao teacher, we went down to clementi to visit ahkee, banana and ahqin(: erm, reach there too early then we rot there! firstly we went to find ahkee! then talk talk awhile jiu go find ahqin follow-ed by banana! went to the restaurant eat! wahh, the food there really kns siia! some-more cold cold de! OMG! nnort full at all! then after that me and xailiu train back home first! wah, i was so sleep that i fall asleep lehhx! cos i cannot tahan anymore lehhx! then after yishun i am still sleeping! then suddenly my phone rang i was where am i, who phone rang! wahh i look so pro siia! then press away jiu go back sleep lehhx! i almost miss my stop siia! then i saw braddell, heng the door haven close yet! i was so heng then go do atm card! erm, finally lehhx! dont need always go bank lehhx! so troublesome! kns de lehhx! then jiu go home bath change jiu go out with xialiu again! is been a long time i have nnort been going out with her lehhx! i really does miss the time when i go out with her! i really miss those secondary life where i can see her everyday, play everyday, go her house after school is our mission! i really miss loads siia! where to find this kind of good friend, she will be very thick-skin to say this! haha(: lmao! then go yishun eat first! ada is back to cc lehhx! go eat cai fan first! then chit chat awhile train down to sembawang fro DDR again! my leg numb siia! bud i did a good job siia! haha(: i really did a good job okay! then after DDR train back down to yishun again! for today i went to cut my hair! cut my hair back to bang! erm, i look more like a small kids now! OMG! on e street saw me dont call me xiaomei especially e ahwei! i will kill e person off! i am just kidding! after cutting went up her house rot before going home! haha(: then jiu home sweet home lehhx! sometimes i really dont understand a loads of thing siia! why euu are e only one who kena dote how about me? care for me? concern about me? i dont even think! when your need me your think back to me! anyway, attachment really coming back soon lehhx! i am fainting lehhx! for those who my situation right now will know why i am saying this! oh yuppiies; please dont be a big mouth to say something that euu should nnort! please ask for permission before euu say out! it maybe a good thing to say out to e other bud care a bit for the person euu are saying! nnort everyone attitude are e same! i am the one who maybe nnort be! please be with the fact of me! if euu wanna say something that is related to me please ask permission cos i cannot stand when A tell me that is B tell me de! please be considerate! ASK FOR PERMISSION! i can let this matter go once bud does nnort mean twice! cos i think is my own taiji nnort your taiji! please dont pretend euu know me well when euu dont! cos euu are just a outsider to me! maybe euu are my pengyou now! please be aware! i heard that someone is considering whether to come back swensen to work, my attitude cahnge 360 degress lo! please come! ALAMAK! tmr going back school cannot imagine siia!:( confirm will be my last day going back school lehhx!

2009-05-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

CARL'S JR(:

OMG; my system really fell down and giving me serious problem! gosh! i have nnort been learning how to takecare of myself! okay i will start my topic on sunday! morning i woke up thinking that i still can tahan at work! so i went work at 11! the moments i saw the sun; i was quite dizzy so keep myself walking in the shelter(: then reach swensens' saw jinshan then chit-chat awhile cos i have nnort been seeing her for long long time(: then slowly start work my system starting to fall means i cannot tahan lehhx! i was still struggling till my work end! okay then i call-ed my mum and ask her cook fish porridge for me! i only like FISH PORRIDGE(: then mum, dad and sister rush back from my aunt house and fetch me home! i was so dizzy when i was waiting for them so i went around and walk! my speed was so slow like turtle! gosh! then at NTUC buy fish home for me! then dad was nagging about me! i was like okay, is my fault i dont mind letting them to scold! wow, reach home the moments i sat at the sofa i cannot stand up liao! then slowly do my bio halfway through sleep lehhx! i was so tired! then at about 6plus mom woke me up and ask me to eat porridge first then bath! i say okay! i was so lazy to bath cos i am so sick! then nevermind after eating bath! slowly my voice went softer! wow, so power siia! then no choice! keep rest then about 8plus i take temperature 37.8! i was like shocked! then my mom advise i go down see doctor bud i insist i dowan then dad give order to bring to down so no choice i went down! the moment i reach there the nurse there take my temperature! i was so shock-ed cos it rise up to 38.2! no choice see doc! the doc advise i got a good rest and dont over-work myself! i was OMG! how come he know! then i also never say so much! then while counter call-ed my name, i then realise the doc give the pill all let me sleep like a pig de! gosh! went back home call ahzhu and say i wun be able to work tomorrow! then say okay and rest well(: then i was like okay! then after eating the medicine, i went into my lalala land(: so shiok de lala land i haven been to since a long time! haha(: then monday, i was whole day rotting at home! i wake up eat porridge then sleep again! wake up eat then you sleep! wahh, really cannot stand siia! i was so tired that i cannot even able to lay a hand on my bio research! i was like come on! bud failed! then i rest still! then today! i push myself up to work! cos i think i am really feeling better lehhx! if my dad know he will kill me! anyway no choice! then i work for the 1 FOR 1 lunch again! yuppiies today was a bit tough for me cos i was running the whole swensens like mad woman! cos customer are so blahblahblah! some really make me cannot stand de siia! bud heng i still got ahwei, chenjie they all help me, i really appreciate it! thanks guys! then end work at 3 jiu go meet besties first then go hre go there then at 6plus went home! i was like hafl dead lehhx! cos my system haven nnort really recover bahhx! then i bath lehhx! do bio halfway i you cannot tahan lehhx! gosh! i was so tired then stop my bio lehhx! watch tv!(: tmr working! eh, anyone interested buying mother cake from swensens? haha(: there are two flavour(: SCM & jasmine rashberry(: yawn i am so tired again! cos i just taken my medicine! :O tmr working 12 to 4/5 then thur off! fri: 5 to 9! sat off! sun mother day! erm what present i should give my mother lehhx! thinking in process! erm, any idea! please tag me(:

to those people who are concern:

especially euu, thanks for concern even though from the tone i have been speaking is so ass bud in my deepest heart i know your are concern about it! that's why i never say anything at all! thanks a load=D i know your are always concern about me! i really treasure your loads! even though something cannot be everlasting! bud i know our friendship confirm does(:

i was warn to wash my hand

& brain off cos i dont know what

after thing i can do le! like i always

say i look so speechless to it right nw